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important..importance… value= FEAR.

importance..important… value=FEAR
Important, having importance, making something important is done by “thinking and believing” those possessions which we own have value..and they do have value..!! simply because we say so..
The value is agreed upon assigned reality and there is no more to what ”value” than that colective agreement .
Example: 1 carat perfect diamond in the jewelry store is about $ 40000.00 that value exist  because the diamonds value is controlled by the cartel in fact that diamonds true value is $200.00
Well… important: having importance and value: believing in those thoughts, holds those believes in space forever and a day… or till confronted.

Example having life= believing that body is the self and the self only exist long as the body exist.
Living= continual creation+ one believes that there is past and future.
Being somebody=recognised and agreed upon bunch of considerations what is existence, what is being somebody, usually means what that being is Doing: I am a doctor, I am a gardener. NO, that is not the Theta, the Entity but doing-ness causativeness.
Owing things which ”having value or important ” is assigned with those considerations established one automatically has GAINED FEAR = fear exist because there is worry it might be that important valuable object will become lost or stolen and that important thing.. persons somehow will disappear.. and therefor that valuable persons or items wont be wont among our possessions=havingness..

Fear only exist because the thought is attached to a items which can be anything including body -person that is valuable=important..  one can’t do without because life is not worth living if one dont own it, have it!
When one confronts the compounded considerations-agreements galore: why one holds the universe so valuable and important and why those consideration of ”value–importance” were attached to some beliefs and solid items than these values-importance’s will melt away and at the same times and the “fear to will be evaporate for ever”.
Value.. Importance is same as Beauty which only exist in the eyes of the beholder.
Confront anything important, look into why something is held so valuable-important and in that moment of confrontation the meanings will erase- vanish.
That is a good indicator that you have believed that Illusion are real and on the other hand If you are happy contented playing the MEST games.
BUT by all means do not give up the your valuable-important considerations because without them you wont have a game….



What is having ambition? Drive… desire… wish… want… longing… craving… determination…motivation… get-up and go…willpower.. enthusiasm and goal to achieve something? [ I can think of few dozen more words having similar meanings…] These words are all signifying stimulus[energy mass] which is pointing, pushing one back to have MEST game… to have continuum …to remain… to keep on going with the MEST being locked in for one more round, than one more round… than one more…The goal has been achieved  by the game keepers..= implanters …

One needs ambition a belief,  accepting the order to be here, to have a life, survival-existence as a body, in solidity. I dont believe one can have the cake and eat it too..

my reality….






I have found the ribbon more like GLUE which holds the Bank, the Implants in place and it enforces its continuum.

 I have found the ribbon more like GLUE which holds the Bank, the Implants in place and it enforces its continuum.

  I was looking at the subject the Body, [again] what I don’t like or like about it.

 I have soloed so far on Frame, Solidity, Structure, Energy mess, Mock up, Anchor point, Flesh, Meat body, Shape, Heavy, Small, Holographs, See Through and Invisible bodies too since that too exist which can’t be seen with eyes.[ ghosts]  On many different shapes and forms, invisible or not and every kind of machinery-robot I could recall in solo sessions and this list not only include what has been only mine but other beings too.

 So here was I looking and wondering what would be on a different item which still can be associated with the body,

What or where the source could be. BINGO!!!! Huge read=charge which totally stumped me.

The Source is Mother, In this life ones source is Mother, She has given life, nurtured the body from the first day on it was conceived.

One receives the genes plus every though she ever head and she have heard while One is in her body in that ”cradle” which is her womb and that  is the mold we come out of and in that cradle is one’s invisible, intangible education have started: the basic personality in imprinted, established.

After given birth, she is the one who starts the “Offspring’s” education in new unit of time,  Her knowledge, her reality, her believes becomes child’s that ONE, Self is a body which have come out of hers, therefore One is the body and we believe just that too!

 If her believes, teaching do not include spiritual reality that we are souls, entity, than the child believes the same, remains the same, just being nothing more than a body.

She is the one who educates the Baby, the Child that body has to be nurtured, fragile, need temperature, nutrient etc…what can or cant do…

The Mother is the One, who teaches how to hear with the ears how to concentrate on the sound on the words she is the one shows the object associated with the sound the words and make one understand , solid object= their meanings.

How to walk, how to talk, form the words, what is good what is bad, she is the first one who points out the value which to have or not.

