Freedom …. being free?
This concept never entered my mind-reality all the years I been on the Path.
Oh, I known its meaning all right and I read articles about people who demand to have their freedom, who believe if they do this or that they will be attaining that precious commodity and can live happy ever after.
But I understood that long as one lives on this Planet, and have connection to the meat body becoming free is not on realistic concept to thrive for. The only thing we can achieve is change from one condition into another, and that can be easily done by moving-changing masses of energy=experiences and we know that change can be achieved easily —very easily.
Example: when hungry, by consuming a meal with that act we have changed the condition we were in with the newly added sensations we experienced, put that aspirin into the body do that will do same so is a glass of wine, hitting your toe, or listening to music, walk in the park, having a rip-roaring fight, window shopping, taking a shower, having sex, etc….etc….etc..
We, while being active we constantly change experiences and that produces torrent of different sensations- when that happens we just become free from one experience-sensation but right away we move into another.
But here is on example when we feel that ‘’time has stopped” we can become free of time and the body to: Usually happens in hot day summer days when the heat melts away the edges, the barriers and nothing moves, no sounds can be heard, the world around you is at standstill you have left the body and have become one with the terrain. “”””This phenomenon can only happen on a hot day when the heat overpowers your own sensations.””” Cool occurrence!
Of course the same happens when the body is freezing to death: the extreme cold temperature over power our own sensations regardless how strong heavy they are and we just skip out of the body and become one with the frozen air. But that definitely haven’t made us free, oh, free from the body and the new body we have is that frozen air mass hehehe and when that cold unmoving mass changes into whatever… bingo… than again we have a different body-mass of energy. Endless cycle of experiences, but we never have freedom from this universe.
So, on this Planet or in this Universe to achieve freedom is impossible, simply because we believe that we are the body or connected to the body and because this Universe contains nothing more than moving vibrating energy!
I have written recently that a major cognition brought new level of reality and that means that cognition was the key to different level of awareness.
Since than having further sessions brought understanding that I have reached a state that I am no longer depend on the body, being subjected to the body or need the body: if this body would tops working now that would not have any effect on me as an Entity, my awareness would remain the same , knowing this with certainty represent a major mark on my Path.
Also I have written that ever since I as-ised fear and for that reason I no longer considered self to be a human and from that moment on I am knowingly functioning as on Entity in the Spiritual Realm.
Yesterday’s session again was major and in this session encompassed many bits and pieces from different incidents which I have seen over the years and brought further understanding what I am, who I am, and what is my role in this universe, the session sort of cemented what I already have known. [ These pieces- pictures were like puzzle pieces and they have been part of many different incidents but I they come back in different recalls: one was: I was a wondering man, carrying my small bundle of possession on my back hanging on a stick= pure implication that I was searching.
At the same time the last ties-fragments were as-ised which has connected me to the world you know, therefore I attained freedom.
Now what this freedom is how I understand this: Whatever I have believed in still now has been as-ised and was replaced by cognitions. What has been as-ised were the altered concepts I have collected over the eons. And these concepts were the masses of energy I was stuck to, in other words I carried it as my problem.
Now I sure don’t I believe I reached accomplished everything there is to know about the universe and understand what I have been experiencing over the eons no, on the contrary hehehe because if I would believe than that would be my limitation, but I got a taste of it !
freedom, no, I am just standing at the doorway…looking in!
PS: this was sent to me by a reader of my posts and he said this music reminded him of me. I to love this and awakes memories of the steppes: the fiery battles and the lonely night wondering alone questioning the stars -yearning for home.