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what has become of ”magic”.

I been greatly interested about magic, how it was done and because of this deep interest I had lots of sessions: confronted every thought, belief, considerations I could think of and of course I had sessions on all the positive and negative reasons we have, we can’t, we won’t make things happen.

Under the heading of Magic of course ‘’intending- postulating- visualization –positive thinking’’ is included.

I been working on this on and off ever since I have solos sessions  [76] and I must say by exploring this topics have taken me places where solidity did not exist and I am happy to say this Realm is my home, where I know I belong and I am now.

Last night some understanding has come again because even when I put the body in bed I have sessions, totally fantastic place to have one and I been doing these least 35 years.

I have found thousands of reasons why doing practicing ‘’magic -postulating’’ etc.. was outlawed, punished, forbidden, labeled evil, was eliminated-rejected by all means available and these ‘’available’’ means were very severe: like annihilating the entity by total eraser of all personal knowledge, that means erased valance= being-ness.

Was done by given a huge electric clap and that certainly erased- overwhelmed that entity: has captured, was held in that mass of energy which did not contain any form of pictures-life-understanding and was a hell of a fast way of eraser hehehe but in fact was not on eraser but Overwhelm: Out of the society- group and no longer a fret.

No matter how many occasion we were punished, have been not-ised- eliminated we continued using this ability which we are real to us, but we as aged flown by we have modified this and by now not called magic at all and not recognized as magical spell, postulating

When we have stopped using our intention to have what we wanted to appear because of the many dangers and we rightfully fear them all, therefore we invented different means to accomplish: robots were created and they become the means to make thing what we wanted.

But we were very uneducated and we did not realized what we created we have become, so we identified our-self’s with robots and on this planet this still in practice, and what we want, intend to have is made manually by robots= bodies of different kind and most of these bodies are what is called human.

So magic lives, never been given up.

Unfortunately because of many contradicting realities we have here and we also assigned our abilities to others that other can do better than us, example: Dr, lawyer, gardener, teachers, we by assigning our abilities we really have eliminated what we can do manually… and what manually we do is the perfect reflection of our remaining capability.

Such sad  understanding,  by looking around in our personal space, belongings we all can asses just how much or little we have left from that mighty state we once new we were.

PS: keep it in mind that this planet has truly brutal gravity force and  intentions are not formed into so called solid forms they just sucked away by the force of gravity, intentions are flimsy pictures and to keep them stable form is impossible, we get keyed into stronger masses of energy and puff there goes our intention.  The other problem we face here as Entities that after all this planet is a prison and prisoners are not allowed to have personal power-abilities…. have to go with the laws of the planet which are nothing more than compiled agreements.

The best way to describe the power of the gravities is: ”from dust to dust”  everything we know is fashioned-made out of what this planet contains and will be sucked back and that is the end to that item.





A bit on space travel….

It was nothing like we see in movies, far from it, distant traveling outside of the established atmospheric condition held more problems than most cared to challenge.

In recent session I found myself in the company of others in travel mode we were in some space vehicle.

What I noticed at one point and this is the point which is the interest that there was definite change inside the ship, could not be seen but was felt.

I waited transfixed focusing on the space inside because I haven’t had the clue what could have caused the change because these ships were made from extraordinary alloys which could stand immense pressures and battering from flying atmospheric debris.

Also the ship had six different hulls: Example like those Russian doll boxes, each box opened contain another doll box, this ship was built the same way and when the outer layer was damaged still had no effect on the ships instrument.

The ship was built that between layers of the hulls were pressurized corridors in which the pressure was increased or decreased according to the condition of the space around the ship so we could not be crushed and only the innermost chambers were occupied for safety reasons.

As I said I was transfixed on what I felt because my ‘’Eyes’’ could not detect alterations but that soon changed, I noticed  what I was seeing, the walls, the furnishing everything around me were vibrating and become less visible… the colors melted away so were the sensations of solidity… The members of the crew come into this center room and by than we all knew-understood what was happening and what the future held for us.

