Spiritual Journey of self-discovery in the Magical universe: When I arrived, realised I never left:only my the views transformed the Universe

I am aware that my way of expressing self –writing is not very fluent, and I repeat things but this is it… I don’t have machinery left which is usually doing the writing, so I am on manual and to compose and write is not on easy activity and it is becoming increasingly more difficult.

I would love to share all what I see in sessions because it is now where I am at I have reached the unusual, the very different realities which we all wanted to know when we started out.

If you have questions please don’t be reluctant to ask and I be very happy to answer.

I had countless sessions on age for the body and what made me believe that age-being old and have ‘’time’’ why these concepts existed in the first place.

Over the time span since we are experiencing the physical universe we have accumulated myriad of reasons why we want to be old, reach old age.

I even seen on incident in which we had stayed with the same body for very long time and we have become bored with being there so fashion was invented to change our appearance and that was aging of the body, we added character to the face by rearranging our face by adding wrinkles by use of makeup and surgery, by reforming the facial appearance by remolding it by pressure. So face lifts are not new on this planet in fact here people are still in the dark ages on this topic same as with technology of any kind.

But of course having the considerations that we age-grow old [body] changes the appearance of the body, the facial look-wrinkles, sagging skin etc.

Wanting to become and reaching ”old age’’ has great value, means: staying power, solidity, permanency on one location: by remaining in the valance, having identity, having ‘’life’’.

In session I seen self-begging for something to make me old; have time, that something was a permit to stay with the body therefore ‘’have the privilege of living-having continuum-life’’.

Than I felt incredibly bad because I did not get the authorization and because of that my ‘’time’’ has expired being with the body, being on location and then I have seen the body slumped over dead on the side walk because I did not get that permit for extended period of living time!

By not given extended time with the body, I was ‘’Eliminated’’ from the group, I no longer existed, I become dead… none identity therefore worthless, not good enough to ‘’live’’!!!

I WAS MADE TO BELIEVE THIS AND I BOUGHT THIS LOAD OF SHIT which has profound effect on me over the eons!

Seen self in other location when I was allowed to ”stay”, I got the permit and I was so happy; I nearly jumped out of my skin… I literarily walked on air =went out of the body. Here I was made to believe I was valuable enough to remain with the group.

Old age, reaching old age that guarantees for the Entity to remain on location, to keep that valance regardless what condition the body is in even if it is falling apart.

Seen self-evaporating in the instant when the permit expired… I believe I was hit by on energy field.

So age –aging for the body is a solidifier, I mean by this that ‘’by aging’’ we believe that we are solidly in place, on illusion that we have presence have permanency –location.

The concept of aging, growing old and the concept that we have ‘’time’’, that time is passing us was intentional design and was made for one purpose only to create the belief than we are in place, that we have a location –permanency: that means solidity.

PS…. if any of you believe that sessions, erasers of negative beliefs makes any one here a super person, with super abilities, great power to conjure up things… well, having that belief would leave the person greatly disappointed because the elimination of negative which is the bank and the opposite side is the positive believes which to are part of the bank are all eliminated.

IN OTHER WORD ALL BANK IS AS-ISED because the negative is held in place by the positive… one cant exist without the other.

Elimination of the Bank allows the Entity to become that ”super thing” which we all want to be and we are without the bank of course.

have I become a super entity? you can bet on that… the abilities and power can not be described by words because  abilities here are expressed by words and accomplishments can only be seen by ”eyes” which really cant see anything outside of the implanted bank crap.

As I written, this is a prison planet and  in this reality for a human to have super abilities are not included but only can have that in imaginations  and expressed as in movies.








Total recall

Yes  by now I know we have kept the image of everything we ever seen and not just in this life and we have all that stored away.

I have seen pages -pictures and writing front of me and they can be read.

Also I just seen a gotten a glimpse of different  place in this universe where I lived and still have connection to where light as from the Sun is not needed because every object created glows  as a lamp would not bright – bright but[ like light from oil lamp ] and when everything glows who needs the Sun?

We have this too on Earth but the light from the Sun is tooo strong and don’t allow the brightness of the objects show and the second problem is the use of the ”eyes”, they hinder the Entities ability because they can only take photograph of the surface.

Even at ”night” when we ”look” we still use the eyes and we miss seeing the glowing objects. We are trained to use ”eyes” and we are made to believe that without their use we are ”blind” hehehe nice trap…. very affective and every prisoner on this planet were given a set, plus the belief that these instruments are needed.

All objects are composed of energy and energy glows but cant be seen with the eyes, example: the aura, or your own body  its basically handful of crap but the image, the real thing is energy.

This aura is seen by those who still have the ability to see the real body which  could live and lives forever. Aura has all the energy we have collected  and some Entities aura is dark and murky  but even the brightest auras are in bad shape.

When scientist are looking for some things to extend the ”life” of the body or when people were looking for the source some kind of magical cup and  water to drink from, they are looking for this body the original mock-up  and that lives for ever.

We all know unconsciously we live for ever. 🙂

By the way, the Grand Masters in chess have total recall on the chess pieces on all their movements and I am working on my own total recall and not doing too bad but there is room for improvements, lots of it … which means I have to as-is the items -incidents which I use as blocks-barriers.


poverty-being poor- struggling to meet the daily needs,  these things are included, in fact is the major part of the Implant on this Planet: and the majority of the population on this planet lives in poverty.

But think of the Implant is on instrument, same as: ”brainwashing”.

You all know what that brainwashing do to the person: by force changes  how the person thinks-believes  with that the behavior also changes.

Now by believing that we are being poor this sort of gives on impressions – not only impression but belief and billions of agreement from others which is the attestation that we are poor,  because they too struggle, suffer, their lives are nothing but worry.

And by knowing this believing it makes the feel-know the Entity  helpless, powerless, defenseless, ineffective, immobilized because cant change the conditions, this the Entity believes about self  and that ”intentions” don’t work either.

Brainwashing works….that is forcing-tricking Entities believing what they are experiencing is real, and makes them forget other places-and knowledge of the past and to do that to any one  is the most evil deed- inventions ever dreamed up in this Universe.

So the cog.is:  experiencing poverty brainwashes the Entity: total loss of power, but knowing that is a state of mind. Always -everything boils down to what we believe  in: that is what we have.

This includes of course the compiled considerations what being ”poor” means and how that is seen by each individuals who experience this state is personal– and each individuals reality on this topic in line how they see what life is.




what that do to us.

I just recalled the reason why this planet is a Prison planet: because being here, by becoming – accepting as truth all the beliefs what makes the Entity into a Human causes the Entity to forget everything about the past: earlier practices-skills-abilities-understanding.

And by believing to be a Human, having and needing a body for survival in order to have a life and without the body there is no life but only death-nothing-ness exists and these belief will hold that Entity on this planet for indefinite time which contains infinite ‘’life-cycles’’.

The Entity is implanted with all the beliefs which is what life and death means and spirituality… all those belief gives a full complete cycle of the implant and outside of this ’’body of meanings-considerations ‘’ nothing exists.

Before the Entity receives the Implant which contains what means to be a human, the Entity is hit by a different Implant which is blankness-emptiness-void like energy mass: it is void like because don’t contain any concepts-pictures and by being hit by this covers over- blocks out all earlier experiences which were in different parts of the Universe.. this blankness causes the loss of remembering who we were, and what have been doing, what we know etc… etc… etc..

After when the ‘’ blankness- emptiness-void’’ is in place than the Entity is hit with the Human Implant.

Those who meditate do fall into this ‘’void’’ implant and they believe when that happens they hit the jackpot and they are out of the MEST, no way, they just gotten plastered to a blank wall.

We who had sessions we have hit this implanted void-emptiness when we were submerged in unconsciousness –dead-space.

