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LOCKED IN- not exterior.

Locked in.. [ just had a major realization: read it at the end of this post]

I have done lots of session over the years on ‘’Exteriorizing’’ since I had great interest in this subject.

And by now I have dug up – confronted every concept –considerations I have known and have become aware because the cognitions on this subject, on those new awareness –realities I also had sessions. [this means I never run out of session material because sessions-cognitions bring new realizations which can be explored.]

And I am aware of that WE AS ENTITIES WE DO NOT GO ANYWHERE BUT ONLY WE VIEW- EXPERIENCES  THINGS FROM DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE – ANGLEs- have different viewpoints -experiences on the same subject. [ and this viewpoint will stand till I gain different views and I will in the future if there are  others existing: about going –moving etc..]

Example: I am inside the house… this means I as on Entity experience, are aware-view the so called inside –interior of the house because the body is inside and the ‘’eyes’’ see the inside therefore I consider that I am inside.

Same goes for viewing the house from outside, this again means the body is outside and the ‘’eyes’’ taking the photos of the exterior of the house.

But as on Entity I can only see shimmering holographic image of the whole thing and I have written about how the ‘’eyes’’ work in earlier posts.

So for me by now there is two awareness-experience on the same item: one as me aware-experience holographic images,  the other is what the ‘’eyes’’ see and these images  instantly evaluated –  labeled therefore I have consideration that there is: inside -outside etc..

BUT TODAY I HIT THE JACKPOT because I become aware of a concept which I never confronted in this meaning [ so far had about 8 hour session and continuing.]

This concept-belief is : ‘’being locked into the body’’, this belief is powerful-solid as a brick outhouse and of course has lots of other related concepts-thoughts-considerations which all influence how we view self in locations.

The interesting thing is I have had so far immense amount of sessions on being locked in, prisoned, walled in, behind bars, barriers, in visible form: having  the body   etc…etc… etc.. but never thought of confronting the belief, the understanding as me, on Entity locked into the body. [ occlusion is a human state therefore part of bank.]

Of course there is another side to the coin and this too has to be confronted which is: ‘’being locked out’’ I haven’t had sessions yet on those beliefs-thoughts I have.

How I see it so far what it means to me: going exterior is able to view—experience anything the attention is put on. [Listening to President Trumps snoring!] HEHEHE ]

We as Entities can’t move because we are ”intangible” and only objects, matter can move so going someplace the body can do but we as Entities can view experience anything we desire to do.

We can, but depends just how much the ability is hindered, just how solidly any person is stuck  locked into on the idea-belief that she or he is a body, lives, and is a human.

PS: believing in something because heard it or read it and agree to that : that I am a spiritual being… will not bring back abilities, will not free anyone from the burden of human realities.

To regain and understand what abilities we have all the counter intentions need to be removed and we all have those by the millions. If you don’t believe this than have on experiment: see me as I am, or drop by Trumps office see what he is doing, if you can than you are not locked into condition in where you cant see do what you want.

It was not easy achievement to gain the incredible reality that we live-have life, solid form and therefore we have continuum and these things were once greatly desired by us Entities and was the solution to gain stable state in the Universe but by now has become a problem: we gotten stuck- boxed in… cant get out, locked into own private hell which are our own beliefs.

LRH was right: every solution becomes a problem… and I can second that.

It has taken eons to achieve the ‘’illusion of solid state’’ and some people who had few hundred hours in session are disappointed because they realized- come to conclusion after a bit time in session that the TECH don’t work because magically things did not appear for them… The Tech works, but what they don’t understand the Cosmos, its immensity and our relationship, how we created and what we created have locked us in.

And to understand what we and the Cosmos is about we need to have sessions in tens of thousands  and cognitions in many –many-many millions!

REALIZATION=COGNITION: we have created incredible amount of barriers over the eons   [by the billions] we did this every time we gotten new life because we no longer needed or wanted the old ways and we by creating new barriers  to keep away the old: we have controlled our new way  of life: we are control freaks 🙂

So you want the abilities back????? hehehe   most of them buried so deeply covered with  countless layers of newly created laws, regulations hehehe that it will take  lifes time worth of session to clear away all that useless crap. But it worth the time because what is discovered is knowledge and that is beyond value.

