I have seen something which might interest you to know: in two different session I have seen a Port Hole and seen through it into a totally different universe and my understanding –the outcome of the session is that we can only go into that universe when we totally as-is…erase our connection to this universe, because what we know here blocks our understanding of different realities and we simply could not comprehend what we would see -experience and the reason for why we could not comprehend what is happening because we would ”’still evaluate” accordingly what we know.
To me this makes lots of sense of course… what I have seen through the Portal was different coloring, which was sort of orange-yellow-read and very bright in comparison to the colors here and there were shapes in it and movements but I could not make them out: because I am not ready to step through the portal I still have lot to confront here.
Evaluation comes from that little ‘’black box’’ which is constantly running in the head and we because we are not educated we believe that voice we hear is our voice hehehe.. no, that is on old recordings which have been spliced interwoven, mashed together from thousands of different recorded materials which as what idiots do, we never discarded any of them but kept them for later use!
Just how idiot-stupid we are? Hehehe.
That too we know, just we don’t dare to voice –admit. [but in this blog you can read my idiocies]
No shame in knowing self’s short comings and by knowing that we also know how incredibly brilliant we are!
I have known of this universe beyond the Portal, I have become aware of it when on OT Levels but it is for the first time I have had on image.
Now in your own reality what you might believe that I am depressed because I write about death—going vapor, parting-separating – leaving.
These are just items part of the whole packed and needs to be confronted.
Just because I have sessions daily that do not means that I am REALLY—REALLY ABERRATED as some persons believe who read my posts, !!!
So, don’t believe that..No… far from it, totally opposite and that only means; having lots of sessions=items to confront that I am very aware by now so aware that those who haven’t has session or had limited amount haven’t reached the understanding—awareness that there is more there than what seems to happen to them daily.
Even I, I still feel-know these days that I just had so far a small peeked at what is available, only have a small taste and nothing more.
Vastness of the universe equals the vastness of ones knowledge.
I also taken a whack again ”leaving the body”’ [ to some of you means going exterior] and this item is as complex as the items I run on ”’winning-losing”, and that so far was over 5000 hours in session hehehe and I haven’t accomplished ‘’ snap your fingers’’ and bingo: your wish appeared!
To drop dead [in body only] … to go vapor is not easy as it seems as when hit by the car or keel over from heart attack because that is enforced act done by re-stimulation and of course those incidents happening to people now were established -created long time back on the track.
Hehehe, we just use them again and again.. why not LOL… so far they always worked than why bother to change the formula now?
Wishing to go vapor.. to leave the body: the game itself by the use of willpower -intention-postulating: is equally ineffective as ask for that lotto jackpot to come in.. DONT WORK!!!
[Or I haven’t attained that ability to do so.]
Till I opened this can of worms I really haven’t realized, haven’t had single clue just how hard-solidly we are attached to the mass body and whishing -intending-wanting to get out of it will not accomplish the separation.
So far I have confront hundreds of different beliefs…but each confronted item is replaced by new different reasons just why I stay…want to remain and why I won’t let go etc… etc…etc.. and these reasons just pour in as on overpowering avalanche.
But no problem because I am getting educated and so far what I deducted from cognitions that death-parting-going vapor that act itself is strictly re-stimulation same as the very idea being ‘’born’’.
All ideas, beliefs are illusions.