If anyone has questions, please ask.




If we believe that we are ”spirit-soul-entity-ghost- apparition ”=Entity and therefore we don’t have a location than why the belief-consideration exist that ”I AM HERE”?: THAN WHERE THE HELL THAT BELIEF-IDEA-CONSIDERATION IS FROM?

Yesterday’s session was about ”location” and the final cognition totally stumped me and given me the understanding that all those hundreds and thousands of sessions which were about me being someplace, held, captured= imprisoned, locked up, and could not get out and forgotten forever, like I never existed really was on ILLUSION.

By now of course I know that the MEST U. is on deception-illusion -artifice – lie, but when a new cognition really drives home that reality, well that sort of realization has a huge effect and again realigns all what I understand.

BUT HAVING THAT NEWLY GAINED UNDERSTANDING THAT I DON’T HAVE A LOCATION , I AM NOT ON LOCATION lives me with the understanding that I never been capture, imprisoned, restrained, held, detained in any ways because I DON’T HAVE A LOCATION, I never had one but what I have is beliefs-considerations that I had locations—been places which are the illusions but than they were real because I HAVE BELIEVED.

So those who still working on going exterior, wanting to be on different locations, ask your-self: who or what wants to be on different location?

How could anyone go exterior when not being something..a body, therefore don’t have location?

We simply have experiences, we can say we view -experience the inside of the room, the outside of the house, inside of the oval office, or inside of the Sun.. but us the Entity haven’t moved, cant move because only matter have location and even that is on illusion.

OK hehehe, some years back all this  to me would not been real just science fiction  🙂

Read the ”PS”  which is not really related to Marks post, but to my earlier cognitions on agreements.
 This was sent to me and what I think of it: if all the thoughts-belief, concepts in this article when and if would be individually separated EXAMPLE: distance, separateness, self me, us, agreement, disagreement, superior, important, not important, time, timelessness, etc.. etc… take your pick, than have a sessions with these items.. than the outcome of those sessions would have ”importance and value ” because of the realizations on what had happen when…..
What Mark has written-compiled  is nothing more than his own history: the HISTORY of HOW HE SEES  HIS OWN SELF CREATED LIFE, Bank, what he has believed was and still is his life which until confronted in session has no value or importance and what Mark or any one sees in recall those incidents only will remain real for that person.
He has not written one cognition, not one!
If you get a cognition when reading Marks article, now, that realization will be valuable, will change your reality forever by realigning your beliefs.
LRH made the same mistake same as what Mark doing and what David ST. L. doing, they believe what has happened to them is real for everyone.
No way, that can not be, because what real to me or Mark  or any one else can not be seen therefore duplicated  by other person.  Example: not one who seen this flower  seen it as I have when it opened up in my garden:Image Queen's Circleit is magnificent, Iris petals  are dusted with silver and dust sparkles in the light, pure magic.
Back to the article:
Here I have taken out a sentence:””Very early in one’s existence, not too long after we decided to continue to exist and to experience occurrences”’.
BIG BOBOO RIGHT IN THIS SENTENCE: we never decided to exist… we from the very beginning we have identified with matter regardless what that was, we thought we were that thing!
 example: first light we experienced we become that light and that light was our very first body therefore the belief  still exist that “I am the light”, we never decided to continue.. just helplessly rolled with the tide, when that light which we believed we were was hit by a stronger energy force than we become that force.
LRH was right when he said we were not educated and for that reason we have gotten into such a big mass , education is coming from the realizations: these are answers to the whys! .
MARKs post:  This is an important project I have been working on for the last few months.  Anyone doing whole track research should be urged to investigate this long and important era.
                              Playing catch
    Very early in one’s existence, not too long after we decided to continue to exist and to experience occurrences, one after the other (time), there was a particular stretch of learning and creative thought and experience that has affected us (you, me, we, same thing really) to a great extent.  In fact, it set our thoughts, intentions, actions, and most everything else for the countless eons to follow.
    I know, this is a big bold claim and I don’t make it lightly.  I have spoken with several who have glanced at this period but none who have covered it in detail and realized it’s length and breadth.
    It is very simple, yet became very complex as the experience built.  It was the era of throwing a ball, or rock, or particle back and forth with another individual and later individuals.  Keep in mind that before this, there was no thought or idea of objects or energy or anything transferring or passing or traveling from one individual to another in any physical manner.  Communication was the only exchange imaginable or ever even thought of and it was non physical, instant, and perfect.  There was not even a transfer of thoughts, only sameness of thought, a oneness of beings.  Separateness was novel and a new thing to be explored and invented.  The idea of distance, separateness, was just being created.  It was completely new.
    Now, the first thought of individualism and separateness wasn’t conceived at this moment, but it was expanded and solidified during this long, and elaborate game.  First, there was the novel idea that anything other than yourself was actually other than yourself, since at the beginning, you were the only thing that actually existed, and you came up with the idea that something you thought of was something separate from you.  This was necessary for randomity and interaction.  Without separateness there can be no interaction or any purpose for activity.  Without distance there can be no separation.  MEST had to be invented.
    Now what?  How do we experience distance?  Make something travel that distance.  Impelling imagined points across that distance was borne.  It was wonderful, beautiful.  A completely new idea experienced.  Not only was it a new creation, it was an accomplishment.  Fun.  You created something, sent it to another, and they received it.  Coooool.  Then the real fun began.  They sent it back in a perfect, receivable, duplicatable manner.  Beautiful.  This went on.
    Then, some randomity was added.  Different particles, different types of particles.  Different distances, different motions, all duplicatable and receivable. Separateness, but oneness still. Perfect cooperation with other individuals who you consider separate.
    But there is always that search, striving for additional experience, additional creation of ideas, something that does not yet exist.  But it was still cooperative, together.  Agreements were made on the definition of distance, of speed, of the parameters of what travel is, what the definition of time is between individuals.
    Up until now, all motions were instantly and perfectly agreed, but that became mundane, done before, over and over.  More was wanted, something new.  Unpredictability.  Throw particles at different speeds, different directions.  Force the other to intend to duplicate the particle, to exert effort to “catch” the particle.  Now you and the other had to develop skill, use intention, effort.  And it was wonderful.  Accomplishment.  This prompted an explosion of new ideas.  Different motions, different forces, different speeds.  The entire thought of making something difficult in order to increase skill and accomplishment was invented.  This was getting better and better.
    THIS WAS THE TIME WHEN THE IDEA OF HAVING THE PURPOSE OF ACCOMPLISHING A GOAL WAS BORNE.  At this time, all goals and purposes were aligned, together, all in the same direction.  The knowledge and joy that we were all the same individual was still present, but was being replaced with the pleasure of individuality, occurrence, interaction.  This went on for a near endless amount of time, with endless variables, motions, perfections of agreements, perfections of disagreements.
    THEN THERE WAS A MONUMENTAL CHANGE.  There was a break point, a change in the very direction of thought.  Alignment had been maxed out, additional randomity was needed.  All shapes and masses and motions of duplicatable  communications had been sent and received.  Some unduplicatable particles had been sent to others and by others, purely by error of estimation.  THIS WAS DUE TO AN EFFORT TO INCREASE AND SOLIDIFY THE SEPARATION AND INDIVIDUALITY OF YOURSELF AND OTHERS.  SIMULTANEOUS KNOWINGNESS, COMMUNICATION WAS SUPPRESSED IN ORDER TO HAVE MORE RANDOMITY, TO EXPERIENCE UNKNOWNNESS.  Along with this came the intention and new knowledge that we were different, not of the same skill, not thinking the same thing at the same time.  Some became better at some types of motion than others.  Slight disagreements in speed, time, distance, mass, shape, etc. became interesting.
    BEING BETTER AT SOMETHING THAN SOMEONE ELSE BECAME DESIRABLE.  Of course, everyone was your friend and you wanted to teach others the things you were better at.  AND SUPERIORITY WAS BORNE.  The whole idea of greater and lesser skill, ability, and later, beingness was begun.  The effort to be better than others became in vogue.  Competition.  Throw the ball faster than another can catch.  Spin and curve the rock in a way that the other cannot react to it.  AND THE ENTIRE IDEA OF AN OPPONENT WAS CONCEIVED.  Thousands, billions of ways to impel objects were thought of.  Multiple objects, as confusing as possible.  How to catch anything that was thrown in any direction and manner was practiced.  Overwhelm your opponent, make him appear unable, less than yourself, was the new goal.  Make him appear less in others opinion.  Watching and evaluating others throw objects became an activity.  Making others less, suppressing their ability so that you would be better became popular with some.  Changing the rules in clever ways, unbeknownst to your opponents became a game.
    GAINING CONTROL OVER THE GAME BECAME A PURPOSE.  It was practiced and schemed and solidified in endless ways.  How to trick your opponent.  When was an opponent your friend and to be aligned with, when was someone your enemy and to be overwhelmed, suppressed.  Allies were formed, chosen.  The idea of teams was thought of.  It worked.  Multiple allies meant multiple power and increased strength.  It also meant a lowering of the strength of the individual, which had before, been infinite.  Without a lowering of ability, there could be no higher abilities, no randomity.  SO IT WAS ACCEPTED AND UNDERSTOOD.
    Not every thought, emotion, intention, postulate, opinion, was conceived during this very long and basic area of existence,  but practically every manner of operating that you now use was solidified and made a part of you during this time.  IT WAS DURING THIS PERIOD THAT YOU BECAME WHO YOU ARE, OR RATHER ALL THOSE THAT YOU HAVE BECOME.  IT SET THE MOLD.  It is the Basic Basic for many, many things.  Almost every series of events that have any effect on us will lead back to or through this era.  Earlier considerations will have related events in this era.  As mentioned before, when a true basic is found, it needs to be tracked with later events to fully understand how it affected you and how you used it.  This produces the true ability to change your mind.  The few, most basic considerations which were conceived before this time will need to be related to this time.
    I hope this is an entertaining or at least curious story.  But for those who have had an inkling of this as a reality, I suggest you explore it when it comes.  It solves a very many things.
    Thank you for your attention.
This is just a tiny fraction of the thoughts and events of this era.  Going over it for yourself may produce much insight into the nature of present reality.  Happy hunting.
ELIZABETH to Mark:  what you wrote is a well described  implanted crap because every though, belief, reality-consideration we have is nothing more than implanted illusions what is the universe means to us.
The length of time how long we been  here is totally irrelevant, the only thing matters is how fast we can erase these concepts.
 By now I know something certain: if the concepts- any concept I take into session and it erases and that old concept is replaced by a  cognition [always has been so far] than that confronted concept was a useless -altered reality based -held there by masses of energy.
Bank what is in it is total useless garbage till its content confronted and replaced by cognitions.!!!
 I do not meant” the garbage” description as a  insult, hehehe, I don’t  because that is all we have therefore it is real to us and treasured but this is how I see it and value it knowing this I live by it. 🙂  the only choice I have is to continue with the sessions.
  There are many new readers here and I haven’t the clue who you are, that is OK by me, just let you know what I write is totally my reality based on cognitions from sessions.
I do not preach, teach, I am not a guru and what you read here is the outcome from sessions, describing my adventures.
Teaching, preaching spreading ones own believes is not my desire to do, my blog and  writing is my own sounding board.
PS: agreements are needed and wanted when the Entity has tooooo many conflicting ideas-belief on the same subject and because the Entity do not know which of these ideas-thoughts-concepts are true,  Entity looks for agreement  on these subject more the better Hehehe the Entity believes because if there is lots of agreement on the same subject that that has to be the right answer and true!
LOL… totally the opposite is true..

