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recalls on healing… chicken soup anyone?

Healing, how to heal, to restore something or someone to the original condition that means: as was created, meant to be in the first place: this subject has really interested me ever since I learned how auditing works.

Confronting in sessions is nothing more than as-ising the lies, the distortion – alterations – falsehood which has changed the original design and this alteration brings on the ’’misrepresentation’’ and no small wonder than that altered reality when we want it to work for us it don’t but just sits there solidified and no matter how you wishing, wanting that change : it never happens.

In one of my early session way back in 74 I have recalled being a Healer and healing was done me by sprinkling white powder on the gaping wound  and as we stood there and looked on the wound closed and healing was so complete that the surface of the skin was the same as before… smooth without any scars.

Was I ever impressed, I was in TOTAL AWE of the power of that “healing powder” because it worked instantaneously and to me that that was magical and I wondered than what was in that white powder which could do such on incredible thing!

That time I was still new in recalling past incidents since I only had less than 50 hours in sessions, but that recall have left me not only with a huge win but with understanding and curiosity that healing can be done differently than here on Earth.

After I have come back from ST Hill as OT7 and continued on my own with solo sessions, time to time I returned to the same subject: to understand what are the healing powers and why I have lost mine and  in one  recall I have had found the sustenance but this time in the form of “”white clay”” which did  caused THE HEALING…. Hehehe… in this recall I had a large compound in the country [not on this planet] with many huts and the healing JUST HAPPENED TO THOSE WHO ENTERED THIS PLACE.

Many has come and most of them left healed in body and soul, but some remained and helped with the fields.

Someone than brought in a pot a small scrawny three by now on its last legs and Asked me if I could  put some clay on its back because this three was rare  come from  a different planet where they have grown into giants and there they were cleaning the air, providing nutrient to those who inhaled this invisible wonder.  I did that, and planted the sapling into the ground myself….hehehe.. and wonders of all wonders: we all could see that this little thin 2 foot three literarily growing, and each day brought forth new branches covered with  bright green leafs edged with crimson!

Then I still believed that the cause of healing was done by the power of this white clay, now I know that I assigned my own power to that clay because that clay has unconsciously reminded me when I used that in powder form and it worked than.

Meanwhile as time went by here, I in other sessions I have addressed thousands of different subjects and in some of them I have seen myself as a healer, laying hands an, or bring about healing by using ‘’healing spells ’’  by chanting, by use of weeds, different edibles  etc.. etc..

Once, some years back I have been approached by body-less beings, on Envoy  from faraway place who come to ask, requested to go with them and ‘’heal’’ their ailing leader, which I have: traveled through space to distance Planet and I have given session to this being,  ruler of ancient kingdom which only could stand and continue long as the king remained alive!

In other words his reality created this Kingdom and it was his power that held that space intact and the occupants were enjoying the benefit of his influence, without him they all would perish.. melt into oblivion.

I have become aware that I could HEAL beings who are far[ there is no such a thing as distance] away and that made me wonder why can’t I do the same to those who are close in body?

Recently I was asked by a friend if I could help someone in New York, and instantly I have moved into this ill person’s space whom I never met, I had instant diagnose where he was on the Tone Scale and I did not do anything at all but my presence lightened the color of his energy, made it thinner, brighter, lighter and was reported by my friend that this persons health has improved.

Few days back I did some very serious sessions on healing and found dozen very heavy incidents where I was penalized for correcting the distorted bodies: “”cured”” the malformed  not only in body but  of the mind too and  each of this incidents were in different planets in different ‘’timeframe’’  and the punishments which I have received  were severe, in them my body was crippled, or I was given electric shocks to change me: my reality=space and  in other incident hands were cut off and in one I was blinded so I could not SEE those who needed healing and all these incident has brought changes that guaranteed to stopped the power which has healed those who needed it, in other words: were looking for change .

But by now I know that it was not the white powder, or the clay which has healed the sufferers but the purity of space I happen to be keyed back than has caused those miraculous -restorative alterations.

When the distortive negatives considerations are no longer present in the beings space than those who become connected into this clean-powerful space heal to the certain extant.

I am aware the changes caused when someone is talking to me, and they too notice that by being with me they ‘’feel differently’’

Their face coloring changes, than they lough a lot and the communication just pours, and they tell me openly that ‘’your energy is so vibrant makes me feel alive!” They thank me for the experience.