There are huge Black Holes in space and there are millions of smaller Holes which are like Tornadoes here on Earth and even they are relatively smaller in size but these spinning Black Holes are powerful and we have go into one of them and no matter how powerful our ship was once we gotten sucked in and we knew we had no chance of escaping because we did not have enough power push through its force.

But we also knew our personal space has unique vibration but if we huddle- formed a tight group we have better chance of survival and not get scattered in space and never be found.  This is how it worked:  each individual being-entity had different vibration to their space which are like fingerprints to a human [ we still have it] and we also had technology on our home planet which could detect and  analyzed  space around the planet  and pick up different vibration, and simply identify to whom the energy prints belonged  originally when still was connected to a body.

If the vibration was not identified than was considered as alien and was properly disposed. Sneaking about was not allowed.

So we huddled together in hope that we will be located by the scanners from the Planet… but we haven’t realized the speed which this Black Hole moved and we were taken far away from home out of the reach of those scanners and we were never found.

Well.. I just FOUND US in this session and by having this session I understood what really happened to us as a group and we are now free from this Incident. And I am certainly far home!

I have posted about Black Hole before because I run one incident some years back and in different incident I have seen self and others inside the ship where we did not used legs, we had them but we floated.


todays session on solutions which

never really bought anything better but only different.

In today’s session again I hit the subject of ‘’communication’’ because it seems we never can have enough sessions on this topic which is understandable because we been here experiencing this electrifying-stimulating universe for eons.

What we have now on any situation: how we act-do respond-live is a solution [ this is the reason we can recall earlier-similar incidents] the way out from something which we no longer wanted because we believed that the new idea, the new solution we brought in will serve us better. But every one of this solution sooner or later become a problem, burden, because the ‘’new solution’’ has brought unforeseen changes which again needed to be dealt with… and the chain of events become longer and longer hehehe by now they lead back to the very beginning when we first encountered matter in this confusing universe and we become trilled having this experience.

LRH has written about problems and solutions too.

In today’s session I hit the subject again on ‘’communication’’ because it seems we never can gave enough sessions on this topic which is understandable because we been here for infinite.

I had sessions on the use of sounds-voices too of course and on ‘’hearing’’ and just how far sound-voice can carry and to be heard -received. [So had to confront distances to]

Of course when communicating with voice-sound has limitation because of the distance and I have realized in earlier sessions on these same subjects that we pick up thoughts from others but we totally block them out and we only pay attention to voice related communication, to us that is accepted, it is real and rest is hehehe well belongs to some gaga land, dream world, the realm of imagined.

So today’s session brought valuable realization why we use: ‘’sound-voice=verbal communication and the devise on the body which are the ears: was a solution to block out all the thoughts what others had, to separate communication cycles, to protect our own space-beliefs.

Well, to hear what other are saying is good, but I desired to hear those silent thought and those thought are real, express where the Entity is, in what state is in, and how that Entity views me, those hidden thoughts are real, but not thought from humans, but other beings.

So verbal communication and the hearing-aid which are the ‘’ears’’ were solutions but in my belief not a good solution because first of all we all have different understanding on words-on their meaning, so we can’t duplicate what others really saying, but ‘’reading thoughts’’ of others we can totally duplicate, and not just assume- guess ‘’ he-she thinks this or that.

I know I will have more sessions on this subject and not because I am really interested to know more about the content of the bank, no I am not, but my interest is in the very reasons why the walls, obstructions, barriers were created because these beliefs have their own power.

Long as they have power that is as LRH said assigned power and not mine, therefore I want that back what I have given away.

Hehehe… we can call this ‘’Indian giver or in Hungarian: Ad visza a baba ruhamat. J

Picking up thoughts.

Example: my sister once told me: I have these incredible cognitions and she repeated verbatim the cognitions I have had in earlier sessions. Ava too went up to Full OT 7 but after that she went back to yoga and Eckhart Tolle is her god and because of that I am in her understanding a ‘’total idiot’’ who knows nothing, who’s understanding of the great realm is lower than the backside of the frog.. zilch. Hehehe..we don’t even communicate verbally but I pick her up occasionally poking around in my space.

