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Over the years of solo auditing I have searched for this PHENOMENON because I wanted to know what is what the great Healers use, what is the power some Guru’s have and other beings have who can effect their environment, animals-plants of just people who feel good in their space.

What I have found that LIFEFORCE IS NOT ANOTHER ENTITY.. but the space which is void of any aberration-destructive force—negative considerations… just simply empty of or lacking anything.

This Space, since I can not describe it any other way: when some one moves into it their reality is effected them and now they can cognite easily…or the bodies problem vanishes because now in the space of the LIFEFORCE negative do not can not exist, therefore one becomes free for the duration while in that space and their original postulate return example: become healthy in the body.

THE LIFEFORCE’s purity over rides all other energy mass those masses of energy simply vaporrate or being pushed away but cant exist there.

Power of the LIFEFORCE is: not having containing energy.

Since anything which is energy…. made out of energy is a bulk has size-shape-weight etc…therefore has limitation in their existence also and when any of these masses effect other masses than that effect I simply call FORCE.


Because I do not have other name for the above I call it LIFEFORCE but it is named wrong.

Every Entity is a LIFEFORCE but just how affective they are it depends how much is their accumulated aberration or how much that emptiness of mass still in existence [gurus, healers have a lot] and more auditing one has…more cognition one has than when having cognitions one as-is erase those energy masses and one gains back a bit more of ones lost self ones space the so called emptiness of aberration the LIFEFORCE.

LIFEFORCE is the forgotten self and it is the true knowingness… and in my reality I am here, using the TECH in order to free the self from those energy masses to regain the true power which has caused these masses in the first place.

The true power is the void of aberration, the MEST-solid universe.
PS: people don’t always like people because they feel the empty place, and feel comfortable there.. NO… most occasion they like others because they have the same reality-agreements about the MEST-solidity and because of that they don’t FEEL the ridges, frictions, bumps, irritations, collisions the opposing energy masses do not push against one own..


Bed time story: birth of the Rainbow.

The myth has it and it has been told, has been repeated many times by the Spirits who are still part of the ever flowing starlight indigo light.

There was an evil Witch whose jealous nature was the foundation of darkness and that darkness was needed in order to balance out the creative forces in the Universe: and this Witch was evil as evil can be, wicked to the core and of course powerful beyond understanding….

Hate, jealousy, greed, destruction distrust was her manner, her ways and what she hated most of all when creations of other beings were better and more beautiful than hers: jealous rage ruled her universe and all she wanted to do to destroy everything in the universe which was created by others.

She wanted to be the best and wanted to be the most important: the paramount creator: So she decided to do something incredibly spectacular, something which never had been seen before in the whole Universe.

She believed if she can do that than she will demonstrate that she is the most powerful being and having her creation admired by everyone she will be the victor and with that will win everybody over to her side than everyone will be her slave for ever: with this thoughts she created a new side to her personality: must control.

So time flowed and over the eons the Witch ranted and raged in her frustration because she have designed countless traps, deceptions to catch every body’s attention but not one of those trickeries were beautiful enough to hold those admirers- followers spellbound fascinated for ever and that what really she wanted more than anything.

As she looked on as those astounding creations appeared all-around her and not one of them were hers and in her fury the Witch filled with jealous hate burning hot she snatched two stars out of the Heavens and crushed them with her mighty hands [which were invisible of course] and hurled those kaleidoscopic shimmering lights: the sparkles sailed across the velvety indigo space, up in great arch and fell toward into the infinite distance.

The universe become still, hushed as all looked at this great wonder as the shimmering light bridged which now connected Universe from one end to the other.

The Rainbow was born.

The legend has it that one end of the Rainbow ended an Earth and the other end still is in the Spiritual Universe. All the unsuspecting souls who have stepped and walked fallowing the brilliant trails the magical stardust of the Great Rainbow Bridge are all captured by the evil Witch when they reach Earth and with that they all have become under her spell and her slave for ever.

By now over the eons there are many unsuspecting beings crossed over the Rainbow Bridge, including Fairy folk, the Gnomes, all the Souls who are now live in animal forms here on Earth.

The evil spell “is” as the legend say: when one crosses over and steps off the Rainbow and touches the ground of the Earth with that one forgets the past, forgets it forever because the evil Witch gives a body for that Soul and that shape becomes the prison for ever and a day for that being.