What I find very interesting, what wording these people use, how they describe the ‘’experience’’ they are having, the same wording as I would be using so I have come to conclusion that these people totally get keyed out in those moment and keyed into experiencing the purity, different reality which I represent.

Few days back I was walking in the garden and as I have approached the bird bath as Robin was having his plash and did not noticed right off that I was only about 6-7 steps from him.. When he finally seen me He alarmed and flown to the nearest roof top and from than he was looking at me, I indented for him to come back and to continue with his bathing, which he did but he was keeping an EYE on me all that time.

I had no other intention of any kind any other thoughts,  I just wanted him continue with his bathing and that was enough to bring him back.

You see, I could not say ‘’hey there bird, no danger here”” since we both known that there was none and that was that.

I can’t write of all the wonders which I daily experience, I would be writing daily and I don’t see the point to do so.

If some of you wonder why I have encountered ENGRAMS so late after lifetime of sessions: there is a simple explanation: LRH was wrong in believing and passing on that erroneous information that the person can erase— as-is eons worth of incidents which would be in billions in measly few hundred hours’ worth of sessions.

If that would have been the case, that ALL THE OTs and ALL others who had lower level auditing would be free of aches, pains, aging, death incidents, illnesses, in general be free of all body sensations including SEX-climax IN OTHER WORDS THEY WOULD BE TRULY “””CLEAR””””.

Incidents can only be confronted as the awareness is expanding-growing.

And who are the Healers? Those who have sessions because in sessions we do eliminate the altered reality and with that not only we heal our-self but at the same time heal others too.

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This blog is the only blog on the

internet which contains nothing but cognitions so I been told by more than one persons.

No other person from the thousands of ”OT”  who have left the church have written about their adventures discovering  self and while discovered what ”self” is  has gained reality on Universe it self.

By now I have considered to close this blog more than once but have been requested by readers not to do so.

I am sure those of you who do not solo audit wonder how come that I still find stimulating material after all these years of auditing.

The joke is on you and on me of course because LRH never have continued and solo audited much as I have therefore he has not discovered-realised that few thousand of auditing hour for one person that amount only has given a tiny glimpse what there is yet to come, what on immense realities-concepts-agreements, Experiences we have accumulated over the standing-existence of this Universe.

When we think of existence the so called age we are …. well.. that is impossible to talk of because the Universe stands as is in each person reality as they have experienced it. So we are older than our recalls.

I believe, that after 41 years I am still at the very beginning.. meanwhile I know that no one on this planet knows more about this part of the universe as I have ..yet this is nothing what still needs to be discovered -confronted and with that to gain new unaltered reality a cognition.

But by now the sessions are totally different as they used to be 10-20 years back, even 5 years back.

Here in this reality which is outside where concepts  exist is not easy to understand and to give  label to these huge energy flows because here we no longer have implanted pictures and the concepts which were in connection to these, but here is the universe where only vibrations exist and this place feel like to me the real womb from where we emerged   as beings…. who were identifying with object=subjects as being something, being somebody.

More on why intention here for us dont work, you better read this..

Weep a bit: Having or not having.. UGHHHHHH.

More on intention: winning whatever you believe you  can but haven’t so far.

Once upon of time, “time”  concept was not invented yet so I just say this like I would as in Fairy Tales, long way back..

THAN TO OWN WAS bad,  same as now being poor =living in poverty, being poor having nothing more than a pot to piss in and the same pot cook in having so little is the proof that the person is not able, that he can’t do a thing for self, he might be even collecting social welfare: means he is fucked up… totally aberrated, useless bit of shit.

I say: that is true and not true: yes and I say no…because there is so much more than what can be seen on the surface.

Let’s go back, way back: and let me explain this, than we all have known that those who had ‘’things’’ were holding on solid pictures and also were surrounded by solid objects that these beings WERE ALL READY STUCK INTO SOME DEGREE IN SOLIDIFIED ENERGY and THEY COULD NOT GET OUT !

Bad condition they were in, deadly as cancer this days.

THEREFORE THEY WERE “””””INFACTED WITH SICKNESS OF STICKY CONDENCED ENERGY”””” and we have already known  there was no cure for their illness.

Panic went through our part of the Universe and we have realised that we needed to do something in order to stop this spreading ailment-condition-illness so we have formed groups because groups when they believe in something they have more power, stronger and the collected power can hold out the invading sickness of solidity.