PS: I wonder if any of you know the reasons why problems-troubles were made by us? And why we love to tell our friends our family how we handle them…how we cope and overcome our problems? hehehe… simply we are showing off how capable we are, how good we are handling those nasty problems which it seems we are the victim of.

We want their admiration, their acknowledgement that yes!!! we are good, we can handle anything ! We want to be seen that we are in control, we have power… So there are no victims but have lots of pride which is pure undiluted bank material. 🙂


my answer to the comment…

Here is the comment:

“”” the more processing in this lifetime, the better.

However, in my opinion, even more important, in this lifetime, is to gain the ability and the willingness to keep processing after this lifetime.’’’’’’

This is my answer to a comment which is in this blog under the title: confession.

I haven’t written about this Implant because to me this subject is no longer a concern since I have erased, as-ised all the identities I ever had, I no longer have or operate as a valance: this means being of somebody-something therefore having identity of some kind, the very belief that ‘’I am’’ as a result ‘’having been born have life-lived and will die’’.

What I have found so far and accordingly to this understanding: we take all knowledge with us, regardless what is that knowledge is about learned or from cognitions but I have found on IMPLANT which is in fact as on implant was ‘’’exclusively designed’’’ to cause total eraser -elimination of everything what the person has learned–known as in ‘’life’’ and the name of this implant by our interpretation is DEATH.

Why do you think people ”fear” death so much?

Simply because ”unconsciously” they know what DEATH brings is: total eraser- elimination of identity which takes the Entity out of action: and with that leaves the Entity powerless- helpless-nameless, minus space of its own: in limbo as nothing-no awareness: none existent!

Why do you think Entities as when having baby bodies need to learn everything and so rarely any one remembers what they were before in earlier lifes, what were their abilities, where they lived, what name they used or what language they have spoken?

All that has been erased by the death incident and now the new parents who are re-implanting him accordingly their knowledge –beliefs they have and if that knowledge don’t contain auditing technology than that person  will not have it and will not recall it.

That is the purpose of this very powerful Death Implant and there are many who have read about and  who have experienced and come back to the body and lived to tell about it.

It is that BRIGHT LIGHT which is there and pulls- lure the person who just left the body after of some kind of trauma.  THAT IS NOT HEAVEN BUT TOTAL NULL AND VOID.

Death is as on item very complex in itself and each thought-belief-agreements should be handled separately because ‘’ the death’’ consideration hold immense amount of different beliefs-considerations and vast amount of agreements why it exist, why was created: needed-wanted and believed and used: all has to be cognized on in order to become free.

But also on item which is being bodiless, in ghostly state, being powerless, unknown, no longer have a life, and hundreds of other similar –alike considerations have to be confronted in order to understand our true State as on Entity in this Universe. [ I had confronted had session on every thought-belief I known so far, so  me as on Entity has reached the State of No State.]

State being something-somebody means a body of some kind, a mass of energy which has a label.

By not confronting these issues the Entity will not regain the knowledge, power the abilities as on Entity but will remain as BEING and as a Being has no reality –awareness of the meaning what is intangible Infinite.

So far I haven’t found how it would be possible to recall as on Entity the auditing technology when in Ghostly State= after leaving the body.

Please if you ever find how that can be done or any of you readers will stumble on this knowledge I would be thrilled if you would let me know by posting here.

The learned knowledge which is accumulated in a person’s span of time as being a human is erased by death implant [ but in fact just covered over]  because those learned stuff has-is made of energy, but cognitions don’t contain energy therefore the understanding which is brought on by these cognition will remain with the Entity and nothing can touch that since this knowledge is  intangible.

PS: what I write here is the results of sessions and cognitions… I haven’t studied LRH’s writings or some idiot  gurus, the knowledge therefore is not secondhand-altered crap.