Totally fascinating cognition: why do we want our daydreams- visualization become reality: appear in solid form?

Because we believe that ‘’self’’ and our surrounding is ‘’solid’’ therefor we believe that our ‘’daydreams, visualizations’’ to should become solid- dense in order to be “real” same as what the eyes see, hands touch etc… and when that do not materializes we believe what we have seen experienced only ‘’daydream-illusions’’ and was real and did not happened, and all that was totally meaningless what we as Entities have perceived –observed without the use of the ‘’eyes’’.

To me this realization is a major-major realization, expanded awareness because when I see things as on Entity to me those manifestations are more real than what I see here with the ‘’eyes’’.

By the way here is something which not likely ever been written about: daydreaming—conjuring illusions and experiencing them as real once upon a time was used as on escape to, into different Universe-reality which we created: where we wanted to be and we could continue from there.

IN FACT WE TRANSPORTED SELF INTO THAT REALITY!! Gotten on identity what ever we wanted to be! We were true OT’s! [in these illusions-daydreams are all on positive creative side where destructions, miss-emotions don’t enter: therefore death-violence evil intentions don’t exist.]

Hehehe, Captain Kirk eat your heart out.. LOL, we can do transportation without your gadgets and this still works.

PS: of course the above cognition greatly helps me to understand the past 2 years work -confrontation on the subjects of wanting to win the lotto…and  the visualization how it works, I am truly having a gargantuan cog.

and that is how it goes when we regularly have sessions: our realities shift daily what was true in the morning can be history after  the next realization.

Major Booboos and I still have a sacksful which I admit and when confronting these booboos gives the vital information in form of cognitions-realizations which changes the Entities outlook –attitude. [[ you all know this]] bigger the mistake after confrontation brings major changes.. so confronting Overts that brings huge change.. major shifts in understanding!

Well I am sharing this because this IS ON IMPORTANT REALIZATION and related to earlier posts.[ there is no such a thing as on unimportant cognition J they are equal in value.]

‘’’I have written when I will win that jackpot than I know I reached –attained –regained on ability’’’: To make something appear, OK, most of you read the posts on Lotto.

The booboo is in the above sentence, its meaning.

Well my reality is now that I was ignorant not understanding, I want to amplify the NOT UNDERSTANDING that my WINS-GAINS are no longer should be measured by the facts: WHAT STANDARDS ARE ON THIS PLANET REGARDLESS CONSIDERED: good or bad… winning or losing.

This was my mistake not understanding that the gains I have in form of cognitions and the abilities I have and power cannot be compared – evaluated by what is known here on this planet and agreed to by the majority what is valuable, or means power.

So, winning the lotto has nothing to do where I am at also charming the lotto or not: will not demonstrate – show that auditing works or not.

Winning that jackpot would bring huge havingness in many different forms: as in activities- traveling, ownership of property, gardening etc… taking care of things and have continuum which would be related to have-havingness hehehe — hehehe and WHERE THE WINNING THAT JACKPOT WOULD TAKE THE PERSON?

BACK TO MEST… becoming totally embroiled in doing stuff related to MEST.

Now I ask here: Winning that jackpot would really be a win for the Entity?

And that pot would be such a valuable-important -can’t do without ‘’havingness?

No… not where I am standing and not on the Path I am walking,  I am walking out and not about to get a huge mass and get entrapped.

I know this yet I still would like to have it.. so what this proves to me? Hehehe, I need sessions to as-is the “want”.

Please note that I am not saying that winning a lotto cannot be done by ‘’intention’’ or it is impossible to intend something and become real-solid,  I can’t say these things because if I would be so positive either way than I would KNOW, simply ‘’KNOW’’ and I can’t say that I have attained that level of understanding because if I would have I could not have any more sessions and I would vanish through that Portal.

