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Love you for ever…hehehe..

I never seen before the meaning of LOVE—LOVING as now, in this realization-cognition: Love: loving something-someone that act=energy-vibration creates a PROTECTIVE SHIELD- ARMOUR – SHELL – BOBBLE,  around that item-person and that is done to preserve, to keep it in place, to solidify!!!!

Hehehe…we all been there, we all have experienced both side of being loved to death or loved someone too much: we all know stories when someone wanted to escape from a very loving relationship which they felt was imprisoning.

But what we love, we VALUE- BECOMEs IMPORTANT TO US and with that in place we establish FEAR: heavy duty fear sets in because we dont want to lose that precious item or person: we fret -worry that makes us create more traps to ensure that person or  item remain in that solid state!

Not only that, but when we doing something to others with that act we hold ”self”, we become stuck to that person-item permanently! We have kept everything what we ever adored-loved-admired, hehehe, yes, we still have them all!

Just because something is out of sight and mind that do not mean we dont have them anymore, we do: that is the Bank.

Motherly love is so strong and that love covers-protects the child so completely, is done to keep the child alive and that ensures the continuum of the implant.

Oh well, just another trap of the MEST which we love so much!

PS: these are the title of other posts on love which I written earlier years and they were cognitions also;

” love..adoration..affinity….etc..etc..””

” love or hate??? hehehe fun stuff…

” What love and hate is…

” love-affinity equal in power as fear…. if you dont believe this ….well, fine by me..”


PS: HATE do the same, hating others that energy holds that thing-or person connected to us…





Here is viewpoint on God, having the power of God or being the God yourself!

If we believe that everything in this Universe was created by some incredible powerful, all knowing invisible Entity, than we are just total effects, we are powerless, we are just drifting.

“””””””””Good one, but not my reality because if that would be true than I could not see-experience someone else’s reality  in this case ”Gods” and I could not have as-ised  experiences- incident I had so far in session,”””””” !!!!! We can only confront, as-is our own  experiences.

Some of you had a ‘’realization’’ that you were gods and you have created everything…

Hehehe that is wonderful and that is the fact!

But that is only one end of the Tone Scale!

The other end of that Tone Scale is you are the total effect of your creation and that too is the fact!

Cannot be any other way and this was discovered by us who have solo audited all our life: Maurice and I.[ I am positive there are others out there too who realised the same!]

To realise something that you have created the Universe is a mind boggling –fantastic understanding and that realization no matter how enlightening is it will not free you from the burden of collected considerations and that realization is not the end but the very first step, on opening door to discovery how that Universe was created by you.

While confronting, being audited: one can discover why we have created everything and I mean everything we ever believed in and why we have become total effect of our creation and why we must confront all that shit in order to be free!

I just throw belief –consideration at you: when you have created everything in that everything includes OTHERS too!

????? Surprised?

‘’Others” is a concept and concepts are created, Yes?

EXAMPLE: I only exist to you as reading material….. you have not seen this body I am connected to… whatever you know of me is what you consider there it Elizabeth and because you have the belief that I have a body: therefor I have one!

The fact is: you are reading and what you understand while you read is your own belief what those words-sentences means to you and there is no more. Elizabeth does not exist to you in reality and that too is a fact!

Same goes when meeting a person and fall in love with that person hehehe, till that day that person did not existed for you and from that moment on whatever you believe who person is what you have put there!

That person only is what you believe is and later on in the relationship you change your mind and start to add other beliefs to that created reality, well those can be bad or good by your considerations BUT THEY STILL ARE YOUR CONSIDERATIONS: WHAT YOU HAVE CREATED and that EXIST and THERE IS NO MORE TO THAT PERSON. !!!!!

Being a creator and creating: that includes all what is believed to be bad or good, not just the good and blaming the bad experiences on others! That does not work.

Example: if you postulated to have that car and when it is in on accident than that accident can’t be some other persons fault, it may seem like, but that is not the fact!

Being a God, creator of everything goes hand in hand with responsibility, taking responsibility for whatever shit you are in.

Someone can tell you to look at that flower or bicycle and they can describe these for you but what you will see is totally your, your creation-experience and there is no more, there is no other way,

You are the only one who know what you see, what you feel, what you know.



heavy-unconfronted incident

to this I haven’t gotten on answer ..

This realization possibly will sound to you really way out, not real, well, the same goes for me I too and I too have difficulty understanding how this is yet what I know-understand is logical.

So far I haven’t found much on what is ‘’sleep’’ and I have looked for the reasons why this incredible affective item is in place and of course it is believed agreed upon every person on this planet that it is required, a must, and as human species can’t live without can’t survive if not sleeping daily!

Yet this too has been proved otherwise and these rare incidents has been recorded in Medical Journals.

There were People, man have lived existed functioned incredible well without having to sleep.

