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When the important questions asked…. and where the answer will lead.. knowing who is the SELF.

What can be more important than finding out what one is, who really one is?
“””Has the withold been missed?””” the importance of that question is beyond value because point to the answers finding out what the ”self” is.
In my reality all auditing questions accomplish the same thing: they direct the PC to the items one at a time…. and with that the PC can confront, as-is anything on the track and as-ising can’t be done any other way.
ONE NEEDS TO CONFRONT IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND where the ORIGINAL INCIDENT was created and find out the reasons for their EXISTENCE.
I been reading posts in different blogs that there are those scientologists who believe and waiting for the discovery the easier way out of the MEST-BANK than auditing-sessions and they are hopping for the discovery of the MAGIC WAND and when that is used waived over somebodies head will erase large chunks out that persons bank or will erase that bank altogether, hehehe…
That never will happen, no such a Wand existing, unless one mock-up creates a “new implant” which would be strong enough and would contain commands which would be over-riding all other existing commands example: nothing exist there: there is no past, nothing ever been here there anywhere, there is no such a thing as problems, never had had any, I never existed, I never never died or lived or created or being anybody at any time at any place.. ETC….HEHEHE… the Wand should be able to erase all postulates and the counter postulates.
Now that would create one Hell of a hole and that implant could be overriding everything and leave the being behind: like a BELL hanging empty without it’s striking hammer; being in the nowhere, without memory, nothing to recall—knowledge, without identity, without any communication skills and in fact without any trace that the being ever existed: So when asked “Are you in there?” only on echo would come back and would hear the same question: Are you in there?
One just can’t as-is one huge bloody chunk out of it by zapping it and say it is done: I am clear now.. nothing here.. and don’t forget when all goes the good part vanishes with the part one don’t like!!! Hehehe.. Mass is mass it is all energy and that is equal in value.
AND WHAT REALLY WOULD HAPPEN IF ONE ERASES EVERYTHING THE SAME TIME?? One’s memory, knowledge, one’s past , one’s identity, individuality, uniqueness, personality, character and ones abilities even the very knowledge that one ever existed would be erased.. So don’t bother to look for that Magic Wand..
Scientologist made many lists, LRH made many lists, these list picked out pacific aerie’s of the bank, topics which most concerns the human being: let say POWER, influence, control, communication, affinity, ethics, sanity- rationality, behaviour, forgetful –ness, death, illness, remembering recalling, anything at all.

And “”Any though”” a person have can be expended and made into a very extensive- comprehendible list.

Yes and being audited on any of these lists will blow charge; the PC will have immense gains by no longer having those restrictions barriers- counter postulates in place and holding back the being.
But, these lists speciality items in the church were used and made to sound something very interesting and they were used for PR to bring in more money.

Way back in the late seventies the church did not have too many list but there was one : The Integrity Rundown which dealt with O/W’s and me reading that brochure than has intrigued me and of course I wanted that auditing and those gains it promised: and I have bought those intensives.

That time 1 hour of auditing was 100.00 $ and that was a lot of money in late 70’s and I bought 3 intensives and I loved every minute of those sessions. I had that auditing done after I attained Full OT7 at Flag.

Here is my point, and this point should not be ignored: the same O/W’s can be handled while one runs the Rudiments, one do not need ”special intensive” of any kind to handle ones Bank since Bank is BANK=MEST Universe, there are no special Banks in existence outside on ones very own creation: which are ones considerations-assumptions and agreements: and that is all we have and that is MEST.
But I have found out while soloing that while one can run out of Overts ””but one never can runs out of Withholds””
Asking that question with that one is opening up ones universe that special place where no other being beside you can enter not even with your permission and here one discovers what actually withholds are: withholds what is seldom seen by others, withholds are the basic- core of every spiritual being and that core is well hidden even from self : because while one operates-plays in the MEST universe he is never-ever himself as the true spiritual being.

While playing a game he puts forward that front, that personality who the game player is, that character, character who is now mocked-up, that actor the role player: he is always BEING SOMEBODY, HAVING SOME KIND IF IDENTITY, HAVE , uses VALANCE’S GALORE : I am…… this or that: always playing being somebody…

Here is a question: While he is playing that role where he really is at? Where is that creator, who is that originator, that powerful being who has produced all those wonderful games which is called having life, living-being?
After playing millions of different roles over the eons, could one really recall who is or was “THAT SELF” originally who is that mighty creator?

Running the Rudiments and including in every session the O/W and that special question “has the withhold been missed” becomes very important.

As a solo auditor I have discovered for myself that ”SELF”” what one is, how one is, who really one is and thinks- believes in and capable of creating-doing, that achiever: that question was the most significant- important- vital-major and therefore without asking that question one would never discover the true SELF… and realise the reality of our abilities.
I have found out one always have withholds if one is willing to confront that inner core that true creator; the self.

Because that question asked over hundreds of thousands of times and from the answers one slowly discover unrevealed and one learns the answers: just who is that well hidden being under those thousands of different identities valances.

That question opened up the treasure chest which contained the missing information, knowledge what is the real meaning of on Spiritual Being what is the Spiritual universe and what are the abilities one have.

I have been considering the concept “withhold.” It literally means “hold against” and comes from the idea of being within the hold of a castle. One is with the hold. Holding on, holding against, holding out, defending, fighting, protecting. Even within the Scientology definition a “”withhold”” is done to protect “oneself”.


Comments on: "When the important questions asked…. and where the answer will lead.. knowing who is the SELF." (2)

  1. Lovely post Elizabeth. My experience exactly. Not too long ago I had soloed perhaps as many as 10 or 12 hours over multiple sessions addressing an item. All of the ARCX, held precepts, considerations, intentions, decisions, dones, restraints, opposition terms but still the item contained mass that I could not as-is. Almost in desparation, I asked of myself “Who should have known this?”. The answer was immediate and accompanied by a huge outpouring of grief as I experienced now what had been. That answer was ‘ME’. There was no new material but I was indredulous how such a tiny little cover up could pack so much much mass and energy. The rewards from that session were phenomenal.

    For your readers, I would like to note that my reality is that confronting an area might actually read better as ‘experience’ the area or subject. Inspection, looking at, knowing about, etc. does not always seem to produce full end phenomena for me.

    Love your posts.

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