We can only have sessions because here we have altered realities, cant have sessions on cognitions.Gypsy LordImage Class Ring

GypImage Berried Treasure Image Berry Fulfilling

Image Berry ScaryImage ConjurationImage Decadence

Image Best BetImage Care to DanceImage Drifting Bubbles

Image Carnival CapersImage Dracula's Kiss
 Image Cascadian RhythmImage Queen's Circle  I used to have these magnificent creations in my gardens beside dozens of other flowers which included 300 roses.





looking through a portal.

I have seen something which might interest you to know: in two different session I have seen a Port Hole and seen through it into a totally different universe and my understanding  –the outcome of the session is that we can only go into that universe when we totally as-is…erase our connection to this universe, because what we know here blocks our understanding of different realities and we simply could not comprehend what we would see -experience and the reason for why we could not comprehend what is happening because we would ”’still evaluate” accordingly what we know.

To me this makes lots of sense of course… what I have seen through the Portal was different coloring,  which was sort of orange-yellow-read and very bright in comparison to the colors here and there were shapes in it and movements but I could not make them out: because I am not ready to step through the portal I still have lot to confront here.

Evaluation comes from that little ‘’black box’’ which is constantly running in the head and we because we are not educated we believe that voice we hear is our voice hehehe.. no, that is on old recordings which have been spliced interwoven, mashed together from thousands of different recorded materials which as what idiots do, we never discarded any of them but kept them for later use!

Just how idiot-stupid we are? Hehehe.

That too we know, just we don’t dare to voice –admit. [but in this blog you can read my idiocies]

No shame in knowing self’s short comings and by knowing that we also know how incredibly brilliant we are!

I have known of this universe beyond the Portal, I have become aware of it when on OT Levels but it is for the first time I have had on image.

Now in your own reality what you might believe that I am depressed because I write about death—going vapor, parting-separating – leaving.

These are just items part of the whole packed and needs to be confronted.

Just because I have sessions daily that do not means that I am REALLY—REALLY ABERRATED as some persons believe who read my posts, !!!

So, don’t believe that..No… far from it, totally opposite and that only means; having lots of sessions=items to confront that I am very aware by now so aware that those who haven’t has session or had limited amount haven’t reached the understanding—awareness that there is more there than what seems to happen to them daily.

Even I, I still feel-know these days that I just had so far a small peeked at what is available, only have a small taste and nothing more.

Vastness of the universe equals the vastness of ones knowledge.

I also taken a whack again ”leaving the body”’ [ to some of you means going exterior] and this item is as complex as the items I run on ”’winning-losing”, and that so far was over 5000 hours in session hehehe and I haven’t accomplished ‘’ snap your fingers’’ and bingo: your wish appeared!

To drop dead [in body only] … to go vapor is not easy as it seems as when hit by the car or keel over from heart attack because that is enforced act done by re-stimulation and of course those incidents happening to people now were established -created long time back on the track.

Hehehe, we just use them again and again.. why not LOL… so far they always worked than why bother to change the formula now?

Wishing to go vapor.. to leave the body: the game itself by the use of willpower -intention-postulating: is equally ineffective as ask for that lotto jackpot to come in.. DONT WORK!!!

[Or I haven’t attained that ability to do so.]

Till I opened this can of worms I really haven’t realized, haven’t had single clue just how hard-solidly we are attached to the mass body and whishing -intending-wanting to get out of it will not accomplish the separation.

So far I have confront hundreds of different beliefs…but each confronted item is replaced by new different reasons just why I stay…want to remain and why I won’t let go etc… etc…etc.. and these reasons just pour in as on overpowering avalanche.

But no problem because I am getting educated and so far what I deducted from cognitions that death-parting-going vapor that act itself is strictly re-stimulation same as the very idea being ‘’born’’.

All ideas, beliefs are illusions.



Enjoy what you have.

Because both these items were very expensive.


The most important, the most valuable position – situation any Entity could be, buy into was once: POVERTY hehehe… because that state was the most stable state could be experienced and this ‘’Poverty Package” guaranteed that will keep you stable –hold you down, keep you constantly stimulated and entertained by the daily up-to-the-minute dramatic events which were designed to grip your attention at all times.

The owner of this valuable state would never need to worry, have anxiety that something or someone will pinch the body: the container itself of this valuable bundle, that would not be possible because the container is  weighted, plus the constant turbulent energy within the body-container is stable at all times.

So this gives the owner double guarantee!

The Manual stated of course that this ampoule needs to be given fuel food] at regularly basis to create and up keep that constant energy level within.


Those of you who in the past wanted to leave, inclined to travel or become tired of the game but could not leave the body –go exterior for thousands of years because the materials of the bodies were well made[similar as for us now plastic, steel, glass etc.]

Or you knew you were enslaved –kept caged inside the container and had enough.

But problems always have solutions

There were new inventions the Catalogue stated: which affected the body, destroyed-brake the materials down from within: as a result no longer functioned –stopped working thus you was free to go!

WOW, what on advertise!

But of course in those days same as now valuable things were expensive and to get you out of that body could be very expensive, the expenses depended on how fast the product worked.

THESE PRODUCTS WERE USED THAN AS HUMANS NOW USE ILLNESSES: to destroy the body and to become free. Nothing like a heart attack for a fast getaway! 🙂

Those products were incredibly valuable than.

I am not jesting here… but what now has no value, in fact has become a burden once the same was coveted by all and Poverty those times, way back was the most valued state off all realities.

and you were willing to give all just to get rid of that body.

Once upon … way back in different place..

When we still knew, when we still were aware that we don’t ‘’ die’’= decease expire when the body stops functioning than we simply thought when leaving the body that ‘’we vaporize’’ this meant for us that the things we were connected to no longer existed and we, the self, we become nothing or we no longer wanted to continue, gotten bored and thought: Hell with all these crap, I will go vapor!   

 It seems even than we associated, identified self with things, but we knew when we ‘’vaporized’’ that we still were, we still existed but without being tied-secured to things.

I like this expression: hehehe, see you guys I am going to vapor! J



The word POSTULATE has very interesting meanings and one of them is ‘’hypnotize’’ HEHEHE… hypnotize what?

I know that ‘’postulating’’ don’t work… cant because its original meaning, how it was used than is from the track…. From our past lives when we were putting ‘’spells’’ on things in order for something to take place, to come about or the opposite not to let things happen.

If you believe that this is wrong what I you reading here now because occasionally you have ‘’postulated’’ something and pronto it happened  I assure you:  you have already ‘’felt it—it was already in your space-life and you have known unconsciously what will happen, you have seen your own future therefore your thoughts were on it.

To really find out if your ‘’postulating—spell’’ works put that intention-spell on something totally different occurrence like walking on the street and finding-spotting a diamond bracelet, or winning that big jackpot as I have, [but so far haven’t happened!] but pick something unusual and see what will happen.

Stupid suggestion…???? No, not really, because spells haven’t been affective for those of us who are on this planet, but other place we have lived before we still had such abilities.

By the way we still have all our abilities regardless how outlandish they might sound like  but they are buried under contradictory beliefs… few millions in number … and that is the reason spells-intentions-postulates-commanding –wanting things to happen and mentally ordering of course don’t bring results.

Sometimes I might write about things which sounds contradicting and the reason for that is because each though –belief has thousands of different meaning that happened in different incidents, example: death of the body, was not a heavy duty ending when we lived outside of this Planet so nothing is black and white and nothing is written in stone till all thoughts-beliefs are erased.

Nothing is solid only beliefs make is so and this universe flows, shifts continually including this planet and here the flows move violently- clashing too violent where the population is heavy.




Fantastic- mind boggling cognition.

