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Is being inside the body.[ having that belief].

Please some of you will say-think that you have been happy many times in your life.

OK, that is a fact .. but every happy moment we have is not because being- feeling the body but experiencing some other things: which is happening outside of the body.

Examples: finally getting something you always wanted, seeing something funny or beautiful which when experienced lifted you out of the body, smelling baking cookies= the fragrance which has given the happy feeling is not the body but the spices.

Why do you think that every person all through their life is at all times continually –relentlessly, ceaselessly pursuing searching for something which will give ‘’pleasure” ?

Why do you think every person is dreaming going exterior to the body, why millions are taking drugs to feel better, why millions get drunk daily to feel better or have coffee or tea: just to feel better?

Why millions meditate or pray or have massage or partake in thousands of other activities LOL: go and gamble.. bet on hundred different things, shop till drop. Billions have sex daily just to feel better, or beat someone till near death, just to feel better!

Simply because having a body is sheer HELL a most wretched-despicable condition the Infinite happen to get stuck in.





Those Infinites who are sitting in the  flow of energy field  called LUCKY, their life style is not on ordinary life because of the constantly shifting creative flows can bring changes at any time and these changes-experiences usually considered ”good” positive in every way: not destructive, not counter survival.

THE LUCKY INFINITE has high energy level, cheerful – positive disposition and creative… LOL… these persons sees the world through rose colored glasses.

It seem for these individual the ‘’’counter intentions’’ don’t exist at this life… for some odd reason they are keyed out of those negative heavy-powerful counter intentions, and keyed into something which I haven’t cognized on.

OT ability, yes having what we want… but that don’t happen by accident…I am with this subject walking on unknown path. 🙂 will see what comes up in session. 🙂

PS: being in this, stuck in this state is not any better than any other state the infinite is in, we just here believe that it is a better place because we ”believe” what we are in is a bad-unwanted state… experiencing unwanted conditions: on the long run all experiences are equal in value.

PS..PS… I see this Energy Field as a long band of golden vibrating very large field floating in space… Yes, those who have been,  had the experience of this magnificent field are truly touched because they still carry -have in their space this energy which can only bring-pull in good things. 🙂

REALIZATION-Cognition: HOW THIS ENERGY FIELD WORK: the very light field of energy is much more powerful than the heavy dark mass and the light powerful vibration simply destroys the incoming dark energy mass.

This also what happens when the as-ising is instantaneous: means: when having a life changing cognitions.

PS..PS …PS :  There were times in our history when LUCKY PEOPLE were believed that they were ‘’in with the Devil’’… that they were truly evil and being ‘’lucky” was in fact a really bad thing.

Those ‘’rumors’’ were spread by those who were doing the controlling…. LOL… can’t control someone whose actions-behavior is unpredictable!

And the punishment for being different was being thrown out—-locked out of the group…segregated.

Do keep it in mind that being different always bought problems for those who were different and did not fitted into the group.




why we, the body that is ”ages”.

The recall- understanding I have about ”aging” of the body is very simple, since bodies are not solid and what the ”eyes” cannot see that the bodies are simply mocked up energy.. So is Gravity, but gravity is on incredible strong powerful field and this field do sucks-corrodes, pulls down-wears down any other mocked up pictures-structures existing within its power-limit-boundary: sooner or later all things ‘’die’’ on this planet=being pulled back into the mother force.

The so called energy field of the INFINITE: the Awareness who is moored to the body is held in place  by gravity it self and the same time is slowly sucked back into the gravity field.

This means we are powerless, and other meaning is we are not able to resist this field and we don’t have the choice: give in.


Yes, ignorance-stupidity kills, when we believe we are something than we can die too, but the joke is on us: we never do, but sure can have lots of fun put on the drama, playing the game.

The body is like a bag when new -young it is filled with energy therefore the outside-skin looks smooth, but as the energy is sucked out of it the bag-skin get wrinkled.. of course the gravity also effects every other part of the body: bones muscles etc.. but not just the body is effected but the Infinite it self.

