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Illusions… thoughts-beliefs are illusions they are your created fantasy and how one finds out that they are just that?

Illusions… thoughts-beliefs are illusions they are your created fantasy and how one finds out that they are just that?

Whatever one believes in: and that is how the ‘’I…me…self” sees the environment, surrounding, locations,  situations, conditions; disorders of any kind or illnesses or psychological,  spiritual, intellectual or the bodies conditions whatever that may be: regardless if those beliefs are logical or illogical.

 Whatever one thinks of others: how bad…evil…sinful ….corrupt they are, that others are just a‘’ low life’’, nasty, mean persons and how corrupt…ruthless… hardnosed …heartless their thinking is, and how… mistaken…misguided…foolish good…helpful…nice.. great friends…sweet.. kind…and  full of fun and full of life they are..

 Whatever  however one feels: thinking and believing what others have done to that “self=me”: have harmed…injured…mistreated…wronged…wounded… abused…neglected……unloved  or being adored by others or idolized… admired…respected…valued…applauded that ‘’self-me’’ in any ways.

Whatever  one’s thinking is…regardless if one has the BELIEF that other has done something bad or good toward that SELF-ME…whatever one beliefs about self…is one’s own creation…making…reality…truth…accuracy…fact…and has nothing to do with how the other persons are in reality… who they are or what those persons beliefs…realities are.

We all are creating…generating…forming=bring into being… our own Illusions about self and others and the universe.

Care to have on example? lotto ticket…buying one with that you have bought a fantasy of winning big time and what you will do with your winning.
Idea of ”being in love” what is: is your creation, how it should, how you will be loved etc…etc.. having that fantasy is living in your fantasy. different example; vacation: how it will be how it will make you feel…is created by you it therefore it is fantasy…
We create our own universe and the universes of others too and we create the communication between those universes: now if that is not ones fantasy than I am an the wrong track…hehehe… yes, we can say when others don’t measure up, they are not what we believed in that they “JUST DONT MEASURE UP TO OUR STANDARD, THAT THEY ARE NOT OUR IDEAL PERSONS…so lets get rid of that friend.. lets divorce that person… in fact they never were that kind of person in the first place… we just wanted our fantasy to become solid and we believed: had a illusion that person will be that fantasy we made up about them. very funny….
PS:When one looks for ones ideal… a model perfect person or situations…conditions and one continually… over and over compares everyone to that ideal=fantasy creature… or when one believes one’s very own believes are the ideal – right- true – accurate –correct thinking=belief and the rest of the Universe is all wrong.. than one sets self-up for LOSS – DEFEAT – HURT – UPSETT… because not one person out in that great Universe can match up to.. those ideas –fantasies.


our creation… our belief is our Universe and that is the invisible track.

There is minus and plus to everything ever created in the Universe that is the balance which holds the universe as-is.  By that I mean example: hot-cold… death –life…. dry-wet …heavy-light .. solid-transparent…etc..etc..etc. Plus there are all the combinations go with those basic items… endless creation in the endless universe…  We as creators have the brilliance-knowledge and ignorance –stupidity at the same time which we can’t live without: the very nature to the being. Because that is the condition: to have the game: must and must not to have, be or not to be…simple rules of the game… What I find interesting about the reactive Mind that one can describe it’s content millions of different ways, since it was made millions of different ways. One can think of ones reality, ones beliefs as millions of mirrors reflecting each other and the scenes they contain not totally alike just similar………..  I never have tired of the things I have seen so far, on the contrarily, more I see and understand more I am intrigued by its complexity of the singularly created item as  that item has become over the eons.

The reason for such a complexity: Simple: we are brilliant, incredibly capable, powerful entities which is beyond the wildest imagination what a Human Mind can perceive. We are so incredible that words can’t describe. But what equals our incredibility? Well, that is very simple: our ignorance, unfamiliarity, inexperience, lack of knowledge its reasons, the whys the how’s we have created and become what we are: in other word we have love to play the ignorant, stupid side also… makes the game interesting and one can really lay the drama an.

 My answer for the creation what made it such complex experience by now because we have played the same games over and over and over again, and both side too, now if there would not be any variation to the game…welllll…. That would be very boring, dull, uninteresting,  unexciting,  so we put a  new twists to the old stuff  [ new body, different name, location different gender, occupation, and ideas like I must learn in order to know, I don’t know a thing, there is no other life but this]   which  gives one a bit of enthusiasm to continue and the false believe that we are in fact controlling that game…

To gain enlightenmentan why we are, what we are, for our reason to become who and whatever, the explanations – the information – the insight – to find the reasons the motives behind it all – we aim for, looks-search for all the ” what is, the whys” and to understand the full picture  one must walk backward on that long track. But in fact that is impassible to do, since our creations long since melted –vaporized- vanished- evaporated in the Universe.

 If that would not be so than the caves where one once lived they still would be there so is the battle fields,  the huts, the cities, the fields we worked an and the chains would be there in the prison cells as they were left there, and the marks on our back from the whips they still would be there. All that has gone, it was only our figments of out imagination, the grand illusion  we are capable to create and say that is REAL! BUT we carry our true creations in the invisible form : those postulated actions of the past we have that, that is ours and that is our track.

 So walking back on the track is only on expression: What actually happens in session is “the Phenomenon”  where we re-assemble the incidents and find the original postulates which created that incident-item. We put together those pictures of the past from  the sensations, from our feelings we recreate their shapes and the incidents size , we can add our ”remembering” what sounds it contained and the glory of the colors to will be there same as they were way back when some place in the Universe.     Quantum mechanics I think that is called, but don’t hold me to that… For that to be accomplished we only need one tread from the stored sensations and can we re-build  the rest of that incident=experience …. Since we never really have lost it in the first place.

 When we accomplish that ‘reassembling’ and we take a close look at our creation than we finally we understand the very reason we had that postulate, the reason for it and what we wanted to accomplish with that..  That understanding is the cognition…

 Each being=Entity can find that so called invisible track we all have and the answers, the reasons to its existence and that ”invisible memory track” is one’s very own  private universe and no other person has the answers how and why it was created in the first place..