I had hundreds of session over the past 43 years for the simple reason: wanting to understand why-for what reason we can’t see the ‘’future.’’

I confronted immense amount of incident in which I suffered greatly been put to death, blinded in many different life time’s [so I could not

’’ see’’ the future, and that worked] been burned, hanged, beaten to death more than once, chopped up etc.. etc.. simply because I could see what was coming at us.

What I found strange that not in one incident I found someone who wanted to know beside me, I in fact was pushed out of groups and shunned.

Even now when I mention this life this subject to others every one of these persons instantly protested that they did not wanted to know what is coming!

Buy why I wondered so often, what is wrong knowing the future?

My reasoning is: If we would have on inclination we could get ready ourselves by change –altering what is  there now so than the disaster –if bad is to come could be avoided escaped. I always thought that makes sense but others would not hear any reasoning.

And finally after so much digging and getting back some of the ability: picking up individual objects and can see what will become of them: the reason I can see this because objects are matter, they were made therefore they will have the end too.


If we could see the future than we could do something about it BUT THAT WOULD PUT US INTO “”BEING CAUSE”” and the Bank= the implants are set up that we only can remain AFFECT, therefore immense amount of blocks in form of bad incidents were implanted within the implants so those who wanted to see-know the future gotten into heavy incidents and when that happened on too many occasions in different life times than that person had given up on that ability.

ONE WAY TO CONTROL ON ENTITY IS ”DESTROY” ITS MOST PRECIOUS POSSEION : THE BODY. but that only can happen if having a body was made valuable!

Hehehe…. no one and nothing can stop Elizabeth…:)



Genie and his power.

Genie and his power.

There is a Genie  who is on incredible powerful Entity who can grant wishes regardless what those may be and he don’t even have to snap his fingers  and the wishes appear,  are there pronto.

But this powerful Entity too has a problem because he too is in the MEST Universe and he too is getting messed up embroiled in implanted materials.

Therefore this powerful Genie believes that he is locked up and can’t get out of the ‘’container= body’’ he is in.

So what is keeping this incredible great Entity who still has abilities we all would like to have and we hope to attain by erasing those counter intention?

His own beliefs that: “he is locked in that container’’ and that keeps him in there than: ‘’he can’t move out unless’’: I can’t recall the rest of the story.

So I think you understand why I post this fairy tale.

This was brought on by this morning’s session, the item was: ‘’’’kept in place’’’ this brought on on avalanche of incidents.


Build a sturdy –solid container which is run by strong electric currents and imbed these ideas: what this container can do, what its life span, had great importance, valuable… so every other floating idiot will want one after because it is valuable HEHEHE. oh forget to add: make the container look nice! 🙂 desirable to own!

everything is very simple, we have and only have what we believe in.

I have edited this post.

This post I published 3 years back but I think it is good to put it up again because David St L. still drumming for costumers [ he has greed, huge ego, that he is smarter than LRH was because he= David and Roger has invented the REAL WORKABLE TECH, which is born out of LRH’s work but totally messed up.] that means he haven’t realized what he is really doing. His awareness is equal to where ‘’ blame’’ is on the TS.  which is lower  than the frags backside!

He claims he has found the solution to all ails which will be handled by his own technology but he haven’t realized yet that his solution apply to self-first and foremost than to some extant to those persons who share the same implant he is sitting in.[ unfortunately LRH believed in the same: that we were all on the same reality level.]

We don’t have-share the same implants and that is obvious, just look around and see the diversity among people and because we don’t share the same beliefs that is the reason we can’t duplicate each other.

Example: if we could share the same apple not one of us would know how that bite tasted for others, even if 2 million said it was sweet, we can’t possibly know what that sweetness tasted for others.

Entities… who are simply Spiritual beings like you and I are and LRH named them BT’s and Clusters.

There is David and his group of Auditors who are continuing implanting these Entities still at present time!

These Beings ..Entities don’t have bodies at the present time but that is only on ‘’uneducated assumption’’, matter fact they could have one but we are not aware of that fact just because the ”eyes” don’t see the bodies that do not mean they don’t have one.

AND THAT IS ALSO ON ASSUMPTION THAT THESE ENTITIES ARE OCLLUDED… being in one incident not necessarily make any one totally occluded-unconscious.

I had sessions same as you in where I was unconscious yet I lived the life as a human LOL.. hehehe not very aware LOL.. please no offence, this here is a Diary !!! I can write anything.

So how do we really know that those Entities we give sessions to are really unaware? WE DONT, AND THAT BELIEF WAS LRH’S OWN REALITY BUT NOT  NECESSAIRLY THE FACT! so we don’t go by that, we just don’t assume and find the real stuff how things are in the cognitions we have.

Assumptions are just that, not based on facts so don’t assume because can’t see something, the eyes what they project is not a reliable and we never know what information are added to those pictures by anyone who sees those images.

All I know that that these Entities  we give session to are suffering from some trauma [ and who isn’t] and they are stuck in that incident  same as we all are and we have the ability by use of the TECH to help these beings by giving them sessions… the Technology is simple- easy to use and the Entities- Ghosts respond well, some have wonderful cognitions and that realization frees them what they were in and now off they go if that is their desire, some just vanish quietly, and some expresses they gratitude for the help and what happens at the end of the session is totally depends on the awareness of the Entity.

Some of these entities want to stay and learn how it was done, the session, but that is again their choice and I never ever interfere with their decisions. Those who want to stay  are given session again in order to understand -to find out if that decision to stay was made by free will or was forced on belief.

When the first time the request was communicated I have to admit has taken me by surprise because I did not realized that could happen, and I felt honored, same times pleased that there are others who want to know -learn the technology.

Than if that Entity still wants to remain in my space is free to do so BUT NOT AS A HELPER, PLAYMATE or COMPANION! These are disgusting ­suggestions. !!!!

These beings-Entities have their own beliefs-realities, they have been in this universe for the long time and they too have track record of their own existence and they are also powerful, knowing Beings and they too know what they want and need to do in order to continue on their own track fulfill their own destiny.

3 years back when I was asked to join this private ”elite’’ group who are giving sessions in order to free self and these Entities the same time from incidents they share.

I was told by one of the group’s leader David – one of the inventer of the altered tech that my expertise working within this group will bring new reality which will help expand whatever the auditors already know: that my knowledge on this field which is new to them is “”extremely valuable”etc..etc.. I have joined and in a day and half I have resigned because after reading the material I understood that this group is running a replica of on implanting material from way back on the track!!

What they do is in session they ”waken the Entities, they bring them into sort of present time, conscious=becoming aware and then they run them through the incident they were stuck in [ good so far] but here comes the bomber the OVERT: than the AUDITORS GIVE THESE FREED ENTITIES THE TOUR OF THIS PLANET AND ASK THEM WHAT THEY WANT TO BE !!!!!!

ASK THEM WHAT THEY WANT TO BE? Are these auditors are totally gone bunkers? Nuts? Out of their mind? GIVE A GUIDED TOUR IN HELL AND ASK WHAT YOU WANT TO BE WHILE  being HERE?

David the leader of this group of implanters and he has been auditing for 40 years and have not realized by now that the reason he is auditing people because those people who pay for their sessions want to free from the realities of this Planet, because these persons want different, want better life, and most of all want to be out of here: had enough being a Human and here is this same auditor directing this Entities back into into slavery, back to being into prison offering these newly freed Entities becoming somebody on this planet.!!!!! WOW.. this is a huge overt. Top of this, he calls these Entities, ””partners helpers and playmates….!!!!!””’

We are here to help to free beings and not to put them into the same slave position which we are in and we need-want to get out.