I restaurant, me reading the menu and made up my mind what I will order, the waitress taken the order from other but me, she was called back and asked why she haven’t taken my order, she was surprised at that question and she said she had, than she repeated what I wanted.

She was correct, she has read my picture.

I could give hundreds of examples, but I bet every reader here has their own example. Fun we are having.





fun stuff.

I would like to share some unusual things which are happening because my ‘’space’’, my personal vibration has changed so incredibly over the past six-seven years since I have started to post my cognitions in this blog.[ and of course since 73 when I started to have sessions, that too counts.]

Fact is no matter how beautiful my ’’body and face ‘’ has been when the body was young when ‘’age sets in’’ : gray hair, wrinkles take over change the appearance, when this happens no one looks into the  direction of the ‘’old person’’ and definitely not young man.

As I changed, my energy level-vibration become clean I have noticed that Dogs picked up my space and stared at me from far as 200 feet, some of them was so tuned into my space that they were pulling at their leash and wanted to run and be with me.

Then I started to notice people too were noticing my presence and they would look into my face and searched for recognition. There are some who simply smile at me, say hello, or wave- act like they know me.

About 6 weeks back I totally lost the body and I knew I reached a major level or whatever; I haven’t the clue what state I am in but this change brought visible reaction from people.

To have a better picture: I have to mention that when we are ‘’young’’ the body is young we have a totally different energy level-vibration and this vibration attracts attention from man as we go ‘’old-aged’’ the vibration changes because our thinking-beliefs changes too and because of this becomes quiet, soft therefor the reason no one looks at on old woman or man, the gender don’t matter.

BUT since the change has occurred, WOW… it is on incredible reaction from not only dogs but young man and woman too, they simply stare at me, babies react by focusing looking into my eyes and giving a wide toothless smile, and people who I speak to they ‘’laugh’’ just giggle, get keyed out.

All this reaction is used as measurement, on indication how far I have come, what I have accomplished.

One of the funny thing is when I am asked ‘’how old I am’’ and I say 77, that person looks into my face, in fact leans into me and they say, ‘’, No, you are not, you are young’’ than they ‘’look with the eyes’’ they reassess by looking at the body and not the Entity and then say Oh, you look in your early 60’s.

On the other day on my regular walk I walked through on old orchard where the fruit trees are over 100 and the walnut tree is 125 year old: Huge, magnificent tree.

The was a family walking and I we greeted each other and we started to talk about the walnut tree and the man had knowledge of fruit trees same as I, than without any reason he has changed the subject, so totally out of the content and stated to ask me about a person, he named that person who I was in my earlier life and lived in England and asked information: What do you think …….. was thinking when etc…. I was so taken back for a moment I was speechless… obviously he has known me than but of course I could not let on.

He too scrutinized my face and looked into the eyes… when people doing this I feel they are searching for something but of course they don’t have understanding what is happening.

But dogs do!!… WOW, they are so aware!

part of session and basic cognition on age.

I am aware that my way of expressing self –writing is not very fluent, and I repeat things but this is it… I don’t have machinery left which is usually doing the writing, so I am on manual and to compose and write is not on easy activity and it is becoming increasingly more difficult.

I would love to share all what I see in sessions because it is now where I am at I have reached the unusual, the very different realities which we all wanted to know when we started out.

If you have questions please don’t be reluctant to ask and I be very happy to answer.

I had countless sessions on age for the body and what made me believe that age-being old and have ‘’time’’ why these concepts existed in the first place.

Over the time span since we are experiencing the physical universe we have accumulated myriad of reasons why we want to be old, reach old age.

I even seen on incident in which we had stayed with the same body for very long time and we have become bored with being there so fashion was invented to change our appearance and that was aging of the body, we added character to the face by rearranging our face by adding wrinkles by use of makeup and surgery, by reforming the facial appearance by remolding it by pressure. So face lifts are not new on this planet in fact here people are still in the dark ages on this topic same as with technology of any kind.