What is acceptable by others, how to belong to etc., where we should belong?  She is the one who pours the information into ones universe and teaches Offspring, the child, how to become the player in the game. How to become a Human Being, and humans can’t levitate and can’t walk through walls!!

Father too moves in, with rules, regulations, the rights, the laws what to obey, in order to remain with the group and not to become different in any way..

Than the teachers take over and continue the education, but not that part I want to talk of.

The Mother the Source!!!

Mother’s role is to Re Confirm the past which she believes in, establishes the values with the consent of the Father,

The traditions, all believes of course the Fathers too enforce which include all the basic rules and regulations and laws what must be obeyed and why by the Offspring or else!!!

Or will be cast out of the tribe, clan, family, group if not keep to the rules and will punished severely, and there are many different established ways to do that !!!!

Black mail from all side.[ if you won’t behave if you won’t do or do you won’t get or really get it, this form of punishments is the foundations of the offspring’s having-ness.] and keep the family members under control at all times.

The Values of Family the close ties must be, have to be, they need to be established firmly to have the continuum of the Implant, Implants.

Therefor Family values have Great Importance: To keep up the established implants and to continue with its existence and the child too becomes a part.

The heavy, strict traditions [Implants] must be upheld at all cost,

Mother, great item, Huge!!!!! Just think what that source has given you. What have you inherited! What is your life, now?

What identity the source=mother has given you, made you believe in, or not to believe in?

They are very same what she has been thought to believe in by her Mother.

THIS LIFE’S, same as in any previous life’s THE SOURCE WAS and IS MOTHER, HER ROLE IS TO RE confirm the past, the traditions, all the believes, which have originated from the IMPLANTS. .

She is the one who nurtures the being to become close to Mother=Implants as “ONE” possibly can be in duplication of herself.

This is one of the reason the teen years are so horrible for both the Offspring who wants to cut the cord, the connection [since he has the need too, the must, to fallow his own Implant combinations, the directions from that implant to re- establish and to have that remain intact at all cause.

But the Mother the Source wants to hold the child and she fight for that right to control which is her right by her considerations.

She fights with tooth and claw to hold her control, her main weapon which she uses with great skill is The” MOTHERLY LOVE”.

Oh, the Motherly Love, what we do for it to have and how our Universe falls, shatters, shaken, we become lost, lonely, small, nothing, depressed, fall to the bottom of the Tone Scale when that incredible love is withdrawn from us!!

And we do anything to get that love back we do everything to keep it since we know without that love our life not worth a dry fig, it is empty and the world is sad place to be. So we obey!

If we lose that great love, if we can’t go back to Mother there is no one, not one person who understands us the same way as she has in this whole Universe.[ and no wonder, she is the only one who can duplicate us. We have become her twin implant]

Oh, how we cry, how we sob, our heart becomes empty in silence we call, Mother where are you, I need your love!

More crime have been committed within the family, more beings have been destroyed, ruined, maimed mentally, physically than all the battles fields combined.

The same weapons are used by both side [mother, offspring] in the fights, pushing each other’s buttons since the “Offspring” [well tagged] duplicated the Mothers teaching well and knows very well where her buttons are since he too have the same. And knows how and which one to push, hurt, offend, in order to cause suffering.

And words can kill, cause pain, depression, just to name a few. The rest is in the dictionary and so are the definitions. Words are wonderful weapons! Battle Royal is on, to hold, control to keep and not to be controlled and to gain independence.

The family rules are heavy and family members must keep the rules or else. . There are many wonderful slogans created and enforced.

The blood is thicker than water, family must remain together. THE VALUES must be kept at all costs.  Huge Items= walls which holds anchors one in solidity!

As we know the Offspring become very much like the parents in thinking even in appearance.


The heavy stimulation is present on the Planet Earth and there is one good reason for that, [there are many more] the opened up communication lines and the mobility of the Humans, their exposure to too many different sources beside The Original Source, The Parents.

So the Source has lost its importance, the tradition of the family losing its value. The implants have become weaker but not lesser-better.

Confusing data is pouring into the Offspring’s universe their effect of that causes confusion, since the guide lines are broken or no longer there is to anchor the Offspring to Mother the Source with that the main anchor point is lost.

 These days, this time, with the youth anything, everything goes, very understandable.