And furthermore anyone who believes they don’t have abilities them self and they need help should look in session WHY THE HELL THEY HAVE GIVEN UP THEIR OWN POWER-ABILITIES, WHY BECOME HEPLESS WHAT MADE THEM BELIEVE THEY ARE and take responsibility for self in that stupid state they are in and never mind assigning ” helpers” to give a hand.

JUST THINK IMAGINE: what would you do, how would you feel when finally you have regained enough awareness to return and continue whatever your Karma is and you are ready to leave than on ass would say: be my helper, be my playmate… help me!

Me I just would say: fuck off.. get a session and handle your helplessness.

I had many-many sessions on the STATE of being without the body, I call that a Ghostly State, I had sessions on these topics which are very complicated in order to understand why we connect to bodies  in the first place, what made the bodies so valuable-important in our beliefs and what do we do when we don’t have one, also  I wanted to know how we ”live” create as ghostly things.. therefor I collected vast knowledge on this topic and I am pleased to say in comparison we spend very little time with-or being bodies and most of the time we just do what comes natural to do for a intangible Infinite! 🙂



Suppression, it is not what we believe it is.

Suppression can only happen to the person when that person believes that the other person is stronger, better, more important, more valuable  in other words; superior in many ways than self.

When we acknowledge that we have been suppressed, with that we admit we are not equal we don’t have same power-abilities hehehe  not even close to what that so called  ‘’suppressor’’ can do, has.

When we say we are suppressed into some kind of situation with that we admit we are victims.. and being a victim is lower on the Tone S. than the frogs back side.

At the same time we also admit that we can’t take responsibility for our actions, that we are total effect of the other person: yes we are not in good shape, far from being on OT 🙂 whatever that means!

I never felt good about people being labeled as ‘’suppressive’’, when that happened to me at Flag I laughed at the ethics officer and told him ‘’ you got to be kidding me’’ I walked out and never went back.

But  few weeks later they called me and told me they were mistaken.. by then I was soloing every day and I did not need the church, so I told them ‘’ no way..not going to happen, I will not go back’’.

The reason they give me the ‘’suppressive’’ title because I have written up all the out points I have become aware while I was there and I even mentioned their overpriced bad restaurant food, the dirty uniforms the staff wore, the incredible bed linen in the room  full of nasty looking spots: had holes, the broken chair in [my expensive room] which had a spring sticking out through the filthy upholstery, the long waits for sessions, and the attitude of staff, that they were  doing paying public a big favor!

HEHEHE I ended my letter ‘’put this in your pipe and smoke it’’ of course I signed it. I had fun.! I was the victim of bad hotel management!

THEY DARED TO CHARGE $ 34.00 for 2 lamb chops and potato+some veggies!!! and that was in 82 when a 5 star restaurant only charged $ 14-18 for the same but well prepared meal. And they told me I was suppressive? LOL…

PS… I think PS’s were invented for me 🙂 suppression is a belief and we are the victims of our own belief EXAMPLE: I cant pull in that lotto pot therefore I am not at cause of that situation but I am a victim.. so my intention  is not working-none existent on that item and who can I blame? little old me… I can take this much responsibility that I know I am not able to win that pot… therefore my ability is zilch on that matter.  🙂  but by not winning from the very first , 2 years back I stated to chase lotto win, I had immense amount of wins…  therefore I might look like I haven’t got one once of intention in my OT bag but wow I am a true winner! the money is secondary it has no value.


Knowing the future simply means the person-Entity has the ability to view not just one frame of ‘’now’’ the present time but can see the whole chain of that incident.

That means view –being outside of that event and can observe all of it at the same moment: Overviewing the whole event also being aware what part of the event gone and what is coming in: that would be the future.

Well, I always had great interest in this subject and I don’t have to say I had lots of sessions on this topic and every related item I could dig up.

I have notice at earlier part of this life, even before I stated to have sessions I was very good seeing-predicting what was coming so naturally I wanted to increase this ability.

But something happened after some years having regular sessions and I started to see less-and less of the future as I have advanced, than altogether that ability has stopped, no matter how many more sessions I had on this nothing happened. Zilch.

So for years I was questioning what has happened to this fun ability I had but no answer come, TILL TODAY and I laughed and laughed because the Realization was: we only can see the chain of events when the chain is there.

But when all or large part of it has been as-ised… erased- confronted than for that sequence of events from my view point no longer- don’t exist..  all gone therefore the future can’t happen, can’t be seen- viewed,  its gone for me.

So for the Entity who has erased all the implants than only experience of the moment exist.



I have found in today’s session on Item which was exclusively designed-created not to have ‘’dreams-wishes’’ becoming reality but be totally destroyed and replaced by incoming problems which than need to be handled and those personal ‘’dreams-visions-desires’’ slowly submerges have become suppressed by these newly arriving problems.

This Implant same as any other Implants were not made intended as wicked –evil deed but to stop us from overwhelm from the inpouring things and to give us stable established space.

Just think: if everyone ‘’wish’’ would materialize than there would not be planet Earth, hehehe and not likely you would have that body which you claim as yours because someone else ‘’wish’’ desire who has more power than you in this moment would destroy your body or the Planet.

Personal ‘’dreams-wishes-desires’’ were menace to the survival of the group therefore they were not allowed to happen and everything was done by the group agreements to stop the individual from having that ability.

[by now we all have personal space and into this space we are allowed to put anything we want and that is our belonging and is protected by law… but not from thief’s.]

If we wanted to belong into any group, than we had to meet the terms of that group.

I have had hundreds of sessions so far on this item ‘’wish-dreams‘’etc what are they about, how they work, what suppress them and why, yet I still feel I haven’t found all the answers-cognitions yet.

But I believe todays sessions result the cognition have brought major change in understanding.

You can call ‘’wishing-dreaming’’ intention to happen or postulating but that word postulating belonged to LRH and I never felt good about it and to me ‘’dreaming-wishing’’ for something to happen is real, more in line with my way of understanding what IS.




and I love every moment of it!

Sometimes I find my own occlusions … not understanding.. not being aware simply astounding … and finding this of course is brought on by a cognition …but of course till I had this cognition on this item I did not know the extent of my ignorance.

But this is how the cognitions work and this is the purpose of confrontation to get that un-altered fact: the truth and with that the ignorance-stupidity the unknown will vanish and we have the unaltered fact!

Here is what I have learned from LRH and till now I totally agreed with him:

‘’’’EVERY SOLUTION SOONER OR LATER BECOMES A PROBLEM””  and was the fact for me till I had this cognition, few minutes back.


HEHEHE and more of the same, I love cognitions, I live for sessions so I can have these little gems.


Any chosen solution will become a problem and the newly chosen solution for that problem also will turn into a problem and the simple reason for this chain reaction: because the solutions are Bank Related Items and any item=reality-thought- belief-consideration-concept is thousands of time altered realities = that is the Bank= simple beliefs.

And out of the Bank only problems could arise!

Example: marriage- born out of ’’pure love’’[ that is a not the truth, but born out of heavy chemical stimulation] than after a while there are problems… solution-divorce… lonely, miss the sex the companionship: gets married again LOL again problems and divorce .

So my friends don’t accept that solution no matter how fantastic its sounds to continue on the same level as at the beginning… will sour and will croak too and at the end will be buried under a new solution.

Now you have to agree with me that I am brilliant! LOL.. even if I say so myself! LOL.

PS : why this thing come up about problem and solution?

I am still looking for the ”solution” how to win the lotto!

I said I never give up on that, and even if so far I haven’t win that pot but by now I have gained incredible reality: thousands of cognitions so, fellow Entities, but all means I am a winner, big time! 🙂 what incredible adventure! 🙂



short note.

had lots of interest on the subject of ”healing” but by intention therefore had many sessions concerning this topic.