But of course having the considerations that we age-grow old [body] changes the appearance of the body, the facial look-wrinkles, sagging skin etc.

Wanting to become and reaching ”old age’’ has great value, means: staying power, solidity, permanency on one location: by remaining in the valance, having identity, having ‘’life’’.

In session I seen self-begging for something to make me old; have time, that something was a permit to stay with the body therefore ‘’have the privilege of living-having continuum-life’’.

Than I felt incredibly bad because I did not get the authorization and because of that my ‘’time’’ has expired being with the body, being on location and then I have seen the body slumped over dead on the side walk because I did not get that permit for extended period of living time!

By not given extended time with the body, I was ‘’Eliminated’’ from the group, I no longer existed, I become dead… none identity therefore worthless, not good enough to ‘’live’’!!!

I WAS MADE TO BELIEVE THIS AND I BOUGHT THIS LOAD OF SHIT which has profound effect on me over the eons!

Seen self in other location when I was allowed to ”stay”, I got the permit and I was so happy; I nearly jumped out of my skin… I literarily walked on air =went out of the body. Here I was made to believe I was valuable enough to remain with the group.

Old age, reaching old age that guarantees for the Entity to remain on location, to keep that valance regardless what condition the body is in even if it is falling apart.

Seen self-evaporating in the instant when the permit expired… I believe I was hit by on energy field.

So age –aging for the body is a solidifier, I mean by this that ‘’by aging’’ we believe that we are solidly in place, on illusion that we have presence have permanency –location.

The concept of aging, growing old and the concept that we have ‘’time’’, that time is passing us was intentional design and was made for one purpose only to create the belief than we are in place, that we have a location –permanency: that means solidity.

PS…. if any of you believe that sessions, erasers of negative beliefs makes any one here a super person, with super abilities, great power to conjure up things… well, having that belief would leave the person greatly disappointed because the elimination of negative which is the bank and the opposite side is the positive believes which to are part of the bank are all eliminated.

IN OTHER WORD ALL BANK IS AS-ISED because the negative is held in place by the positive… one cant exist without the other.

Elimination of the Bank allows the Entity to become that ”super thing” which we all want to be and we are without the bank of course.

have I become a super entity? you can bet on that… the abilities and power can not be described by words because  abilities here are expressed by words and accomplishments can only be seen by ”eyes” which really cant see anything outside of the implanted bank crap.

As I written, this is a prison planet and  in this reality for a human to have super abilities are not included but only can have that in imaginations  and expressed as in movies.








Total recall

Yes  by now I know we have kept the image of everything we ever seen and not just in this life and we have all that stored away.

I have seen pages -pictures and writing front of me and they can be read.

Also I just seen a gotten a glimpse of different  place in this universe where I lived and still have connection to where light as from the Sun is not needed because every object created glows  as a lamp would not bright – bright but[ like light from oil lamp ] and when everything glows who needs the Sun?

We have this too on Earth but the light from the Sun is tooo strong and don’t allow the brightness of the objects show and the second problem is the use of the ”eyes”, they hinder the Entities ability because they can only take photograph of the surface.

Even at ”night” when we ”look” we still use the eyes and we miss seeing the glowing objects. We are trained to use ”eyes” and we are made to believe that without their use we are ”blind” hehehe nice trap…. very affective and every prisoner on this planet were given a set, plus the belief that these instruments are needed.

All objects are composed of energy and energy glows but cant be seen with the eyes, example: the aura, or your own body  its basically handful of crap but the image, the real thing is energy.

This aura is seen by those who still have the ability to see the real body which  could live and lives forever. Aura has all the energy we have collected  and some Entities aura is dark and murky  but even the brightest auras are in bad shape.

When scientist are looking for some things to extend the ”life” of the body or when people were looking for the source some kind of magical cup and  water to drink from, they are looking for this body the original mock-up  and that lives for ever.

We all know unconsciously we live for ever. 🙂

By the way, the Grand Masters in chess have total recall on the chess pieces on all their movements and I am working on my own total recall and not doing too bad but there is room for improvements, lots of it … which means I have to as-is the items -incidents which I use as blocks-barriers.


