For the past 11 months on – off I have been actively working on the items; WINNING_LOSING and of course any other believes-realities-considerations-agreements I have in connection with them; examples: gambling, betting, race, outcome of any sittuation etc.
This all started out by watching the video on “SECRET” and that has opened up a huge can of worms because that time I decided I will win the LOTTO.
HEHEHE, so far I haven’t but what I have gained is hundreds wins in the form of cognitions and each cog. have brought new level in awareness-understanding that how affectively we have buried our self under the MEST and of course the reality till these obstacles are in place no way anyone can wish something into existence: into tangible form.
I have written up few posts on this winning-losing bit already, they can be read in this blog.
Yesterday again the subject in session touched winning, and that was ‘’winning was dangerous” !!!! hehehe, that is all I needed to have session on that concept… WOW… what I have seen was truly mind blowing because I found myself sitting in incident where we were given gifts or gotten gifts through ‘’winning’’ them in games but these incredible gifts were had been infused-filled with vibrating heavy energy: invisible of course and these vibration unknown to us had dramatic affected us: changed our minds-thinking- behaviour, same as medication-drugs-alcohol or food changes any person who put these stuff into their own space=through the body of course.
This was done to us by so called “friends” who in fact were our secret enemy and we did not realised this till we as Nation-Planet were enslaved by them: our realities were eliminated, were overcome-overpowered and replaced by theirs: the gifts.
Their ‘’gifts’’ contained heavy vibration= hypnotic suggestions.
By seeing this past life incident and having as-ised a major belief that gifts-winning hold dangers I felt freer, and I knew that with this heavy incident confronted I am closer to my goal.
No I still haven’t won the lotto! But I am not giving up either!
HUGE WIN HAS RESULTED FROM THE ERASER OF YESTARDAYS INCIDENT.
Today I went to the store and only needed one item: stainless steel scouring pads which were $ 5.95 + tax Canadian.
I was standing in the line to cash out and an older lady was standing front of me, we talked and when she was next in line to cash out her items she has asked if I only have what I was holding, I said yes
To my great surprise she said if I would allow her to buy this and give it to me as a ‘’present!!!!!!”.
I was stunned for a second and I realized what was happening: because the belief was as-ised lifted the door was open and the universe now offered something free!
I have accepted the gift from the Lady and thanked her for her incredible generosity and I told her I will think of her every time I use them.
But these scrubbing pads are not representing what they seem to be, but on opening door to a Universe which I have forgotten that existed.
YOU SEE: I rarely have been given ‘’free gifts, or win anything’’’ this life. The gifts I was given I always had problem accepting, they made me feel ‘’uneasy-troubled-obligsted’’ because I always wondered what were the reasons behind their generosity. In other words: gift to me was being captured into slavery, enslaved into their reality, they owned me now.
PS: of course there is countless number of people who win, but the number of losers is greater.
Those who win, don’t have heavy duty incidents in their track which stops them from winning.
BY the way, I have found many earlier incidents in previous sessions when ”having” things were the sign of aberration, mental degradation and those who had possessions were considered as outsider, not ”normal” and they were shunned by the general population.
This was believed because they were lived amid dense objects, they have become effected by the vibration of these object therefore their mind-thinking was twisted.
Yes.. we are effected -continually stimulated by the MEST universe, but because we have no choice on this matter we accept objects as havingness, a must and more the merrier is the new way of thinking-believing because by now the belief is that we are solid, therefore more of the same is power…hehehe ..but that is not the fact.