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What we know… our personal knowledge is phenomenal; we are brilliant beyond our understanding

Our personal knowledge is phenomenal: every time one sees something in that moment one understands- comprehends its meaning regardless what one see’s of course includes the past life recalls.
But most of Our knowledge is buried deeply and has been covered concealed hidden by concepts like :”not remembering, have forgotten, no longer there and or exists, all have gone, never was or hidden behind beliefs like we have only one life  and that it self is a huge block from allowing one to remember the past.
 And hundreds of other considerations-postulates, agreements and of course one must not forget the implanted commands galore exiting which by now we all believe that they are ours.
 And of course “being inside” the body that itself is the major block that won’t allow the persons to recall ones past track: the earlier experiences we have had, the countless  life times we spent in different bodies and that track is  long as the Universe stands and therefore that forgotten Universe holds-contains ones vast knowledge.

The body itself how it is rigged up is a major controlling element and it is the main suppressive element-object, and that set up grips and controls the being absolutely, totally.
This body is a prison and while one has the belief that one is ”inside” the body than one is continually being fed=stimulated to have continual thoughts, concepts=considerations which seem real yet they are illusions and while one “lives” these illusions believes that is the life one has.
While experiencing this illusion one loses reality of self as a spiritual entity and the knowledge one have had over the ions become totally forgotten becomes none existent while there is the belief that one is inside the body.
 But one can gain back that lost knowledge in sessions by as-ising those walls barriers by simply confronting facing those items-incidents which could be of course anything and they will vanish forever in that fraction of the second of the confrontation.
 Understanding what happened in that incident is very simple since one already has that knowledge from before, and now when confronting you just put the two together for the first time…
You see, one  could not understand what one viewing=recalling if one would not have that knowledge already in one’s possession- that reality since we only can understand what we already know.
If every person would understand have reality that in sessions one not just as-is unwanted items-concepts but something magical happens one  gains back the long forgotten, long vanished, not remembered knowledge: which is the experienced past one’s very own universe: we recall how the self was: how powerful one was its immense-ness, ones phenomenal knowledge: since we done everything and with that the unbelievable abilities we have.
Just think, having 10 realization-cognition can change a person how he sees his immediate surroundings, because with regaining understanding one steps out of the narrow -small box reality-set views, having 100 cognition with that one looks around and start to see everything very differently and ones interests returns: wanting to know more!
 1000 cog truly opens up one universe and lets one view the vistas till than was unavailable – unimaginable…. having 10000 cogs.. will eliminate all what one believed in before in connection to self and human race and behavior, with that one no longer think of self as a human because  becomes aware of universal reality and now no longer feels anchored but becomes free, free of having personalities-valances and 50000 cognition’s will give one reality of the whole  Universe itself….and that knowledge from cognitions is far beyond Human comprehension, since human reality don’t contain those realities.
 One just regains becomes aware of the vast universal knowledge and we all have that knowledge already, we just get it back what we have known before!
Only sessions, confrontation-cognitions can give one such a freedom, understanding of self: the Universe and the experience of what spirituality is.
Knowing words: about spirituality do not give those experiences but in session one recreates experiences of which one has memory of and in those sessions than one understands because one experiences for the first time with full awareness-knowingness.
 PS; the numbers are made up, since no one has any reality what kind of knowledge and experience can be regained in session therefor that personal reality be labeled and numbered or can be put one on levels…and given name to that personal universe; the spiritual universe and one’s knowledge cannot be categorized. 
Also the 500000 cognition are not out reality since I have been is session  since 73 and solo audited since 76… and by now I have had more than that.

 

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guru..teacher.. wise person and responsibility? i have not attained that.

I am not here to teach, I am not a guru..

Role of the teacher and the guru is: to show the way!

 To show the way to what?

 I am not conceited big-headed arrogant=ego enough to assume that I know the requirements and desires, having the debt of understanding of others to lead them to whatever is their goal  -call in this Universe.

  I can assume that I know but assumptions do not mean correct understanding of those needs and therefore giving what is really needed and wanted.

Role of on teacher: consist of judging-refereeing and being incessantly judged every word every movement, activities is judged-measured.. Compared and to what ? I wonder: but never less it is continually related to something.

 The role: valance; identity of on teacher guru is a put on personality and nothing more.. that role contains philosophies: attitudes, values, viewpoints, way of life. There is not much fun taking that role,  but of course that role contains assumed values-importance: for being better, knowing more than others do, the belief that one is the leader…hehehe..