Main reason, the basic reason for

poverty-being poor- struggling to meet the daily needs,  these things are included, in fact is the major part of the Implant on this Planet: and the majority of the population on this planet lives in poverty.

But think of the Implant is on instrument, same as: ”brainwashing”.

You all know what that brainwashing do to the person: by force changes  how the person thinks-believes  with that the behavior also changes.

Now by believing that we are being poor this sort of gives on impressions – not only impression but belief and billions of agreement from others which is the attestation that we are poor,  because they too struggle, suffer, their lives are nothing but worry.

And by knowing this believing it makes the feel-know the Entity  helpless, powerless, defenseless, ineffective, immobilized because cant change the conditions, this the Entity believes about self  and that ”intentions” don’t work either.

Brainwashing works….that is forcing-tricking Entities believing what they are experiencing is real, and makes them forget other places-and knowledge of the past and to do that to any one  is the most evil deed- inventions ever dreamed up in this Universe.

So the cog.is:  experiencing poverty brainwashes the Entity: total loss of power, but knowing that is a state of mind. Always -everything boils down to what we believe  in: that is what we have.

This includes of course the compiled considerations what being ”poor” means and how that is seen by each individuals who experience this state is personal– and each individuals reality on this topic in line how they see what life is.




We are on a prison planet and how that works:

what that do to us.

I just recalled the reason why this planet is a Prison planet: because being here, by becoming – accepting as truth all the beliefs what makes the Entity into a Human causes the Entity to forget everything about the past: earlier practices-skills-abilities-understanding.

And by believing to be a Human, having and needing a body for survival in order to have a life and without the body there is no life but only death-nothing-ness exists and these belief will hold that Entity on this planet for indefinite time which contains infinite ‘’life-cycles’’.

The Entity is implanted with all the beliefs which is what life and death means and spirituality… all those belief gives a full complete cycle of the implant and outside of this ’’body of meanings-considerations ‘’ nothing exists.

Before the Entity receives the Implant which contains what means to be a human, the Entity is hit by a different Implant which is blankness-emptiness-void like energy mass: it is void like because don’t contain any concepts-pictures and by being hit by this covers over- blocks out all earlier experiences which were in different parts of the Universe.. this blankness causes the loss of remembering who we were, and what have been doing, what we know etc… etc… etc..

After when the ‘’ blankness- emptiness-void’’ is in place than the Entity is hit with the Human Implant.

Those who meditate do fall into this ‘’void’’ implant and they believe when that happens they hit the jackpot and they are out of the MEST, no way, they just gotten plastered to a blank wall.

We who had sessions we have hit this implanted void-emptiness when we were submerged in unconsciousness –dead-space.

If anyone has questions, please ask.




I am here… LOL.. no kidding … really?

If we believe that we are ”spirit-soul-entity-ghost- apparition ”=Entity and therefore we don’t have a location than why the belief-consideration exist that ”I AM HERE”?: THAN WHERE THE HELL THAT BELIEF-IDEA-CONSIDERATION IS FROM?

Yesterday’s session was about ”location” and the final cognition totally stumped me and given me the understanding that all those hundreds and thousands of sessions which were about me being someplace, held, captured= imprisoned, locked up, and could not get out and forgotten forever, like I never existed really was on ILLUSION.

By now of course I know that the MEST U. is on deception-illusion -artifice – lie, but when a new cognition really drives home that reality, well that sort of realization has a huge effect and again realigns all what I understand.

BUT HAVING THAT NEWLY GAINED UNDERSTANDING THAT I DON’T HAVE A LOCATION , I AM NOT ON LOCATION lives me with the understanding that I never been capture, imprisoned, restrained, held, detained in any ways because I DON’T HAVE A LOCATION, I never had one but what I have is beliefs-considerations that I had locations—been places which are the illusions but than they were real because I HAVE BELIEVED.

So those who still working on going exterior, wanting to be on different locations, ask your-self: who or what wants to be on different location?