One was a young Italian farmer who has received a head injury in a bar brawl and he never needed to sleep again. This man when lost the enforced need to sleep after the head injury he become incredibly energetic, with that he become totally healthy and he used his spare time which he had plenty of to read and study.

Another man had a bullet injury to his head-brain he received that injury in the second WW.

There was a incident in Toronto when I lived there and the newspapers well writing up what happened to this man.


But all this is beside a point what I realised yesterday that SLEEP…BEING UNCOUNCIOUS, or Unconsciousness induced by medication that state is the same… Sleep is unconsciousness and that is a fact…OK, I know we dream and the SLEEP HAS DIFFERENT LEVEL=depth and we all know this also.

Drug induced sleep=unconsciousness causes very deep sleep and in this state the body can be cut up, hit, injured and the being=Entity don’t feel a thing.

Now, when we ‘’wake’’ in the morning if you are aware than you have noticed that things=what we have lefts behind before we have fallen asleep last night=our life, things to do seep back into our awareness as we are waking, or floods back and hits the person with the boom of sonic: this demands on what we are keyed in.

Same thing happens when a person comes back from state of unconsciousness with that that person reconnects to ‘’life’’ and all what that life contains for that person.

I too have experienced being completely out of the body: not having body stimulations-sensations: and this has happened when in the major car accident which was a head on collision, I was out of the body for 9 days and while disconnected from the body I did not felt a thing, I did not realized that the body suffered from major damages: the left side of the brain become lose and was badly damaged and disconnected+ heavy neck and other muscle injuries.

In this OUT-STATE I was totally happy, hardly slept and was incredible energetic walked on air, hardly felt that I had a body.

When I KEYED BACK into the injured body the pain was so overwhelming I passed out. [ I have written here in this blog how I recovered from this injury, brain damage]

and to this I haven’t gotten on answer yet..

Now the question is to which I want to have on answer and I will find that answer-understanding why the Human FORCED involuntarily to go unconscious and this happens regular interval like clock-work!

We, by now so accustomed comfortable with this outrages enforced crime against us that by now we accepted sleep a ‘’pleasure activity’: we made a soft warm nest for the body in a cozy nice ‘’safe room’’.

If we would really understand what is behind this activity, why we go unconscious ..OH….. This I need to find out.

Realization that the state of sleep and any form of unconsciousness is on identical incident well… this I find most intriguing and of course I am one step ahead because I know this now.


We exchanged our abilities and with that we short changed ouself: we sold out!

Bad deal we made.

I to have believed same as all of you have that we can make things appear, than we can postulate and whatever we have postulated and it will materialise.

Well, I been working on-exploring all the do’s and don’ts on this subjects on and off ever since I been solo auditing because when one solo audits we are free to choose our own issues to confront in sessions.

I have spent countless session hours to understand how this could work and in order of course to be able to make things appear, for my wishes to come realities.

HEHEHEHE  …dream on Elizabeth, just dream on girl!

Of course in the process to unravel this enigma –mystery I had immensely fascinating realizations which have changed my realities how things worked in this Universe but I still could not move one little bloody item by intentions and nothing but nothing materialized out of what I visualised and strongly-totally- completely believed that it will appear!

I don’t accept failure, I don’t give in just because it is agreed by billions on this planet that that can be done, because that is an agreement by humans and to agree to something like that don’t make it a fact.. a truth!

In fact whatever humans believe in hehehe the very opposite is the truth!

So this year I dedicated more sessions time on this topic because I still happen to believe and don’t have any doubt – uncertainty – misgiving that we can make things happen by intention: not using the body in the process.

And today’s session brought on incredible realization WHY we can’t make things appear as we wish.


HEHEHE.. and  waking in the morning knowing that our car is where we left it, so is our shoes, partner, bank account and our bank is still on the same place on the same planet and that we still have the same body hehehe.. well that is very reassuring reality knowing that no one’s wish-reality can change the safe environment we live in.

This to achieve-to have it accomplished have  taken immense amount of different inventions: to stabilise the environments vibration-energy and immense amount of agreements promises treaties between groups -nations and Planets and those who have broken the agreement were brutally punished by annihilation !!!!

These happened to me more than once… this heavy-duty punishments which finally erased all my natural abilities-desires to do some magical conjuration of my wishes-needs.

Our co-operation on this matter worked so well that by now our simple ordinary ability if could come about would be called Supernatural Ability!

We have given up our abilities for to have safe-solid environment in which everything is in order,  well we can’t have both not on this planet!

PS: I had hundreds of different recalls in which I have seen how we made everything around us stable-solid and I bet I will still find more of the same..  our Universe is infinite that means we had infinite experiences and  one life time worth of sessions can not  unearth all the knowledge and bring realizations why we are in a condition we are in.

To really see-understand how we accomplished solidity… all the person has to do is look around and understand  what we have here on this planet is here because of agreements!  Nothing more is allowed to exist because  anything out of ordinary is considered stupid, not real, not right, cannot be, etc.. in other words unacceptable by the majority.