  That belief alone that the Guru- that Self knows the way… have the ability and his are the real belief: the true shit which works  is the most arrogant  conceited egotistical narcissistic self-observed  belief  one can be implanted with in this Universe: trap  of huge proportion!

This write ups here in this blog are how I see the universe, what were my realizations when I have confronted the considerations-agreements in other words what I have believed in.

Not only the bad the bothersome, the evil were confronted but I have spent equal time on pleasure moments and why I kept them is such a high regards –so treasured and founding out those reasons from them I learned great deal more.

 I have looked at behavior [ behavior = valances=rules=regulations.]more than one occasion and on communication what is on these subject I have spent thousands hours confrontation.

I also looked and examined truly the role of on teacher-guru.. and what are those..what is its importance –value and the reasons those teachers-gurus needed and wanted by many who are looking for guidance and that role  is not for me.. I am not here to dish out wise sayings, point to directions :walk that way, that is the path which will lead to whatever you looking for!

 How could any one point the way for others to fallow when one do not know the realities the needs and the wants of the other being and most of all one really do not know what freedom means to those person?

There can be Assumption but that is just that: assumption and I am not egotistical big-headed to believe I have all the answers.. because I don’t..just don’t.

That role being a guru or listening to one is not the way out.. it do not work.

I am not going to get into why it do not work.. what would be a point in that?

 All I know that each individual who have the reality that they are  persons, humans, beings  have to find their own way out and realise why they believed in what they have believed in and most of all realise why they have believed that they needed to do all the search in the first place.

 And if they never want to know those reasons.. it really do not matter!

My role in this universe is decided by me and it is not of on guru.

Auditing has one purpose and that is to confront and by confronting is to understand the self and through self-understand the Universe.

Something wonderful happens in session… one becomes dis-attached from the mass-energy the self-believed was.. And when the self is no longer attached-being those masses of energy with that the self has regained the freedom to experience, have the freedom of choice..also when the self no longer is or in those energy masses, the selfs ‘’space’’ is pure now-clean.

PS.. I have had the pleasure ”no, not really a pleasure” to be a leader to teach others what I believed was the Path to Enlightenment, I have been a so called Great Guru in the history of mankind. And when I have confronted that incident in session I have realised that my beliefs what I have thought would lead to freedom in fact was trap and those who still fallowing that teaching for them that teaching is a trap.
To lead others, to be a leader is to take responsibility for the effect one causes in those who believe in my beliefs-knowledge and fallow that teaching blindly because they trust and believe that is the only truth and in fact that happens because these only people fallow others because they haven’t found their own answers.
I am not such a being, I am not a teacher and I do not wish to be one or need to be one.

Crossing-Over: leaving the illusions of the Solid MEST Universe behind, realization that we are Eternal.

Crossing-Over. leaving the illusions of the Solid MEST Universe behind, knowing that we are Eternal.
I can’t recall, have no idea of the topic this session was about, but the end realization transported me from the solidity: from this Universe into the Spiritual Universe.
Suddenly I have found myself bodiless [of course] beside an old boulder which was bathed in light. I perceived the boulder in holographic: I could see the smallest deeps on its surface, every molecule of the boulder was visible to me inside and outside to the tiniest detail and seen ancients moss covering too lovingly draped itself over the boulder: like lovers holding each other in embrace for eons. the boulder was alive-living existing forever changing!
My attention was on the stone and I realized that the boulder represented had a significance, great meaning which was: life itself as I have known that till now and the boulders solidity which was on illusion represented the physical universe and from out of that universe, the MEST, I just have walked out.
Looking back into the distance where I have emerged from was darkness and that darkness was lifeless and held no life, it was void of life-force and it had a name: death.
My attention was drawn away from the ‘’past’ and I become aware of void, void which had no beginning and no end, and was empty, totally empty since I seen nothing and sensed nothing as I experienced that vacuum.
Than my attention was pulled toward on energy to my right and there was shimmering mist, mist which contained all the colours of crushed diamond dust  which I call life-force, creative energy  and  that energy was dipped -infused in the mystery of opaque which was the future itself, the yet to be..
And I was pulled by this incredible phenomenon: I was mesmerized: this mist was so incredibly alive, it rolled, moved within in its own boundaries I have realized there was someone within in but I did not know who was that entity and I felt tremendous affinity emanated from the mist: It was drawing me to melt into, to become one.
But I also I realized that I needed to step into that void and experience and truly understand its meaning and that was my next step; My cognition was: the void I have created have become what is by as-ising the MEST Universe. By understanding that I turned my attention away from the mist and I moved forward the void and as I did, I felt no fear since I have left fear far behind me in the dark, in the past.
In that moment as I let go stepped -floated into the void that step taken by me again had a significance: regaining trust in self  and the same moment I have given up the last uncertainties
As I flowed in to the void unafraid and as I experienced with that I acknowledged that great void that empty state in totality where I was nothing nobody yet aware in the fullest sense. Than the mist moved in surrounded me folded me up in its invisible arms and I have heard music, a most beautiful music, it was a waltz to which the soul can only ascend.
As the music and brilliant yet opaque formless mist held me we dance over and we filled that void with life-force, we swirled, flowed and floated in space of our own endlessness creation.
To the total harmony of the universe which was the music as we continued our dance as we flowed:  happiness, the joy infused the universe than slowly the mist dissipated: I existed I was that void, yet not empty.
As the music melted away and so were the surrounding significances and suddenly over the starless translucent dark blue velvet space an intense brilliant shimmering rainbow appeared and held the universe suspended.
I knew I was home.
PS: when I reconnected to the body: tears were rolling down a sobs heaved the chest, and I have realized, had a cognition about what is my role, my future in the universe, that was yet to come..