They are very useful and have been use done the Track in countless different societies.
 I had a very good realization why catholic church applies ” confession and the Last Right” for the dyeing.
In order to unburden the Entity before  leaves the body so it can go freely and it works!
Since guilt is a heavy burden  which do holds the Entity.
 Auditing sessions are nothing more than unburdening Self -getting unstuck- become separated from that heavy mass of energy and  become free once and for all.
 There is a big difference between the Confession  and the Last Right those acts only handle the very top layer but don’t touch the Overts committed in other -previous  lives the Entity  experienced.
So the un-confronted pulls back the Entity to have similar lives and commit similar acts as done before.
 Life -understanding becomes very simple … not much to it since all the realization -cognitions which I have had by now in millions had brought the same understanding: our own beliefs are the only obstacles we face daily and they the prison we live in and we made that our self.
 PS: I would like to add that those who meditate regularly will have on easier time to ”’leave” the body… to depart -cut the  string- and don’t have to rely on pulling in heavy duty ”sickness- ill health” in order to destroy the body so finally could depart.
Meditation is a much better solution but of course leaving the body while meditate will only happen when the ”time” has come and not one minute before.
Meditation do not guaranties freedom for not pulling in illness accidents because if those are the heavy items in the Entities life.. if they meant to be than no amount of meditation can change that experience how to depart. Karma  happens when items are not confronted.
But keep it in mind that meditation do keys out of the Entity therefore less likely will pull heavy incidents like brick falling on head!! LOL..
So you Entities who are reading this blog have some choices but not to many : get into sessions.. more the better, add some meditating time … !
 If you wont, you be back into the same old shit in next life and that I can guaranty  and no amount of study -reading about enlightenment listening to tapes from gurus etc. will save your ass from that future.

survive as species, no that is not correct.

I have read that some decades back that our reason to be ‘’is to survive as species ’’ through reproduction, when reading that than  because I did not know differently I agreed to that reality.

But since than I have gained different understanding on what we are not or who we are not and recants sessions cognition given me a totally different understanding.  In fact having a human meat body is not exact the winning thing for the first price- because these meat bodies originally were created –grown-harvested –processed for consumption very similar manner as humans do to cattle.[ that was long time back, that alien race no longer exist].

We have tens of thousands of motives -reasons –considerations why we want bodies, believe we are bodies , we need bodies to be in and I found  the main reasons  which is definitely not for the survival of the species, not even close.

Before I write the cognition I would like to share with you the knowledge-understanding I have gained in sessions that I have been in every kind of body including oceans, grass, clouds, mountains had every kind of so called animal bodies, birds, boulders, name it, I tried them all, and of course numerous variety of alien bodies which were nothing like meat bodies while being –living in different planets and some which till I recalled could not imagine that could exist.

Of course being and using planets, nebula, and comets as bodies … those are everyday occurrences for the Entities living the so called life while being here experiencing this Universe.

In fact our existence in this universe is mostly as Entities, free floating –experiencing the universe as is without having connection to bodies of any kind.

The reason I tell you this because by having huge variety different ‘’ bodies’’ over the eons made me realize, had the cognition that we are taking on bodies, we identify self with things: IN ORDER TO HAVE: TO GAIN STABILITY-PERMANENCY-LASTINGNESS which of course has nothing to do with and not the same as survival of the species.

We as Entities we are intangible and from the very beginning we identified self with something, for me was the first created light… the rest after that is my track.

Those things-bodies=matter I have experienced through occupation and I have -identified with has given me the impression-belief that I am permanent stable enduring that I exist and live of course.

But the disappointments about bodies were inevitable because matter sooner or later is destroyed –get dissolved, melts away or stops ticking and we had to get a new anchor-body to keep us in stable position.

The need to rely on bodies as being something which than make us into somebody a ‘’being’’that belief-reality is part of the bank, is the invention- the fib- the great big lie.

The only stable thing in this physical universe is the Entity: that we are intangible and infinite therefore permanent and nothing can change that.