How could anyone go exterior when not being something..a body, therefore don’t have location?

We simply have experiences, we can say we view -experience the inside of the room, the outside of the house, inside of the oval office, or inside of the Sun.. but us the Entity haven’t moved, cant move because only matter have location and even that is on illusion.

OK hehehe, some years back all this  to me would not been real just science fiction  🙂

Article from Mark Roberts

Read the ”PS”  which is not really related to Marks post, but to my earlier cognitions on agreements.
 This was sent to me and what I think of it: if all the thoughts-belief, concepts in this article when and if would be individually separated EXAMPLE: distance, separateness, self me, us, agreement, disagreement, superior, important, not important, time, timelessness, etc.. etc… take your pick, than have a sessions with these items.. than the outcome of those sessions would have ”importance and value ” because of the realizations on what had happen when…..
What Mark has written-compiled  is nothing more than his own history: the HISTORY of HOW HE SEES  HIS OWN SELF CREATED LIFE, Bank, what he has believed was and still is his life which until confronted in session has no value or importance and what Mark or any one sees in recall those incidents only will remain real for that person.
He has not written one cognition, not one!
If you get a cognition when reading Marks article, now, that realization will be valuable, will change your reality forever by realigning your beliefs.
LRH made the same mistake same as what Mark doing and what David ST. L. doing, they believe what has happened to them is real for everyone.
No way, that can not be, because what real to me or Mark  or any one else can not be seen therefore duplicated  by other person.  Example: not one who seen this flower  seen it as I have when it opened up in my garden:Image Queen's Circleit is magnificent, Iris petals  are dusted with silver and dust sparkles in the light, pure magic.
Back to the article:
Here I have taken out a sentence:””Very early in one’s existence, not too long after we decided to continue to exist and to experience occurrences”’.
BIG BOBOO RIGHT IN THIS SENTENCE: we never decided to exist… we from the very beginning we have identified with matter regardless what that was, we thought we were that thing!
 example: first light we experienced we become that light and that light was our very first body therefore the belief  still exist that “I am the light”, we never decided to continue.. just helplessly rolled with the tide, when that light which we believed we were was hit by a stronger energy force than we become that force.
LRH was right when he said we were not educated and for that reason we have gotten into such a big mass , education is coming from the realizations: these are answers to the whys! .
MARKs post:  This is an important project I have been working on for the last few months.  Anyone doing whole track research should be urged to investigate this long and important era.
                              Playing catch
    Very early in one’s existence, not too long after we decided to continue to exist and to experience occurrences, one after the other (time), there was a particular stretch of learning and creative thought and experience that has affected us (you, me, we, same thing really) to a great extent.  In fact, it set our thoughts, intentions, actions, and most everything else for the countless eons to follow.
    I know, this is a big bold claim and I don’t make it lightly.  I have spoken with several who have glanced at this period but none who have covered it in detail and realized it’s length and breadth.
    It is very simple, yet became very complex as the experience built.  It was the era of throwing a ball, or rock, or particle back and forth with another individual and later individuals.  Keep in mind that before this, there was no thought or idea of objects or energy or anything transferring or passing or traveling from one individual to another in any physical manner.  Communication was the only exchange imaginable or ever even thought of and it was non physical, instant, and perfect.  There was not even a transfer of thoughts, only sameness of thought, a oneness of beings.  Separateness was novel and a new thing to be explored and invented.  The idea of distance, separateness, was just being created.  It was completely new.
    Now, the first thought of individualism and separateness wasn’t conceived at this moment, but it was expanded and solidified during this long, and elaborate game.  First, there was the novel idea that anything other than yourself was actually other than yourself, since at the beginning, you were the only thing that actually existed, and you came up with the idea that something you thought of was something separate from you.  This was necessary for randomity and interaction.  Without separateness there can be no interaction or any purpose for activity.  Without distance there can be no separation.  MEST had to be invented.
    Now what?  How do we experience distance?  Make something travel that distance.  Impelling imagined points across that distance was borne.  It was wonderful, beautiful.  A completely new idea experienced.  Not only was it a new creation, it was an accomplishment.  Fun.  You created something, sent it to another, and they received it.  Coooool.  Then the real fun began.  They sent it back in a perfect, receivable, duplicatable manner.  Beautiful.  This went on.
    Then, some randomity was added.  Different particles, different types of particles.  Different distances, different motions, all duplicatable and receivable. Separateness, but oneness still. Perfect cooperation with other individuals who you consider separate.
    But there is always that search, striving for additional experience, additional creation of ideas, something that does not yet exist.  But it was still cooperative, together.  Agreements were made on the definition of distance, of speed, of the parameters of what travel is, what the definition of time is between individuals.