We formed huge group and by agreement we held on IDEA IN OUR MIND=UNIVERSE THAT WE WILL NOT AGREE TO THIS SICKNESS to EFFECT US and we can accomplish this by AGREEING THAT WE WILL NEVER OWN-  POSSESS – KEEP-RETAIN solid formed objects or ideas THEREFORE WE won’t catch that deadly disease  and we WILL REMAIN and CONTINUE to be PURE and FREE!

[ did not work]

Bloody Hell…. With that agreement in place the concept of “Spirituality” was born, the base to all form of religion and ever since those who have pursued spiritual freedom over the eons went into groups and given up possessions same as I have in Nepal 2600 years back.

Want to postulate abundance, want to be rich and want to win the

Lotto etc… want to make it out of the red?

If we haven’t simply because our old intentions not to have is so much more powerful than that itsy-bitsy wishy-washy pathetic thoughts -so called intention  which can’t even kill a fly going nowhere around inside meat bodies head.

Looking for stupid reasons for poverty?

By now I have found hundreds of them but this realization takes the cake: “””poverty gives a challenge!”” and we sure love challenges they are perfect stimulants … hehehe… example: you realized that your car needs 4 new tires+ brake job… + crown on one of your teeth!!!! rent do… need hair cut, your mother in law is moving in, and you need a vacation but  hehehe that wont happen because ….

I can see that works, because if every ”wish” we would have would materialise me make even just half of them…hehehe.. it would be boring, and when there is no interest, there is no stimulation and the being loves to be stimulated, believes that is needed to be a live!

But by now I say fuck that condition because after a while what the conditions of poverty bring is equally boring.

Sometimes it boggles the mind to find what we agreed to who knows when which we have considered  survival but by now puts the persons in a very low survival condition. Our own beliefs are our only enemy.

By now we are so over stimulated that we are solid and cant move…. oh the body moves all right but if you noticed that body is made to sit and often or is put on horizontal position in order to have less stimulation!

FREE FLOATHING

FREE FLOATING … not being connected, letting go, not within the fixed –stationary unmovable boundaries: being EXTERIOR. I had sessions on LRH’s definitions of what is a out-body experiences “”exteriorization or interiorization””.

I have had many wins but today I have realised I never looked at before the concepts of ‘’FLOATING or FREE FLOATING’’ and now having session on this concepts and of course other closely related subjects-items I had new understanding of what we do when we decide to let go of being anchored to any objects: which include having a human meat bodies. I have found in these sessions many many reasons why the person sticks to the body and why it is so difficult to let it go: we use illnesses, old age, violence: like hearth attack, heavy stroke, all sort of different accidents like: being shut, committing suicide, overdosing on drugs, we do all sort of things in order to severe the connection and to be able to float freely once more= to get away from it all! hehehe Also in session I have found that there are many reasons we carry ‘’weight’’ in reality we don’t carry anything but we gotten our-self attached =got stuck- trapped and imprisoned into heavy –dense stationary subjects; which simply are our own belief [ I looked for the reasons] and one of major reason is to hold us in fixed position: to keep us in location: to be stationary.

The bodies are born small not much weight to them but we make them grow with that they become more solid and heavier of course and that weight gives steadiness =existence for the being and the supreme illusion of permanency- longevity!!!!!

In that so called lifetime we collect solid articles and with those we secure self-further into MEST also we go into all sort of agreements with others [we are this or that being] in order to remain stable to remain in one place: to have a permanent surrounding and to be documented recognised- acknowledged that WE ARE HERE and we have a presence: therefore we are alive… we are living… we have continuum and most of all that ”WE ARE”. [that seems very important to believe that we are solid and exist and being part of the MEST.

We have done immense amount of things on the track because we are spirits and we don’t usually have a body therefor we don’t have a weight consequently we had to invent different means in different lifetimes to stabilize self to remain in position: Example: Life span—conceived-born-living-and ending it; death of the body, with this we have invented “time” having past and deciding that we have future this two consideration alone gives the great booboo believing that there is “continuum..”

Rolling pictures seeing them one after the other also hold us in position.[ every one of these concepts are implanted stuff, illusions.] another good example is: Anticipation; looking forward to the ‘’future’’ what is yet to come is a very effective -good working anchor.. We use thousands of these anchors to hold us “” in the body” what by now we believe is real and solid therefor to FREEFLOAT once more, to go and “””exteriorise””” at our determination the person needs to remove- as-is all the believes-considerations one has collected why wants to remain within the boundaries whatever those may have been created by each individuals existence in the MEST. The belief of BEING in a SOLID BODY and BEING THE BODY IT SELF IS ONE OF THE MOST PROFOUND –WEIGHTY CONSIDERATIONS WE HAVE ACCEPT AS TRUE and WENT INTO AGREED OTHER IN ORDER TO REMAIN IN STATIONARY POSITION AT ALL TIMES. PS: IMPORTANT: Not being, not existing, not being known, fear of such a conditions makes us hold onto solid beliefs.. Therefor free-floating being exterior permanently outside of the MEST is impassible, longs as anyone has thoughts on or about the MEST U. because those thought-reality-belief will hold that person in place within the boundaries of MEST U.