I have experienced in those sessions fantastic things how we had used our healing ability but after a while I could not see- find any more reasons why I am not able to   do the same now. Wondered what stopped this ability.

Today  I found it: THEY ARE NOT WORTHY OF IT!

Well, shame on me, but I gotten my punishment for believing that I am better, important-superior to those persons and when I decided that they were not worthy of my attention-help in that moment I stopped- buried that ability for ever!

It works every time when we  punish others we  first punish self.

By now I am aware of course that we do heal others when we give them session and cleaner our space becomes from aberration with that too we help other with less re-stimulation

LOCKED IN- not exterior.

Locked in.. [ just had a major realization: read it at the end of this post]

I have done lots of session over the years on ‘’Exteriorizing’’ since I had great interest in this subject.

And by now I have dug up – confronted every concept –considerations I have known and have become aware because the cognitions on this subject, on those new awareness –realities I also had sessions. [this means I never run out of session material because sessions-cognitions bring new realizations which can be explored.]

And I am aware of that WE AS ENTITIES WE DO NOT GO ANYWHERE BUT ONLY WE VIEW- EXPERIENCES  THINGS FROM DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE – ANGLEs- have different viewpoints -experiences on the same subject. [ and this viewpoint will stand till I gain different views and I will in the future if there are  others existing: about going –moving etc..]

Example: I am inside the house… this means I as on Entity experience, are aware-view the so called inside –interior of the house because the body is inside and the ‘’eyes’’ see the inside therefore I consider that I am inside.

Same goes for viewing the house from outside, this again means the body is outside and the ‘’eyes’’ taking the photos of the exterior of the house.

But as on Entity I can only see shimmering holographic image of the whole thing and I have written about how the ‘’eyes’’ work in earlier posts.

So for me by now there is two awareness-experience on the same item: one as me aware-experience holographic images,  the other is what the ‘’eyes’’ see and these images  instantly evaluated –  labeled therefore I have consideration that there is: inside -outside etc..

BUT TODAY I HIT THE JACKPOT because I become aware of a concept which I never confronted in this meaning [ so far had about 8 hour session and continuing.]

This concept-belief is : ‘’being locked into the body’’, this belief is powerful-solid as a brick outhouse and of course has lots of other related concepts-thoughts-considerations which all influence how we view self in locations.

The interesting thing is I have had so far immense amount of sessions on being locked in, prisoned, walled in, behind bars, barriers, in visible form: having  the body   etc…etc… etc.. but never thought of confronting the belief, the understanding as me, on Entity locked into the body. [ occlusion is a human state therefore part of bank.]

Of course there is another side to the coin and this too has to be confronted which is: ‘’being locked out’’ I haven’t had sessions yet on those beliefs-thoughts I have.

How I see it so far what it means to me: going exterior is able to view—experience anything the attention is put on. [Listening to President Trumps snoring!] HEHEHE ]

We as Entities can’t move because we are ”intangible” and only objects, matter can move so going someplace the body can do but we as Entities can view experience anything we desire to do.

We can, but depends just how much the ability is hindered, just how solidly any person is stuck  locked into on the idea-belief that she or he is a body, lives, and is a human.

PS: believing in something because heard it or read it and agree to that : that I am a spiritual being… will not bring back abilities, will not free anyone from the burden of human realities.

To regain and understand what abilities we have all the counter intentions need to be removed and we all have those by the millions. If you don’t believe this than have on experiment: see me as I am, or drop by Trumps office see what he is doing, if you can than you are not locked into condition in where you cant see do what you want.

It was not easy achievement to gain the incredible reality that we live-have life, solid form and therefore we have continuum and these things were once greatly desired by us Entities and was the solution to gain stable state in the Universe but by now has become a problem: we gotten stuck- boxed in… cant get out, locked into own private hell which are our own beliefs.

LRH was right: every solution becomes a problem… and I can second that.

It has taken eons to achieve the ‘’illusion of solid state’’ and some people who had few hundred hours in session are disappointed because they realized- come to conclusion after a bit time in session that the TECH don’t work because magically things did not appear for them… The Tech works, but what they don’t understand the Cosmos, its immensity and our relationship, how we created and what we created have locked us in.

And to understand what we and the Cosmos is about we need to have sessions in tens of thousands  and cognitions in many –many-many millions!

REALIZATION=COGNITION: we have created incredible amount of barriers over the eons   [by the billions] we did this every time we gotten new life because we no longer needed or wanted the old ways and we by creating new barriers  to keep away the old: we have controlled our new way  of life: we are control freaks 🙂

So you want the abilities back????? hehehe   most of them buried so deeply covered with  countless layers of newly created laws, regulations hehehe that it will take  lifes time worth of session to clear away all that useless crap. But it worth the time because what is discovered is knowledge and that is beyond value.

PS: I wonder if any of you know the reasons why problems-troubles were made by us? And why we love to tell our friends our family how we handle them…how we cope and overcome our problems? hehehe… simply we are showing off how capable we are, how good we are handling those nasty problems which it seems we are the victim of.

We want their admiration, their acknowledgement that yes!!! we are good, we can handle anything ! We want to be seen that we are in control, we have power… So there are no victims but have lots of pride which is pure undiluted bank material. 🙂

my answer to the comment…

Here is the comment:

“”” the more processing in this lifetime, the better.

However, in my opinion, even more important, in this lifetime, is to gain the ability and the willingness to keep processing after this lifetime.’’’’’’

This is my answer to a comment which is in this blog under the title: confession.

I haven’t written about this Implant because to me this subject is no longer a concern since I have erased, as-ised all the identities I ever had, I no longer have or operate as a valance: this means being of somebody-something therefore having identity of some kind, the very belief that ‘’I am’’ as a result ‘’having been born have life-lived and will die’’.

What I have found so far and accordingly to this understanding: we take all knowledge with us, regardless what is that knowledge is about learned or from cognitions but I have found on IMPLANT which is in fact as on implant was ‘’’exclusively designed’’’ to cause total eraser -elimination of everything what the person has learned–known as in ‘’life’’ and the name of this implant by our interpretation is DEATH.

Why do you think people ”fear” death so much?

Simply because ”unconsciously” they know what DEATH brings is: total eraser- elimination of identity which takes the Entity out of action: and with that leaves the Entity powerless- helpless-nameless, minus space of its own: in limbo as nothing-no awareness: none existent!

Why do you think Entities as when having baby bodies need to learn everything and so rarely any one remembers what they were before in earlier lifes, what were their abilities, where they lived, what name they used or what language they have spoken?

All that has been erased by the death incident and now the new parents who are re-implanting him accordingly their knowledge –beliefs they have and if that knowledge don’t contain auditing technology than that person  will not have it and will not recall it.

That is the purpose of this very powerful Death Implant and there are many who have read about and  who have experienced and come back to the body and lived to tell about it.

It is that BRIGHT LIGHT which is there and pulls- lure the person who just left the body after of some kind of trauma.  THAT IS NOT HEAVEN BUT TOTAL NULL AND VOID.

Death is as on item very complex in itself and each thought-belief-agreements should be handled separately because ‘’ the death’’ consideration hold immense amount of different beliefs-considerations and vast amount of agreements why it exist, why was created: needed-wanted and believed and used: all has to be cognized on in order to become free.

But also on item which is being bodiless, in ghostly state, being powerless, unknown, no longer have a life, and hundreds of other similar –alike considerations have to be confronted in order to understand our true State as on Entity in this Universe. [ I had confronted had session on every thought-belief I known so far, so  me as on Entity has reached the State of No State.]

State being something-somebody means a body of some kind, a mass of energy which has a label.

By not confronting these issues the Entity will not regain the knowledge, power the abilities as on Entity but will remain as BEING and as a Being has no reality –awareness of the meaning what is intangible Infinite.