    Up until now, all motions were instantly and perfectly agreed, but that became mundane, done before, over and over.  More was wanted, something new.  Unpredictability.  Throw particles at different speeds, different directions.  Force the other to intend to duplicate the particle, to exert effort to “catch” the particle.  Now you and the other had to develop skill, use intention, effort.  And it was wonderful.  Accomplishment.  This prompted an explosion of new ideas.  Different motions, different forces, different speeds.  The entire thought of making something difficult in order to increase skill and accomplishment was invented.  This was getting better and better.
    THIS WAS THE TIME WHEN THE IDEA OF HAVING THE PURPOSE OF ACCOMPLISHING A GOAL WAS BORNE.  At this time, all goals and purposes were aligned, together, all in the same direction.  The knowledge and joy that we were all the same individual was still present, but was being replaced with the pleasure of individuality, occurrence, interaction.  This went on for a near endless amount of time, with endless variables, motions, perfections of agreements, perfections of disagreements.
    THEN THERE WAS A MONUMENTAL CHANGE.  There was a break point, a change in the very direction of thought.  Alignment had been maxed out, additional randomity was needed.  All shapes and masses and motions of duplicatable  communications had been sent and received.  Some unduplicatable particles had been sent to others and by others, purely by error of estimation.  THIS WAS DUE TO AN EFFORT TO INCREASE AND SOLIDIFY THE SEPARATION AND INDIVIDUALITY OF YOURSELF AND OTHERS.  SIMULTANEOUS KNOWINGNESS, COMMUNICATION WAS SUPPRESSED IN ORDER TO HAVE MORE RANDOMITY, TO EXPERIENCE UNKNOWNNESS.  Along with this came the intention and new knowledge that we were different, not of the same skill, not thinking the same thing at the same time.  Some became better at some types of motion than others.  Slight disagreements in speed, time, distance, mass, shape, etc. became interesting.
    BEING BETTER AT SOMETHING THAN SOMEONE ELSE BECAME DESIRABLE.  Of course, everyone was your friend and you wanted to teach others the things you were better at.  AND SUPERIORITY WAS BORNE.  The whole idea of greater and lesser skill, ability, and later, beingness was begun.  The effort to be better than others became in vogue.  Competition.  Throw the ball faster than another can catch.  Spin and curve the rock in a way that the other cannot react to it.  AND THE ENTIRE IDEA OF AN OPPONENT WAS CONCEIVED.  Thousands, billions of ways to impel objects were thought of.  Multiple objects, as confusing as possible.  How to catch anything that was thrown in any direction and manner was practiced.  Overwhelm your opponent, make him appear unable, less than yourself, was the new goal.  Make him appear less in others opinion.  Watching and evaluating others throw objects became an activity.  Making others less, suppressing their ability so that you would be better became popular with some.  Changing the rules in clever ways, unbeknownst to your opponents became a game.
    GAINING CONTROL OVER THE GAME BECAME A PURPOSE.  It was practiced and schemed and solidified in endless ways.  How to trick your opponent.  When was an opponent your friend and to be aligned with, when was someone your enemy and to be overwhelmed, suppressed.  Allies were formed, chosen.  The idea of teams was thought of.  It worked.  Multiple allies meant multiple power and increased strength.  It also meant a lowering of the strength of the individual, which had before, been infinite.  Without a lowering of ability, there could be no higher abilities, no randomity.  SO IT WAS ACCEPTED AND UNDERSTOOD.
    Not every thought, emotion, intention, postulate, opinion, was conceived during this very long and basic area of existence,  but practically every manner of operating that you now use was solidified and made a part of you during this time.  IT WAS DURING THIS PERIOD THAT YOU BECAME WHO YOU ARE, OR RATHER ALL THOSE THAT YOU HAVE BECOME.  IT SET THE MOLD.  It is the Basic Basic for many, many things.  Almost every series of events that have any effect on us will lead back to or through this era.  Earlier considerations will have related events in this era.  As mentioned before, when a true basic is found, it needs to be tracked with later events to fully understand how it affected you and how you used it.  This produces the true ability to change your mind.  The few, most basic considerations which were conceived before this time will need to be related to this time.
    I hope this is an entertaining or at least curious story.  But for those who have had an inkling of this as a reality, I suggest you explore it when it comes.  It solves a very many things.
    Thank you for your attention.
This is just a tiny fraction of the thoughts and events of this era.  Going over it for yourself may produce much insight into the nature of present reality.  Happy hunting.
ELIZABETH to Mark:  what you wrote is a well described  implanted crap because every though, belief, reality-consideration we have is nothing more than implanted illusions what is the universe means to us.
The length of time how long we been  here is totally irrelevant, the only thing matters is how fast we can erase these concepts.
 By now I know something certain: if the concepts- any concept I take into session and it erases and that old concept is replaced by a  cognition [always has been so far] than that confronted concept was a useless -altered reality based -held there by masses of energy.
Bank what is in it is total useless garbage till its content confronted and replaced by cognitions.!!!
 I do not meant” the garbage” description as a  insult, hehehe, I don’t  because that is all we have therefore it is real to us and treasured but this is how I see it and value it knowing this I live by it. 🙂  the only choice I have is to continue with the sessions.
  There are many new readers here and I haven’t the clue who you are, that is OK by me, just let you know what I write is totally my reality based on cognitions from sessions.
I do not preach, teach, I am not a guru and what you read here is the outcome from sessions, describing my adventures.
Teaching, preaching spreading ones own believes is not my desire to do, my blog and  writing is my own sounding board.
PS: agreements are needed and wanted when the Entity has tooooo many conflicting ideas-belief on the same subject and because the Entity do not know which of these ideas-thoughts-concepts are true,  Entity looks for agreement  on these subject more the better Hehehe the Entity believes because if there is lots of agreement on the same subject that that has to be the right answer and true!
LOL… totally the opposite is true..

