here is the reason this is not a teaching blog and I do not teach in fact I would object greatly to be called teacher or guru.
I have learned from my own mistakes I made when I was teaching and I have as Gautama and because I believed I was on the right path and I found the truth there was nothing more to be known!!! I believed I have attained enlightenment because I gotten keyed out and keyed into on image which did not contain the same images as I have been in before therefore I believed I attained the highest level, the ultimatum! WOW!!! that is the most idiotic or uneducated belief and really was and because I spread my beliefs as the truth nothing but the truth I caused -mislead many into the same trap as I have fallen.
In that life I haven’t had clue about responsibility and I did not realized the information I given out was totally wrong and that path doing meditation only takes a person to keyed out state into the so called emptiness-void but nerveless still part of the big picture, very much so and it is a deadly trap. So I miss lead many and there are many who still fallow that teaching walking into the same trap as I did than.
I had many recalls on that life-cycle and taken lots of confrontation to get me out of that crap I put self into by doing meditation etc.
I Do not teach, I cant take responsibility for others when even after so many years in session I consider self a learner, stumbling on and still continue learning from my own mistakes- altered realities which I have a accumulated over the eons.
How could I tell others what is right, what is true when I am still finding it out for my self?
And as for ””’knowing it all””’ Hell!!! those words-concept are not in my dictionary simply because if I would than I could not go into session daily with a newly found altered concept and confront it-find out why it was said and for what purpose and just how much confusion has caused and how it has affected my very existence.
First of all : Knowing it all is impossible because we, or I should say I haven’t the clue just how much and what is there to know.
And soon as someone believes they know it all that shows their limitation and that they have stopped -stranded some place frozen in some belief which wont allow them to know more. The very concept: knowing it all is a trap which hold the person in place: in the very beliefs-thoughts they have now= and that ”now” was eons back, on implant.
LOL… after finishing HQS Course I believed I knew it all, WOW !!! I sure did and those poor suckers out there I just knew they did not know a thing, Than I continued and I found out I was really a superior person who knew more than any one than more sessions thousands of hour in fact cure me of my superior attitude and I realized just how little I know. And if any one things after all these years in session I don’t fall on my face, get bloody nose, or feel totally stupid when I recall and I don’t get the understanding how utterly wrong I have been, well than you are mistaken.
Bloody nose, falling and picking self up, dusting self off by confrontation is the game when living the life of solo auditing.
I know and very aware: That stupid wrong altered reality which now I take into sessions was once the truth I lived by in other time-other place! AND BECAUSE I BELIEVED IT WAS THE TRUTH I AM WHERE I AM NOW: looking for the truth! 🙂
Have a grand day!