Moving objects by intention.

Moving objects.

Of course, naturally in the past  I have been curious, wanted to know how to move objects without the aid of other object: just with Intention.

Of course, I never could see-understand why I can’t and every try as in session come up with a big fat’’0’’ that INTENTION  don’t work, don’t move anything not even a blade of grass.

Today again something brought this consideration into my space and well, nothing better to do I figured I better have go.

Soon as I started the session I bumped into blank,  this blank contained  no thoughts, pictures just a big fat northing-ness. But by now I know that “NOITHINGNESS’’ is a wall, a screen to block the person to see further, to see different, it is on effective trap to make the interested who want to know  different reality believe that there is nothing more to know on this subject.

So I removed this body because Nothingness is on body of energy and instantly I found myself in earlier life in Italy in the late 1400 early 1500 and I was experimenting: wanted to move on object on my table.

In this incident and this life I was convinced that objects-matter can be moved by intention but alas I never have accomplished what I really believed in.

I went earlier and I found myself in undertaking a huge project which included machinery and this project was set up for seeing If the power of the thought is channelled into the object than it should move that object.

The machine was used to LOOK INTO THE PERSONS THOUGHTS AND WITH THAT TO SEE IF THAT PERSON REALLY CONCENTRATING- Flowing THAT INTENTION INTO THE OBJECT… The machine worked perfectly and the intention to move that object was right on and the machine showed that the intention has penetrated the object.

Nothing happened.

But I still believed that Intention can move objects.

I went earlier and I have found similar experiments and none worked.

Then I found when I could move  small objects on the other persons table [only the 1400 to 1500 years were on this Planet, the rest was who knows where.] but I was doing that secretly and it amused me how confused that person become when the object was moved to different spot when he was not looking.

From this incident I realised the moving objects were forbidden and people by then did not have the reality that objects can be moved by sheer intention.

I went earlier on the track and I found that LAWS WERE MADE here THAT OBJECT WERE FORBIDDEN TO BE MOVED UNLESS THAT OBJECT HAS BELONGED TO YOU AND IT WAS MOVED ON YOUR OWN TERRETORY!!!!

This law was of course enforced because some people who wanted permanent solidity did not wanted their solid universe to be changed, FEAR was present on this Planet and people already identified with object that they were what they owned.

So the majority those who felt the same way went into agreement and outlawed those who still could move objects with intention.

The culprits who did not obey and occasionally still moved objects on other property were severely punished: They memory were erased, their intention was destroyed by  the Curtain of Nothingness: if and when they had the intention to move on objects: NOTHING HAPPENED.. and that Nothing is on object… so when we intend to move something we do move into that mass  of Nothing.

The OLD LAW still stands solid on this planet and by now more added to it. WE have ownership of what we own: we have proof in the form of Bill of Sale, and if you dare to take –move my property without my permission you will be punished….

I know today in this session I just opened the door and just had peeked into this unchartered territory of vast  pile of considerations and  I know much more work to be done till I regain the ability that I will move objects by intention.

Apology ….

Few years back a person  a person who I have known very well suddenly, out of the blue,  for no reason what so ever  attacked me and what I found amusing that we were in good terms:so the attack was not  founded, there was no reason to happen.

The attacks topic was so  out of  real, out of blue  that I could not comprehend why was it said, and what it really meant. For a few seconds like 10-20 I was speechless, I opened my mouth but nothing come out hehehe fish out of water, that was me.

After that I have considered this attack  rude, ugly, nasty, vicious and more vicious and I realised than just how ugly the hidden side of this persons is.

Now, today in session  I have found the reason why this person was so vicious, ugly and truthfully had every reason to be like that.

The problem we have that we never know how we restimulate others and in this case this person still was on the track someplace who knows how far back and she acted accordingly to that incident

Now, after that incident I have put negative in her space by thinking that she is one ugly bitch yet to day she has my apology  for what I have done way-way back.

