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Felt low this morning, pity party for not getting again or I believed I did not got again what I wanted, but I did got it I really did!

so I looked at the auditing List and DEFEATED was the Item, into session I went.

Realization has come very fast.

COGNITION: It might seem that we want to win at all cost, NO… that is the lie, big tall tale we tell to self and to others but in reality  we want to be defeated, we want to lose for the reason because if we win we are out of that game, we will move out of that problem zone, we no longer have those lovely ARCBs, we no longer can be victims, complain, suffer, get sympathy, feel guilty: we are simply out, sitting in the zone: nowhere.

We need to lose, we need to be defeated than we are still in, we still continue with our struggles, we still can do everything what our miserable little power allows and  we can continue to overcome all those self-created powerful wonderful obstacles we set up for self therefore we still can continue to take drugs, drink: get drunk , be sick,  eat comfort foods, complain how hard life is, get even and destroy those who made us lose, even commit suicide to show how life gotten to us, how difficult all these experiences has been!

Drama, pure undiluted delicious drama-act -play, because we know we cant really kill self, but it sure looks and feels great and creates lots of attention when we pretend that we have killed self therefore we are no more: Load of very stimulating enjoyable  garbage!!!

We just love the game and when we have dropped  that  body and played  dead and in on instant we turn around and we are back in the game on the same stage -continue with the drama start all over again by the means of ”reborn” into a new body!

Being defeated is a motivator, huge wonderful powerful motivator: solid to the core, and it works because we love to lose, to be defeated, to be victims, to be totally helpless, stand on the corner and beg and get wagon loads of sympathy or lose a limb or two, seat in a wheelchair, being looked after in nursing homes and being told: poor you, what has happened to you should not happen to a dog![ no, that should not happen to any dogs, but humans do make it happen for them! we are so good at it!]

But we are still in the game!

GO read the Guinness’s Book of Records than you know after the winner only can do is try the best to brake earlier records: that is next.

Look around you many of those who have win  goes back to the old ways of life, their house might be bigger, or now fly on their private jet, have ”everything” money can buy and some go into helping others, those poor helpless souls who suffer so, starve, who live in camps, don’t have hope, or simply been butchered  etc.. joke is on the winners! Because you are out!

The wines simply go back to the level where they feel comfortable= with the heavy stuff, the  heavier stimulations= the life experience that gives that solidity= knowing we are truly being alive!

There is no stable sensation for that high… the moment of winning is experienced as the lightest vibration and this vibration is overpowered by the stable solid heavy mass of energy= called life cycle.

This is the reason we have so few winners because winning is no good…it brings a momentary high, but that high is  for a moment and holds no drama,  no ARCB’s, don’t supplies problems, no suffering, struggling LOL… it is not life as we know it, or want it.

The condition Being Defeated holds us, that is a strong anchor..look around you, struggling to survive, struggling to make that daily needs, being dirt poor… LOL… what a victory, what on accomplishment, those accomplishments are our wins are our delicious dramatic experiences and we are proud of them..

Being defeated, ”to remain to continue” to be in the state being defeated takes lot of know-how , trickery, self- deceptions, lies galore, alteration of facts, which are those immense amount of self-created obstacles keeps us from winning, and they exist in the form of counter intentions by tens of thousands and these all are in place because we needed all those counter intentions not to win, to make it go right and why?

Simply because we are powerful Infinite beings who can do anything and call that anything: game -fun.

So wake up and smell the roses because what ever you have, what ever you feel-believe in is yours, your creation, you got it because you wanted it!

So ‘’can’’ the belief that what has happened to you is unfair, not right, ‘’shelf – discard’’ the all the blame you have, which feels so right:  those lovely righteous accusations do feel so right because those too are motivators and those motivators by fallowing them to act upon move you to lower level on the ToneScale: to have revenge, to get even at any cost. LOL..and  the game continues!

by the way, you can blame BTs, Clusters, GPMs, the governments, the gods, the CofScn, your parents or the boss… regardless who we believe caused, put us in this miserable condition..LOL.. when you have finally audited enough will find there is only one culprit, only one nasty powerful person who could  and have the power to caused all this and that is  the little old SELF!

Responsibility is the word which describe the action when we admit we are the only person who have the power over us.. and no other.


Totally helpless OT… LOL.


