I have had sessions on this item on and off for 43 years, because after all when I started out I too had the belief that I am a Human and every humans greatest wish is to be happy and I was not different.
this morning I felt and still feel total happiness and for this reason I decided to have another look at this state. 🙂
Bellow is the session but of course not everything — not all the images and their meanings what I see has been written down.. that would be to much and the images+ thoughts they contain go by very fast.. they vanish in on instant.
The session started out on the Track …since I don’t have ”time sequences” = I just see-experience the images as they come up.
happiness,=sensations were given out in small dozes as rewards in form of chemicals
otherwise it is totally supressed[ here the same practise continues]
here on Earth
we allow happiness into our daily life in small ways—-hot cup of chocolate, extra cup of coffee, a dress, a car.. some kind of object=a thing.. vacation, party, extra portion of cake which we ”deserve” these because we done well! we ”celebrate” we make happy occasions… we get together and act happy…
But we cant have happiness all the time..!!!!!!!!!!!!! that would be to much.. but misery is OK to have, it is OK to have suffering, worry, feeling of disappointments.. fear..
HAPPINESS IS PREVENTED HERE ON EARTH!![ realization]
every person here wants to be happy… people do all sort of things in order to achieve the STATE of HAPPINESS.. but no matter what they do-have the sensation of happiness is fleeting .. only momentary –lasts for a very short time.
I believe it is called ”ecstasy” -.. beyond all human sensation.. those who has experienced ecstasy their life changed… went off from the regular track.. in other words they have switched track, this can happen also when taking some recreational drugs like LSD.. there persons-Entity never were the same.. left the track.. and even when keyed back –that was only partially -had a lesser effect on them.
Here I located the ”sensation of happiness”’ wow.. it is beautiful, it is a “Pink Nebula” very bright I am in awe of it beauty! it mysteriously glows within the ocean of sapphire!
wow. I did not know this before, happiness is pink! fantastic! thought-understanding pours in: Happiness is pink mist and it prevents …hold back the heavy effects of Black Magic implant
[blowdown on] ”I have forgotten something about HAPPINESS..”
What have I forgotten about Happiness? the pink mist?
it is dangerous.. I see a darkly clad figure –hood over the head, walking in the dark town .. all dark around him.. the street is cable stones the houses are white washed .. small, there are no windows to be see, he is hurrying because he fears that pink mist in the sky…he totally covers his face by pulling the hood even lower but he did look up for a second and he knew that was not ok. fear flooded him, than he went in some dark place -room lighten only by one small oil flame coming from a clay bowl and he kneeled -prayed so the pink mist would not effect him… now I see a different image which I have seen in many other recalls… on image laying face down arms open wide in front of god? OHHHHH!!!!! this is total submission wow.. finally I understand the basic meaning of this image.. why it is.. the Catholics do the same in their worship of ”god” the implant. there isn’t happiness in religions.. not one smidgen …
WOW…. the people did not dare to go out at night when the pink mist was visible because they feared its effects but in the daylight when the eye seen the surrounding images they felt safe because these images were their reality and acted as anchor –held them solidly in their implant.. but the pink mist above in space was mystery and therefore feared.! yet they knew in their unconscious -ness that happiness would take them out of darkness.
Realization: Pink Mist. is a very light vibrating mass of energy and its vibration is powerful.. so powerful that what ever comes in contact with ”dissolves” so being happy–feeling ecstasy is not in the Human realities and those who occasional feels-experience this sensation are keyed out of the implant in those moments.
The true feeling of happiness is not connected to objects-incidents the true sensation is just IS… totally beyond is in different level of being human.
Happiness cant be felt permanently until human realities are erased because happiness the sensation don’t have meaning, doesn’t hold images and that is the reason humans fear the long term effects of happiness and they can only be happy for a sort period of time because they fear that happiness will take them out of the implant and with that they will lose their identity- their havingness of solidity.
Here we cant have both: FEELING HAPPINESS, in a totally free-state = floating freely or the same time being somebody and solid as a brick backhouse!
Here on Earth happiness is represented by the color of pink… even little girls are dressed in pink. Pink bow represents those who fight cancer, Valentine is represented by this same color.. greetings cards etc.. INTERESTINGLY SEXY COLOR IS NOT PINK BUT BLACK LOL… rightly so since sex the act has nothing to do with happiness. Sex do not interprets happiness.. no one will put on a black dress when feeling happy, or use black lipstick, heavy black eyeshadows .. have black furniture, etc..
so.. happiness has the power to dissolve- to erase, to key out from.
How often I feel happy? 🙂 often and when not than I know that sensation session worthy, can be confronted because it do not belong into my universe.