There is gold at the end of the Rainbow an Earth, but looking for gold also the part of the evil Witches spell, since the gold is the “importance and values” and having believing in those considerations hold that person in prison on Earth.

But it is also whispered by the Ones who still live among the stars, that one day the spell will be broken by the one who dare to step back on the Rainbow Bridge and walk back into the Spiritual Universe and by doing that “WALK” the evil Witches spell will be broken for ever.

The stars shine brightly they beckon and they light that Rainbow Bridge all the way home…………….. I am here waiting for you…
PS: but one must remember when the evil witch lived than the concept of evil have not really existed, judgement evaluation was yet to come as what is good or bad, because than same as now all was and is equal under the stars and only the moment of NOW existing… there is nothing more and nothing less in the Universe… but that moment of creation-experience.

Some of the readers have written that they do not have ARCB’x… Here are some examples–I have edited this post.

Some of the readers have written that they do not have ARCB’x… Now I think that reality-viewpoint is totally wrong because:here are some examples what ARCB’s are and by reading them you can get good reality what ARCb’s really are and how many one has-created.
Cant levitate: you have no understanding why?
Cant sleep? Don’t have enough money? you have body pains? there are some food you don’t like and from other variety you eat too much? Cant read-understand what others think? You don’t like your looks, you don’t like how others look? Cant see through the wall? Feel tired, heavy, bloated? The body is aging? You have immense fears which mostly hidden from others, you fear to lose what valuables [life, house, children, body, car, money, your mind, your health,etc..] and you wont be able to replace it? Don’t know what happen after you drop the body? your eye sight is getting worst? Cant hear well? Cant see inside the EARTH? Can go inside a volcano? Get move out of the body? Your neck is stiff and other body part is no longer stiff? Having communication problems? Drink too much? Taking medication to solve a problem? Cant fly? How come you do not understand Hungarian when you hear it? Why sex feels good and humans believe it is the best ”feeling” one can have? Don’t remember things? Your thoughts are racing? Joint pains? Don’t understand what makes the tornado, what creates the wind, why there are heavy rains, why everything have to die on this Planet? Who created this Planet and why was it created? Who has to be here? Why we have bodies? why only few people have singing voice? Why don’t like somebody and love others?
Why after doing the OT levels you still have lots of doubts.. and don’t feel good all the time? HEHEHE… well…
get the drift? and these are just a few from the hundreds of thousands one has and they All have answers and when these items run as ARCB’x as brake in affinity… reality… communication ….understanding…than earlier similar … and earlier again… till the basic is located… thank comes that incredible cognition which erases all the lies=earlier belief.. when one erased hundreds of thousands than one wont be having any ARCB’s left and one is out of the MEST UNIVERSE and one is than a Entity NOT A BEING ANY MORE… just on Entity.
You see, long as one is a BEING.. than one believes that self is something and believing that, the beimg still is something–mass of some kind.
PS: By the time one erases all what one do not like have no reality an etc… these ARCb’s are all replaced by the cognition which are not altered reality but pure mass-less truth and that truth is the Universe of that Entity.
And let me tell you Folks, by that time one do not have thoughts, and one do not have mass left in their universe because thoughts=thinking is made up considerations -agreements are the ARCB’s. But because one has those considerations which is the knowledge and that knowledge by than contains what is the UNIVERSE ALL ABOUT..

Rudiments ARCB’x running them and what can be achieved and their VALUE.

Rudiments —- ARCB’x running them and what can be achieved and their immense VALUE.
The simplicity of the Rudiments, why they work for me and their daily use is so powerful  gives incredible  case gains.
Understanding what is their value when run daily= continually: one clears up ones daily ARCB’X with self and others, when that is done, handled than there is nothing re-stimulating and one just feels wonderful about ones universe.
These understanding has come to me when I was well into solo auditing in early 1983. Not that I have not used the Rudiments at the beginning all sessions, but what I have become aware of: I had great cognitions every time I run them. The cognitions have brought so much understanding ; they have Erased so much mass I could not go any further with that sessions since I had F/N, or F/T and Cogs VGI,  each day my universe was rearranged -over and over: the solidity was braking up.