The orphans can become drifters,[ one can be 50 years old still have the great loss after the parting of the Source, the death.] no anchor points, they feel totally lonely, lost, it is incredible for them, the loss it the connection to the basic implant, the guide lines.

What is truly the basic for such a concept?

The Traditions are the Implants which are not allowed to be broken.

After the parents, teachers take over and they are the ones who continue feeding values, the must and the must not, values to be fallowed and the Offspring is “graded” and given GOOD MARKS if he or she is good fallowing the rules and learns well.

Low grading have devastating affect which extends a whole life time. Become the foundation for one’s personality, life style.

Any, who dare to be different is excluded from the groups, and punished by the group and labeled odd ball and called many other different names which degrades that being.

Self-esteem greatly weakened by such labels, destroys the persons confidence.

Pushing the being into none existence so that being cannot influence the group or change the contents of the Implants.

Ones inheritance from the parents are the capabilities one has or don’t have. The negative or positive attitudes one receives, becomes one’s life.

Love and honor thy Mother and Father.

 Can you imagine if we all would have been thought that nothing is impossible, since no matter what we see around us we have created, how different our universe would be knowing that.. Imagine: life without counter postulate, without negative…..

Intention… what is… yes, in fact it is power, The Personal Power…

Intention… what is… yes, in fact it is power, The Personal Power…

which should not be confused with any form of energy…. Personal power or Intention has no mass- bulk or quantity yet causes change on matter.

The regular energy which can be expressed example: as in the punch of the boxer: that energy which is landing on the body, that is energy… it can be gauged, can be measured just what it can do and alter that another physical object. Puts the indentation on the rib cage. Etc….

But it is that invisible intention what makes the gloved fist move and land that devastating blow the first place.. Since the body itself does not think… don’t have will power and can’t move without the connection from the spiritual being… The Static=intention… Static is the being itself, so far I have not experienced gained understanding if there is separation in  “what is intention or what is static”…it just is=the intangible-infinite.

Intention is the highest form of communication, postulate is one notch bellow intention, therefore contains light vibration-energy.

The postulate is pictures: hold pictures so it has matter already.. Movements are series of pictures… postulates in motion…Example I will hit him here than next blow will land there the next will break the nose, causes the temporarily disconnection in the in his thought pattern In fact that is the blow which will causes the opponents  temporally disconnection from his own ”intention”, by losing his INTENTION to knock out even for a second has caused the other persons to win since the winners intention to knock out was not interrupted.. With his next punch he slides his “intention-postulate into place, he wins!!!!

Also he has less counter intentions on winning therefore his intention has less- fewer barriers walls…will be knocked out less. His intentions will  happen more frequently. Winners  those who are more successful  in ”life”  than others have less barriers-wall- in place in the from of counter-negative intentions.

at the end of the long journey I realized I never left..

The concept as “past” only contains what is considered it contain by the entity who consider that there is a past and the “now “ in the present moment, there are no other  considerations have existence…

The future in reality do not exist, that too is a meaningless empty concept, if there are meanings significances and any value being put there those are just thoughts and only considered than those thoughts are in “now” what it is., not the future. Future can’t be created… it can not be done because it is a creation in “now” that experience which is believed IS the future.…fun? Yes….So… when one thinks of the past or the future: what has happened or what will happen is the experience in the moment of NOW.

  The “I”  the “self”  is not life  has no presence existence than it is intangible therefore Infinite.. or void… The forms are the creations …  the sound a foot step in ”now” since  there are no other present form is existing from the same action…… Solitary beat of the heart…  droplet of water in that split second as it hit the surface…two weeks’ worth of falling water, rain, can’t be experienced in one spit second which would be “now “only that very moment of consideration that drop truly exists…

… One note as single sound as it trembles through the space there “is”=now and no such a thing as a experiencing the whole song at once in one moment…  old photo has the image of a seaside…In  the “now “the past do not exist but whatever  “now” it created in connection to that photo is now, newly experienced: new unit of time……… the glint in the eye of the crow is the universe suspended in a moment.…that universe only exist if it is created in that moment of  that flash…..the trill of it all.

The intangible infinite only can contain form if it is created and that creation existing in the form of experience that moment of creation, there is no more….
one beat of the heart….fills the void… and because of that sound void do not exist.
At the end of the long journey I have realized: past do not exist and same goes for the future, we have only a moment: when we create and while we create in that fraction of a moment we experience and the is NOW.