Akasha Records.. below is on exchange between Marildi and I in Marty’s Blog

marildi

E. According to LRH there are different gradients of exteriorization. In a new unit of time, you might find the “Gradient Scale of Exteriorization” of interest. It’s included in the latest edition of *Scn 0-8* but was originally from the book *Creation of Human Ability*:

“There is a gradient scale of exteriorization which could be described as follows:

“First, the thetan without contact with a universe;
Then, a thetan in full contact with a universe;
Then, a thetan in contact with part of a universe, who considers the remainder of the universe barred to him;
Then, a thetan in a universe without any contact with any part of the universe;
Then, a thetan unknowingly in contact with a large part of a universe.

“The first condition would be a true Static. The last condition is called, colloquially, in Scientology, ‘buttered all over the universe.’

“As it is with a universe, such as the physical universe, so it is with physical bodies. The thetan, who has already gone through the cycle on the universe itself, may be in contact with a physical body in the same order:

“At first he would be without association with a physical body;
Then, with occasional contact with bodies;
Then, with a fixed contact on one body but exteriorized;
Then, interiorized into a body but easy to exteriorize;
Then, in contact with and interiorized into a body but withdrawn from the various parts of the body;
Then, obsessively ‘buttered all through the body;
Then, obsessively and unknowingly drawn down to some small portion of the body, and so forth.

“This is the gradient scale which includes inversion and then inversion of the inversion.”

  • Marildi.. that is made to sound complicated.. important… OK.. he broke it down but one can’t audit in levels, one can’t ‘’see’’ in levels.
    Here is my take on being interior or exterior.
    By now I have expressed my own reality-experience what is exteriorization. That is impossible to do because we as Spiritual do not move: only matter shifts.
    We CONSIDER: I am inside the house: with that consideration the person “SEES” inside the house.
    I am outside of the house: the person ‘’SEES” the portion of the house which can be observed with the EYES.
    The Looking Bit, using the EYES is the confusing factor because the being looks at object inside or outside therefore believes the being inside or outside of the house.
    Having the mental picture of the house that picture automatically gives the person all the considerations which the house is made up from.
    When one mention: inside the picture of the inside pups up.. But please understand that picture is not real, it is there because it was considered agreed to that its exist because the ‘’eyes’’ can take the photograph of it. There is a picture is called inside, there a picture called wall, stairs, celling hallway etc.. and the other concept added: Inside wall, inside stairs, outside wall, outside stairs etc..
    The Spiritual can see observe without the use of the optical lenses Holographic pictures.
    As the person erases more and more of the existing pictures which are barriers: seeing them only by that person gotten stuck, since long as they are in place the person cant observe other pictures. So more of them are removed the wider range of pictures can be seen.
    The interesting thing is…. Long as one beliefs he sees inside, only that can be seen. After eraser of this planet all the considerations-agreements going with it, plus when one erases the need to use the eyes to see with. The being will be able to see anything which will be THE NEW REALITIES GAINED, now he can see holographic pictures of anything he wants to.
    All he needs is put his attention on the subject.. and He will view that item.. Full perception and have not moved one inch… Objects moves since they are energy.. but not the viewer.
    Example: view inside the Sun… good one.. when viewing the Sun the Viewer will also have total understanding when the Sun was created how it become as it is now and what will happen how it will end up.. since all matter sooner or later will change shape.
    One can look inside a boulder and see interesting things-pictures and these pictures are not available for the optic lenses to view.