It was then I had the” life changing Cognition”, which  has brought back the simplicity into my life and I no longer worried about the sessions that I will mess up or over run. This new reality solved the mystery for me.

COG: There was nothing more to my universe, how I felt, what was wrong,  had too much of something or too little, the upsets, the angers toward self or others, the disappointments which were caused by losses, the dislikes: some things I was not willing to have in my universe, the frustrations because not attaining the goals… not having the postulates come in, the feeling of being defeated, the fears I have had which continually hunted me; in other words every aspect of my life [ and plus the communication was a big issue] all these things happened or not,  simply because I had no idea, no understanding why those things what I continually experienced daily were happening to me.
THIS COGNITION brought the understanding that I was in that mass because I had nothing more than ARCB’s with self, with others in general and with the Universe it self and these ARCB’x  I have been piling up [they could not be as-ised because I did not know how!!!] for eons and everything existed in my universe because of me “not understanding, not knowing, and not having reality.
From this day an I concentrated on running the Rudiments because there is nothing more than ARC’x one kind or another one experiences at any given moment, so In sessions I have used the Rudiments with the S/buttons, run the O/W’s, I run everything on 4flows and earlier similar and I looked for Free Spirits [entities BT’s without the body,] and when it was needed I run the Rudiments on them too. My case from than an was running smooth there were no problems, no over runs and each session ended with cognition, VGI’s F/N..
After a while I had to live off the “suppressive” auditing question and use the ” deeply supressed, totally suppressed, completely suppressed, because I have erased-blown immense amount from the top charge and I had to dig deeper  but I continually used these auditing questions  with the rest: break in affinity, reality, communication etc.. and always earlier similar. This Worked for me wonderfully.
When those questions no longer worked [charge was erased] I went and look for hidden items, invisible, forgotten, given up, secrets, not remembered and thousands of different combinations on considerations and agreement on them in order to locate those stimulating thoughts [PTS-ness]: which were there of course as ARCB’s.  BUT NO MATTER HOW DEEP I HAD TO DIG IN MY UNIVERSE THOSE ARCB’x existed because I had NO REALITY why and how the experiences come about in the first place! OH baby… we have a long track 🙂 and it is full of shit, no wonder we don’t want to remember it all! 🙂

Till these days after all the years I solo audited works the same way, I gotten to know why it was like as it was.. For me was the greatest fun and still is digging for O/W’s asking those questions and even after so many years there still are plenty Witholds left and on occasional heavy Overt surfaces, usually a stunner!
I have realised how valuable was finding the WITHOLDS  because asking the question ‘HAS THE WITHOLD BEEN MISSED?” brought the truth to the surface of my awareness.  When this question asked I found out my hidden side the real me and by continually including this question I gotten to know not only what my believes were  but why these beliefs originated and how I think of others: how I mock them up to be.

As the hidden thought have surfaced  and I gotten to know every ability I ever had and what I ever done and I understood the reasons for all my actions for all my creations: and that understanding has come in the form of thousands of cognitions.
There is power in understanding one self, and that is the only power one has, having money-possessions do not contain power because they are just solid objects, the real power is knowledge -understanding self.
It was and is a thrill to know the abilities I rediscovered and how I have created everything in this universe and that is my track and this track also contains my interaction with others.
Digging up-confronting O/W’s wow, blows huge masses of energy, brings countless new realizations and with that awareness, BUT this NEWLY GAINED AWARNESS OF COURSE opens the door and stimulation.  Which is good, after all the universe was not created in 7 days but it exist for eons. The god implant was created in short period of time which is part of  the human realities.

By human considerations my O/W’s their impact on the universe and on others around me but ”mostly” on my-self  were huge, mind boggling, yet knowing them has given more understanding of SELF:the real me, because there is not much to the SELF when one only looks for the “GOOD SIDE” like flapping about having wings and playing the saintly game: being always good. [ mind you that is not easy in fact it is more difficult: no stimulation… time stopped: hit the Standing Wave, boredom sets in.
One’s power is hidden and forgotten, buried deep with Overt and Withholds, those O/W’s are the nails an ones coffin and are the barriers walls we have locked our-self in. a prison.  We have many reasons for having them and those are reasons usually other O/W’s … hehehe… we love complications-problems.

Rudiments, running the Rudiments; asking those questions is the ”magical wand”, the key to self-discovery.