the real thing but that really thing is not included in the so called Bank= bank contains heavy-strong sensations and of course ”climax” which is caused by something like rubbing two dry sticks together to bring a sparkle and to ignite the sticks to flame.
The rubbing causes heat as you all know, plus adding mental pictures well, hell, you all know the outcome.
No one ever gone free, leave the bank by experiencing the sensation of climax… in fact for many this sensation includes lots of pain, hard work and total exhaustion. And many believes because sinking lower being hit again with heavy sensations, [[suddenly the bank presses from every sides]] to have another climax is the answer: that will right everything! Just look at the human race where is it… billions of daily climaxes’ haven’t pushed the race out if its misery, up on the TS.
LRH put the act of sex on the bottom of the TS. if I remember correctly and I totally agree with this and happiness on the top… again rightly so. We all know this, nothing new here.
I just want to emphasise the difference between the sensation of the sex thingy and happiness.
Because I have experienced both by now I really know the difference: one is like drinking from the Spring!!
When I was a child in Hungary war time our parents moved us from Budapest back to a small village called Hereg where my father was born, thinking we were safe there, far from the war zone. But sadly the heaviest fighting was around -in these region so I as a child have seen experienced the horrors of war: huge heavy game condition full of drama, hate, accusation, power struggle, losses , full of blame ohhh the fun in which every one can partake in, add they own considerations. WOW..LOL.. yes I know it is easy to see it differently and laugh from where I am at!
Back to the Springs, the water!
But I also recall-remember beauty great beauty =the meadows in hot sunny day. Green lush grass all-around us, here and there clumps of giant Willows and it was quiet, so very quiet this silence too had a brilliant quality, than the mountains-low hills which framed the valley held all this in place! The blue above was so crystal that one ping, a small ping with ones little finger could have shattered that vastness.
We walked bare foot we were always barefoot and the coolness of grass and the cold spongy soft soil under our feet felt delightful. We just walked, but Dad knew this place so well and lead us to Springs which could not be seen from the tall grass till we were right beside three small holes in the ground from where pure clear water was bubbling up! He laughed when he has seen our delight-pleasure as we scooped up the water and drank this heavenly liquid diamonds: I haven’t forgotten this sight because of its beauty.
On the other hand when thirst is so owerwhelming and the person who feels this is willing to drink from the gutter because there is no choice, there is no other source available and that is the sexual climax in comparison to the happiness which can be felt on occasions when key out happens or enough of the Bank is erased as in my case and this happiness becomes a normal state: hehehe more and more often, LOL, outside of course when all Hell brakes lose.
I seems lately my attention was captured by the fluctuation: the happy state has become more frequent, so I thought I better have another look-session.
Here is the session: my fist thought was: HAPPINESS IS A SALUTION.. bingo! blowdown!
every one is looking for it, want it, do everything in their power to get hold of it, because we all know that happiness ”in the state of happiness” the Implanted realties, the Bank do not exists.
happiness is outside of life: what is believed to be life. yawn…
happiness is suppressed, totally suppressed BECAUSE IF HAPPINESS WOULD BE PRESENT THAN THERE WOULD BE NO GAME! SO happiness has to be suppressed at all cost.. just a glimpse is allowed.. here and there.
So fleeting, so rare and so precious are those moments.
Nothing exist in happiness.. happiness is the highest the lightest sensation and while one experience this sensation nothing else exist!
There are no beliefs present, there aren’t any considerations about anything, there are no other sensations are present: therefore there are no problems one has to fix, there aren’t any ARCB’s , there is no fear, worry or care there are no needs or wants, no one feels loss, or disappointments… just one lives and lets others to live…
While one is happy all is well, totally fine: peachy pink!
“”””””while in this state sessions are not needed or wanted because there is nothing to have session on!””””” LRH knew this and written about this subject.
Over the years I learned from my own experiences that there are different levels on being keyed out and that depends just how much of the Bank has been removed-erased. And for this reason the keyed out state=happiness when items erased becomes very different as one erases more and more of the heavy masses.
It is like when the water is murky full of particles and slowly it becomes cleaner-clearer and than it turns brilliant in the light, and this is the only way I can explain what I experience these days.
By the way I must add this… I used to wonder what would be like living existing when not having a body, would I be still having a life?
Well, yes very much so, and what kind that too is depends on just how much of the Bank has been erased… and do I have again a body-a meat body? NO!!
No one needs a body to live, to experience that is a myth a bank-implanted belief and it was placed there to keep you within the walls inside the banks and to make you return over and over. As I said Being human is being a prisoner of ones own beliefs.
I have mentioned before that every solid object is of course the interpretation of our thought. Clocks watches are representing ”time” passing of time which in fact don’t exist.. LOL… just try to tell this to a person who just bought a 70 million dollar watch!
Now how one could interpret a sensation into a solid form? The sensation exist by it self , but being a human, this human beliefs that to be real has to be in solid form !
So they created male and female organs or a strong hand will do the same LOL.. and Valla.. they now could have that solid thingy called climax! Has to be solid! that is the important factor!