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FREE WILL, do we have one? There are many variety- selection- assortment of everything available and which ones we settle for which will we have on the end?

what ever i write in this blog, it is only my reality , my path on which I walk…. i never ever claime that it is the truth for all., it is simply mine for the moment than i move on…..if it is real to you in any way that is fine..good if it is totally condradictory to your understanding-reality that is fine too…

FREE WILL, do we have one?  There are many variety- selection- assortment of everything available and which ones we settle for which will we have on the end?

One is being led steered driven motivated directed by the strongest stimulation inspirations available at all time, as like in bee line we follow the stimulation as it flows and there is no choice in the matter. [ from item to item we go, follow the energy line ]  Example: in restaurant, one choses from the menu the most stimulating dish, the most mouth-watering dessert which appeal to all our senses, we chose- select the car which we finds most appealing, as in color, style, we choses a pair of shoes a dress a suit the same way: Which item on the display has the strongest appeal; one buy the one which delivers the most affective stimulant.

This goes with everything: where we go, take a vacation too: mountains or by the sea, when we hand-pick fruit and vegetables which we buy one piece at a time:  those  we buy is only which stimulate our senses the most.

 Even the partner we choose to be in our life, in or out of bed: will have to have the qualification the most stimulating, exciting person we meet, as in looks, stimulation as in sexually, and mentally has to be adequate, be suitable, be satisfactory in every passible requirements :to have similar reality, agreement with our own believes…

. [Parents choosing partners for their children has been rebelled against for this reason, since there is no stimulation existing for self, by one’s own choice, reality but only the parets has that stimulation-choice]

We do not choose our self but we continually follow the most stimulating motivating exciting, inspiring energy flows which deliver the impact we need to experience in order to function; experience = to feel  that we are being alive at all times [ when sex stimulation wears off, new partner is acquired or heavier stimulus:  is being  brought in to excite -enliven the senses again once more ] .

 We believe we have FREE WILL, but that is an illusion. The strongest energy flow- the most stimulation pulls us: as in selecting everything in “our life,” from buying a house as in what location  and style or in  choosing a occupation:  has to be as exciting, motivating, interesting: have to be as in pay =as rewarding + worthwhile+ valuable.

In other word: do fits in, satisfies, stimulates fulfils the right way, do achieve our needs.[ one always chooses the heaviest stimulation, example: a man choses a woman he know she is no good, a woman stay with a man who beats her= and can delivers that heavy stimulation at all times which is required as in bed  partner too. Too much stimulation  or not enough causes the divorces.]

 Just think, what kind of woman draws man like bees to the flower? What kind a man who pulls in woman by the dozens? Violent movies, and news have lot of followers— since they have heavy energy. Those who need to have the continual heavy energy flows to be stimulated, not likely read Fairy Tales, or watch “Sword in the Stone” by Walt Disney  ]

There is an interesting thing happens as children grow become teenagers: they insert-introduce into the family unit their own”NEED TO DO, MUST FALLOW” their own energy stimulation requirements and that causes the rebellion against the already established parental energy flows-lines which of course the parents do not want to give up.

  While one is here on this Planet, is ruled by the continual energy flows of this Planet..

This is my reality of course, as always and this topic has much more to it than I care to write about

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Boosting one power? That too belongs to the MEST Universe.

To boost the spiritual power is impassible, because than one would be working with ‘’’’something’’’’, making something bigger-better, having: that is MEST.

To regain one true power is by giving up control. To achieve such a state is by erasing all the thoughts, considerations we have agreed to while we were in the MEST Universe. AND WHY WERE WE IN THE MEST UNIVERSE? Simply because we had agreed to all the thoughts and consideration.

Without those considerations, there is the intangible therefore infinite. That is the spirit- essence – soul –life-force.

PS:what ever i write in this blog, it is only my reality , my path on which I walk…. i never ever claime that it is the truth for all., it is simply mine for the moment than i move on…..if it is real to you in any way that is fine..good if it is totally condradictory to your understanding-reality that is fine too…

The heavy drama, more auditing one has bigger the drama becomes. OT’s really know how to dramatize!!

The heavy drama, more auditing one has bigger the drama becomes. OT’s really know how to dramatize!!

“Unfortunately, as my ability to mock up increased so did my ability to mock up my bank.” [ this was part of a comment in my blog]

 Well, here goes… you have not made your bank bigger, that is impassible since the BANK is already existing can’t add to it and One can only by as-ising it segments by segments as in session works- lessens that all ready existing package. 

So here are the very reasons the OT’s seem to dramatize more than before being in scientology.

 After having the OT levels finished or partially or even at the levels, that dramatization manifests itself.
More energy-items has been erased, after that eraser the drama, which could be about anything, could become big-huge- monstrous in size and one must not forget: “drama” that creation-experience is after all huge having-ness of that moment it happens… And we love experiences!! We have created the universe just to experience! WE live to experience, and we love the stimulation!

And why we dramatise our actions more after having been audited: you ask.
The answer is very simple… too simple so some of you who are dramatizing looking for complicated answers will not see this as the cause of the big drama.  

 Let me give on Example: you have front of you a huge barrel of apples, you only see which is visible to your eyes and you do not see it as singular apple but all of it at the same time, let say few hundred of them.. as the apples do vanish one by one now there is more room available for the remaining apples and those become more noticeable to you, you start to see them in detail.
Now, what do you see after let say only six or seven apples are front of you in the barrel?
You become aware of more color combinations and you even notice those apples are all different variety.
You can now admire the content of the barrel, can pick up each apple and can see, feel, smell, weigh each one individually.
You see, when lots of items are erased from the bank as-ised the remaining stuff seems heavier, bigger, they are manifested in their own reality, now they are not overwhelmed by other items=condensed.  
They now have a presence… regained their original powers as they were created by you way back when… an the track…

 So fellow traveler,  your burden has not become bigger but you can see and sense experience more the remained items which have not benn confronted-erased and those items can be seen, experienced in the big way ‘NOW’,   
Your havin-ness has come up:Now you really can have: the universe have become more colorful, the pleasure moments are really there so is the suffering, the pain everything is bigger, better, or heavier, the loses are felt deeper, the fears can be felt deeper powerful too..
….. Now, that tiny cut hurts so much! One can see that some persons are really heavily into the heavy who is wrong and why, and can’t get out of that shit.. others become a huge victims of the churche, they get stuck so badly in that drama they can’t move in any direction… Others yell top of their lungs we must save the universe, we must save this or that. Drama-drama alaround: and since we become more aware we notice that dramatazation too.

 And what Elizabeth say? Guys, go have a session.. your need for drama will be over.. and there will be peace in the universe…

PS:what ever I write in this blog, it is only my reality , my path on which I walk…. I never ever claime that it is the truth for all., it is simply mine for the moment than I move on…..if it is real to you in any way that is fine..good if it is totally condradictory to your understanding-reality that is fine too…

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Elizabeth Hamre OT.

https://elizabethhamre.wordpress.com

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