So far I haven’t found how it would be possible to recall as on Entity the auditing technology when in Ghostly State= after leaving the body.

Please if you ever find how that can be done or any of you readers will stumble on this knowledge I would be thrilled if you would let me know by posting here.

The learned knowledge which is accumulated in a person’s span of time as being a human is erased by death implant [ but in fact just covered over]  because those learned stuff has-is made of energy, but cognitions don’t contain energy therefore the understanding which is brought on by these cognition will remain with the Entity and nothing can touch that since this knowledge is  intangible.

PS: what I write here is the results of sessions and cognitions… I haven’t studied LRH’s writings or some idiot  gurus, the knowledge therefore is not secondhand-altered crap.






They are very useful and have been use done the Track in countless different societies.
 I had a very good realization why catholic church applies ” confession and the Last Right” for the dyeing.
In order to unburden the Entity before  leaves the body so it can go freely and it works!
Since guilt is a heavy burden  which do holds the Entity.
 Auditing sessions are nothing more than unburdening Self -getting unstuck- become separated from that heavy mass of energy and  become free once and for all.
 There is a big difference between the Confession  and the Last Right those acts only handle the very top layer but don’t touch the Overts committed in other -previous  lives the Entity  experienced.
So the un-confronted pulls back the Entity to have similar lives and commit similar acts as done before.
 Life -understanding becomes very simple … not much to it since all the realization -cognitions which I have had by now in millions had brought the same understanding: our own beliefs are the only obstacles we face daily and they the prison we live in and we made that our self.
 PS: I would like to add that those who meditate regularly will have on easier time to ”’leave” the body… to depart -cut the  string- and don’t have to rely on pulling in heavy duty ”sickness- ill health” in order to destroy the body so finally could depart.
Meditation is a much better solution but of course leaving the body while meditate will only happen when the ”time” has come and not one minute before.
Meditation do not guaranties freedom for not pulling in illness accidents because if those are the heavy items in the Entities life.. if they meant to be than no amount of meditation can change that experience how to depart. Karma  happens when items are not confronted.
But keep it in mind that meditation do keys out of the Entity therefore less likely will pull heavy incidents like brick falling on head!! LOL..
So you Entities who are reading this blog have some choices but not to many : get into sessions.. more the better, add some meditating time … !
 If you wont, you be back into the same old shit in next life and that I can guaranty  and no amount of study -reading about enlightenment listening to tapes from gurus etc. will save your ass from that future.

I have read that some decades back that our reason to be ‘’is to survive as species ’’ through reproduction, when reading that than  because I did not know differently I agreed to that reality.

But since than I have gained different understanding on what we are not or who we are not and recants sessions cognition given me a totally different understanding.  In fact having a human meat body is not exact the winning thing for the first price- because these meat bodies originally were created –grown-harvested –processed for consumption very similar manner as humans do to cattle.[ that was long time back, that alien race no longer exist].

We have tens of thousands of motives -reasons –considerations why we want bodies, believe we are bodies , we need bodies to be in and I found  the main reasons  which is definitely not for the survival of the species, not even close.

Before I write the cognition I would like to share with you the knowledge-understanding I have gained in sessions that I have been in every kind of body including oceans, grass, clouds, mountains had every kind of so called animal bodies, birds, boulders, name it, I tried them all, and of course numerous variety of alien bodies which were nothing like meat bodies while being –living in different planets and some which till I recalled could not imagine that could exist.

Of course being and using planets, nebula, and comets as bodies … those are everyday occurrences for the Entities living the so called life while being here experiencing this Universe.

In fact our existence in this universe is mostly as Entities, free floating –experiencing the universe as is without having connection to bodies of any kind.

The reason I tell you this because by having huge variety different ‘’ bodies’’ over the eons made me realize, had the cognition that we are taking on bodies, we identify self with things: IN ORDER TO HAVE: TO GAIN STABILITY-PERMANENCY-LASTINGNESS which of course has nothing to do with and not the same as survival of the species.

We as Entities we are intangible and from the very beginning we identified self with something, for me was the first created light… the rest after that is my track.

Those things-bodies=matter I have experienced through occupation and I have -identified with has given me the impression-belief that I am permanent stable enduring that I exist and live of course.

But the disappointments about bodies were inevitable because matter sooner or later is destroyed –get dissolved, melts away or stops ticking and we had to get a new anchor-body to keep us in stable position.

The need to rely on bodies as being something which than make us into somebody a ‘’being’’that belief-reality is part of the bank, is the invention- the fib- the great big lie.

The only stable thing in this physical universe is the Entity: that we are intangible and infinite therefore permanent and nothing can change that.

Reason to do: my destiny!

I haven’t thought -wondered much about my destiny why I am here and why I am having sessions and why I am ”relentlessly pushing on” day after day.

I know I have tenacity -that means staying power and I am like a bulldog once bite into something will not let go till that piece is bitten off.

But occasionally I would like it if I finally could say: that’s it, no more and just closes the door on the past and be happy with the incredible gains I have attained till now. 🙂

This is how I felt the past two days and I felt I just reached the state where I wanted to stop.

Who I was kidding but self, because I can’t stop and the reason is that sessions and their outcome is like reading a most fantastic mystery novel which can’t be put down because as we are reading we are waiting holding our breath wondering in great anticipation what’s going to happen, how the story will end and what will become of our heroine: in this case that person is me.

So the sessions go on, the adventures continue!

The reason I wanted to stop because I wanted to kick over -give up the idea buying that house on Vancouver Island and have it redone, the garden be turned into fairyland and of course winning the lotto, because without the lotto money I never could by $ 7.500.000.00 property  and spend lot to furnish it etc.

And I also known living there would not make me happier or more contented as I am here so why bother continue with the subjects in sessions?

You see, I have reached the STATE some years back [about 20 years] that to me things did not hold value so why the Hell I want to win that bloody lotto and buy that house? Why I am banging my head against the wall, OK had immense amount sessions and huge gains on these subjects and knowing very well without these realizations I would never be fee, and I had to have these sessions because the ideas-beliefs were on my path to confront. So my time wasn’t wasted, no, totally opposite.

The draw for the numbers were Friday [ every Friday] evening and of course I haven’t win again but one free ticket for the next draw so I have questioned today why I am pushing this item so hard so relentlessly and the realization hit me like a ton of brick: IT IS MY DESTINY, not winning the lotto or having the house, absolutely not, no, those things are the END PRODUCTS, but first: all the considerations-beliefs are need to be confronted which are the barriers in order to have that product.

And the only way to regain those abilities is by confrontation those myriads of reasons why it haven’t happened so far when I intended it, why could not have happened, why the intention-postulating don’t work when I putting them out??????

In other words: What the hell has happened to my willpower?

I know I put out, intended to happen something difficult: aiming for a goal which is not easy to attain as example: ‘’have the intention to win the jackpot of large some$$$’’and then session by session as –ising all the negative and positive beliefs which are connected to those concepts and let me tell you: the negatives -the feeling of loses just pours in like water down on Niagara Falls after each draw and me finding out that I haven’t win yet…and not winning means that I still have objections-counter postulates, fears of having-winning-owning, there is still denial, suppressions of will power and who knows what else is hidden-forgotten etc etc etc… But when I will win, have those 7 numbers come in than I will be done and I will know: I have finally re-gained what I have given away so long ago.

The power of intention: which brings results!

PS: no one can even imagine what it takes to as-is the immenseness of counter intentions, losses which results from that… just how many we have experienced in our time being here in this Infinite Universe. As My friend Maurice said more than once and I totally agree with him  that we have only scratched the surface and we both been at it..solo auditing, he since 67 and I 76!