By the old age the Infinites power too diminishes: being cause over the movements of the body: have less energy, can hardly walk, or stand up, but in many cases the thinking -communicating too is affected.

It is incredibly strong force this gravity is deadly- brutal in fact and we combat this continually, but we are powerless and we are totally overwhelmed: has to be confronted in session to be free of its affects  than the Infinite can move on… leave this Planet.

Gravity hold us here, it is our invisible prisons.

Sleep to is caused by gravity.. so is depressions, tiredness, feeling the weight + few hundred other beliefs of course have the hand in that too and many have believed that scientology failed because it did not delivered what it has promised!

LOL. and ashtrays cant be levitated… LOL…or we cant walk through walls.. of course we can LOL… you are just not aware that you have!

The tools are there but the work to free self has to be done by the Self because no one knows, can possibly know what you have created on your journey to where you are at.

Just to throw in to this pot here, ‘’age’’ that concept to has many side, why it happens and why it is used LOL.. I found many over the years in different session and one realization was so much fun: on one planet aging- altering the look of the body was in fashion thing to do…to be different, to look different from that other body! Wrinkles had character, they could express inner feelings!




more on blocked off abilities.

Deserve= merit, justify, be worthy of, earn, rate,

Since we all are powerful, we all can do and have anything we want but of course not by now, not in this state – this level we have reached-we are in.

Long-time back on the Track when we were still fee to do and have: that means our dreams- illusion imagines fancies become reality and to be so there were no restriction.

But as time went by and as we continued creating new games =new life cycles we created different rules-laws-regulations and agreements and we accepted these new rules in order to have a more exciting game… to have more difficulties because to overcome these difficulties given us the illusion that we can do, that we are able and we are good and we can overcome obstacle!

We could become heroes, superior beings by showing our ability to overcome monumental problems!

To make a long story short over the span of time-eons we have created immense amount of obstacles which have blocked our abilities and we did this in order to make the game more difficult to play and we have: by now the word is ‘’overwhelm’’.

Of course we have forgotten in other words we conveniently buried this knowledge away, and by acting out why we have ‘’forgotten’’ why we have made everything so difficult… our game, our life has become truly difficult.

In today’s session I found on item ‘’’not deserving’’’ well this item was inserted into our track by our agreement of course that we do not deserve our wishes – dreams come through simply because we don’t deserve them because we are sinners, and as ‘’punishment’’ we should go without: not have our dreams come through: suffer you dog, 50 lashes you deserve, rot in hell, in the dich you go where you belong, you low life you!.

Now that takes some doing to get out of that state and make it go right and to become a hero, on upright citizen… LOL.. that would show ability, willpower.

You see, we are sinners… LOL… and sinners don’t deserve good things to happen to them and when something good is happening there is disaster –punishment sure to fallow: which will sour that sweet taste of having that dream to become reality.

By accepting that title’’’ sinner’’=being total effect: we given away power, we admitted that there are others who are better than we… what a crock of shit that is!

Sinners are who have Overts and every person on this planet is here because having Overts… LOL… the whole set up of being a human is about being on effect. The immense-ness, the amount of blocks I have found so far and these are the walls=beliefs=rules-regulations- laws- agreements we all made in order to bloke our creative abilities is simply mind boggling.

I have seen in sessions things which if I would write about would not be believed by anyone here therefore I don’t bother but sometime when I am hit with ‘’viewpoint’’ something new-never seen before I just seat here and I wonder at the extant of the universe, the beliefs which has created this Universe.

But I am off the orange crate… no big deal, nothing important I write of, just I have taken one more step and this cognition was the result.

If you ever felt small, powerless, forgetful, don’t know, don’t remember, not able to achieve something, felt lower than the frogs ass, depressed, had loss, cried out in despair, yearned, unhappy, felt that reached the end of the rope, gotten drunk to forget, ETC….ETC….ETC… few thousand other way, well..

This is not much.. but there you have it.