    • Elizabeth: “The being will be able to see anything which will be THE NEW REALITIES GAINED, now he can see holographic pictures of anything he wants to. All he needs is to put his attention on the subject and he will view that item.…when viewing the Sun the Viewer will also have total understanding when the Sun was created how it become as it is now and what will happen, how it will end up.. since all matter sooner or later will change shape.”

      Fascinating post, Eliz. It seems to me that you have personally witnessed and validated what are known as the Akashic records:

      “The Akashic Records are an energetic imprint of every thought, action, emotion, and experience that has ever occurred in time and space. The Akashic Records can also be understood as the imprint of all experiences of all lifetimes in all realities. They are an etheric [“theta universe”], holographic repository of information for human consciousness for the past, present and potentials for the future…

      “The Akasha is available everywhere, all the time. Everyone can access information from the Akashic Records at any time, and indeed we do! The flashes of intuition and knowing hunches that occur every day are glimpses into the divine wisdom contained in the Akashic Records. Every being in the Universe contributes to and accesses the Akashic Records.”

      http://spiritlibrary.com/spiritual-entities/akashic-records

Solidity… what is…

Scientists have the prove that everything no matter how it looks like what kind of material it is made of, how dense, or thin, made of flesh or solid as jade it is made out of the same energy.. .

 So the question is what makes it solid.. if it is not solid in reality?

Well… the belief…the agreement by every person who resides on this Planet, we have on agreement and that agreement even we know it is on illusion but we keep that belief there solidly therefore we have solidity.

This proofs that   large amount of agreement can keep the major untruth  -fiction seems to be true, and persisting… yet it is only on illusion that solidity – hardness is real and it can resist other mater to enter into its body.

 There is no solidity that concept is a consideration and it is on illusion and so is the rest which is built on that illusion.

 

Here is my take what is inside or being outside: going exterior.

Marildi.. that is made to sound complicated.. important…  OK.. he broke it down but one can’t audit in levels, one can’t ‘’see’’ in levels.

Here is my take on being interior or exterior.

By now I have expressed my own reality-experience what is exteriorization.  That is impossible to do because we as Spiritual do not move: only matter shifts.

We CONSIDER: I am inside the house: with that consideration the person “SEES” inside the house.

I am outside of the house: the person ‘’SEES” the portion of the house which can be observed with the EYES.

The Looking Bit, using the EYES is the confusing factor because the being looks at object inside or outside   therefore believes the being inside or outside of the house.

Having the mental picture of the house that picture automatically gives the person all the considerations which the house is made up from.

 When one mention: inside the picture of the inside pups up.. But please understand that picture is not real, it is there because it was considered agreed to that its exist because the ‘’eyes’’ can take the photograph of it. There is a  picture is called inside, there a picture called wall, stairs, celling hallway etc.. and the other concept  added: Inside wall, inside stairs, outside wall, outside stairs etc..

 The Spiritual can see observe without the use of the optical lenses Holographic pictures.

As the person erases more and more of the existing pictures which are barriers: seeing them only  by that person gotten stuck,  since long as they are in place the person cant observe other pictures. So more of them are removed the wider range of pictures can be seen.

The interesting thing is…. Long as one beliefs he sees inside, only that can be seen. After eraser of this planet  all the considerations-agreements going with it, plus when one erases the  need to use the eyes to see with. The being will be able to see anything which will be THE NEW REALITIES GAINED, now he can see holographic pictures of anything he wants to.

 All he needs is put his attention on the subject.. and  He will view   that item.. Full perception and have not moved one inch… Objects moves since they are energy.. but not the viewer.

Example: view inside  the Sun… good one.. when viewing the Sun the Viewer will also have total understanding when the Sun was created how it become as it is now and what will happen  how it will end up.. since all matter sooner or later will change shape.

 One can look inside a boulder and see interesting things-pictures and these pictures are not available for the optic lenses to view.