Transportation of self, and a huge cog!

Totally fascinating cognition: why do we want our daydreams- visualization become reality: appear in solid form?

Because we believe that ‘’self’’ and our surrounding is ‘’solid’’ therefor we believe that our ‘’daydreams, visualizations’’ to should become solid- dense in order to be “real” same as what the eyes see, hands touch etc… and when that do not materializes we believe what we have seen experienced only ‘’daydream-illusions’’ and was real and did not happened, and all that was totally meaningless what we as Entities have perceived –observed without the use of the ‘’eyes’’.

To me this realization is a major-major realization, expanded awareness because when I see things as on Entity to me those manifestations are more real than what I see here with the ‘’eyes’’.

By the way here is something which not likely ever been written about: daydreaming—conjuring illusions and experiencing them as real once upon a time was used as on escape to, into different Universe-reality which we created: where we wanted to be and we could continue from there.

IN FACT WE TRANSPORTED SELF INTO THAT REALITY!! Gotten on identity what ever we wanted to be! We were true OT’s! [in these illusions-daydreams are all on positive creative side where destructions, miss-emotions don’t enter: therefore death-violence evil intentions don’t exist.]

Hehehe, Captain Kirk eat your heart out.. LOL, we can do transportation without your gadgets and this still works.

PS: of course the above cognition greatly helps me to understand the past 2 years work -confrontation on the subjects of wanting to win the lotto…and  the visualization how it works, I am truly having a gargantuan cog.