On many occasion in fact EVERY TIME I BLAME OTHERS BECAUSE WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME: HOW UNJUST THEY WERE IN THEIR JUGEMENT AND BEHAVIOR I found that I was the cause and that behavior, treatments were allways well deserved.

Every occasion we blame others for our plight  we should be aware that we have caused what ever has happened… there is no other ways.

I have apologised on countless occasions for all the wrong I have done and I still do..and I am sure there will other opportunity for me to hit my self on the head for being nasty, ugly, and vicious.

LRH said there is a Basic event for all incidents and of course he is right, those basic incidents have the power and they are holding that chain in place.

Till those basics  confronted in sessions, till than the person just floats about total effect of those incidents. And I dont care if you believe that I haven’t the clue what I am writing here because you believe you know better. Well my friend I been shoveling ”’lies” =shit for 41  years and the pile is still exist… How is that can be? Well this infinite Universe exist because of infinite experiences we all have had and we thought they were so valuable, important, major good stuff that we all kept them thinking believing, were convinced that we are nothing without them.

So every time you have on urge to blame someone I recommend that you look into that mirror and point the finger toward that image you projecting.

Back to the subject of NATIVE STATE: WHAT IS NOT!

Back to the subject of NATIVE STATE: WHAT IS NOT!

Native state can only be achieved if the Entity “”””FEARS NO LONGER”” therefore under any condition-situation fear can’t be re-stimulated by any incoming- newly experience energy-mass!!!

When the Entity has FEAR than that being is still in HUMAN MODE because their reality; beliefs considerations, agreements of the HUMAN IMPLANT contain fear and that fear exists, still in present because the MUST HAVE: having-ness.

Native State can be only attained when the Being has as-ised fear.

Native State can be only attained after the realities of being human has been confronted in session and that takes tens of thousands of session hours let say some 30 years+ [50-60 thousands hours in session] Than another 20-30 thousand hours in session to make it STABLE=PERMENENT!

This Universe was not made in seven days and because of that no one can possibly confront all the unknown forgotten, resulting in ARCB’s and change into  pure  knowingness-results of cognitions.

Native State is a reality which is not described in the TECH, Dictionary because those who have compiled that Dictionary have not attained that State so they hardly could describe what IS THAN, CAN THEY?

So please don’t write to me with on information what is because that is not.

We, who have attained that State, Maurice and I, we have realities on very different level and that level can be understood only after the Human Implant has been as-ised .

Our knowledge only contain realities attained through having Cognitions and whatever realities we face-experience which are not cognition based are –taken and as-ised in session because we know “If the consideration can be erased-as-ised than it was a LIE in the first place”.

Please I don’t write here to teach, or tell anyone what to do because by now I know things don’t work that way… and teaching is  very responsible position into which I do not wish to enter, knowing that every individual has to find their own knowledge and mine is second hand for them.

By the way second-hand knowledge is what is ‘’’’just second-hand’’ and that is far from personally attained truth.

STATE: WHAT IS NOT!

Native state can only be achieved if the Entity “”””FEARS NO LONGER”” therefore under any condition-situation fear can’t be re-stimulated by any incoming- newly experience energy-mass!!!

When the Entity has FEAR than that being is still in HUMAN MODE because their reality; beliefs considerations, agreements of the HUMAN IMPLANT contain fear and that fear exists, still in present because the MUST HAVE: having-ness.

Native State can be only attained when the Being has as-ised fear.

Native State can be only attained after the realities of being human has been confronted in session and that takes tens of thousands of session hours let say some 30 years+ [50-60 thousands hours in session]

Native State is a reality which is not described in the TECH, Dictionary because those who have compiled that Dictionary have not attained that State so they hardly could describe what IS THAN, CAN THEY?

So please don’t write to me with on information what is because that is not.

We, who have attained that State, Maurice and I, we have realities on very different level and that level can be understood only after the Human Implant has been as-ised .

Our knowledge only contain realities attained through having Cognitions and whatever realities we face-experience which are not cognition based are –taken and as-ised in session because we know “If the consideration can be erased-as-ised than it was a LIE in the first place”.

Please I don’t write here to teach, or tell anyone what to do because by now I know things don’t work that way… and teaching is  very responsible position into which I do not wish to enter, knowing that every individual has to find their own knowledge and mine is second hand for them

To achieve such reality takes dedication, complete commitment  and not just dabbling, we, Maurice and I we have done just that we have dedicated our life-time  to us  living that regular life has become secondary ever since we have discovered the tech.

Best to you all!