I have written on many occasion about the ‘’eye’’ how we get deceived because we rely on this tool and we believe, totally agree on that the photo taken by this machine is all what is there and there is no more.


Let’s start with a bang: imagine that for one day every person on this planet seats on their hands all day long and not use it, not once for 24 hours !!!!!!

LIFE as we know it would stop-end right there: not one meal would be cooked and eaten, not one car driven, not one elevator would move, toilet be flushed and toilet paper used, make-up applied, hair combed, body dressed, shoes put on, nose whipped, or dipper changed, light turned on, not one cigarette would be smoked all cell phones would lay there unmolested.

In prison cell block would remain locked, train would not be running, not one drop of water or any other liquid would to be drank, or with great difficulty: slurped like animals do, sex..well, sex what could be done without hands?what ever…

IF all activity would stop by not using these Instruments NATURE WOULD SIGH WITH RELIEF! No pollution, no noise, just blessed peace would wrap its self around the planet.


From the moment of birth, the eyes see the hands and these hands are always front of the eyes to see.

These pair of hand do everything: they have the power to accomplish to make things happen, to have dreams materialise, and without hands doing all, we are totally, completely helpless!! The word comes to mind: CRIPLED!

Even the richest man on this planet regardless how many billions he has would be totally helpless if hands would not –working-moving-manipulating matter: the projects which are his intentions and making them solid, visible!

WE have put all our trust -beliefs that having the use of these instruments we can only accomplish and without hand we are totally completely helpless!!!!


And what happens to the Infinite after separation from the body??? The Infinite still holds onto this belief of total helplessness and therefore is helpless in the Ghostly State and when gets again into new body this Powerful Infinite will continue act helpless and the set of new parents will continue with their teaching and reassurance that you the Incredible Powerful Infinite that YES you are TOTALLY HELPLESS WITHOUT THAT PAIR OF HANDS!!!!!!!

We as Infinite, we traded our mental power-our ability to accomplish by pure intention what we want for a lousy pair of hands and we so trust and totally agree that only hands can move-shape-lift- transfer-hold and if these hands don’t move those objects….LOL.. nothing happens on this planet!

Of course we all have the inner-silent belief that things can be moved mentally, by intention and you can bet your sweet manicured hand that yes, that can be done!

But first the beliefs why we have put all our trust into these hands =instruments in the first place which only has the ability to move things, but first these trusted, time proven beliefs-agreements has to be confronted-as-ised, erased, discarded, nulled and truly believed that no longer have the power over us, than we can re- gain, have our intention, the mental power back to move, levitate that ashtray among other things too!

AND WE HAVE HERE GRAVITY and THAT ALONE HOLDS THING IN PLACE BY THE CONTINUAL DOWNWARD PULL! …….so Gravity has to be confronted too and find as-ised all the reasons why we need-want-must have this force in place.!!!

Gravity is on incredible powerful controlling energy vibration, which effects everything on this planet and just because it is not seen with eyes and no one thinks about it since it has become ‘’normal’’ to be in it, feel it, that do not means that bodies-items- objects and thoughts are not controlled by this strong controlling ever present agent. BY THE WAY THE CONDITION OF “”SLEEP”” THIS STATE TOO IS CAUSED BT GRAVITATION.

BUT….there is always a BUT…. While confronting the negative side we must not leave out the positive side the time on the Track when we could and were very able and could move anything under all Suns by our desire .. because at first always the positive sides-believes existed: that was unquestionable belief : yes I can!

So far I had sessions on this subject, on both side of reality and no, I can’t move a blade of grass, or a feather by intention.. nothing, zilch, nada, semmit, [Hungarian] and some of you who haven’t gone up on the Bridge to OT7 and still believe that by doing –reaching that level will bring back abilities like this… I have news for you..NO… it will not happen because we all lived infinite life’s in this infinite universe and collected infinite amount of different realities and these beliefs by now have become truly imbedded and trusted facts.

No… we don’t have to confront each of these beliefs because they exist in chain forms only these long chains do need and can be to be as-ised individually.

But our immense amount of beliefs do take a bit longer than 100000 -200000 hours’ worth of sessions to as-is all those counter intentions.

PS: don’t feel bad… you see, when we could move things by intention-desire-want, than we still were powerful… that means ‘’we did not have counter intentions’’ but these counter intentions in place give the illusions that we have lost our power! we havent… J

Go watch Matrix again!