Spiritual Journey of self-discovery in the Magical universe: When I arrived, realised I never left:only my the views transformed the Universe

 Basic motivator: chasinge to capture that elusive- intengible happiness…

Just imagine how much I have waded through, to get this result…. you never guess what item i run last night….” Happiness” And I have found interesting result. There is such a thing as implanted artificial Happiness… Which was given experienced as “reward” for whatever….  but that Happiness has a limitation it is like being in a box and lasts only for a short duration… since it was just a single ‘dose’ you see, one could get big amount of Happiness  as a reward or just a small dosage… interesting yes???? Also in this recall… the implanted Happiness needs a connection like being only happy if one has somebody to LOVE…. something one received….. Something one achieved….. You see here G.? This kind of Happiness is always related with MEST-energy creation…. This implanted Happiness puts one back to MEST to acquire buy obtain more MEST in order to be Happy again….  this MEST universe is put together by the person who was so bloody clever so full of shit… that even Happiness he created as reward was and is total trap??

Happiness is a pleasure moment which everybody reaches for… want it need it, ones goal is being happy in life.…

We were made to believe that happens is the highest state.. The most coveted sensation.. Without happiness life is Hell so if not present not experienced one is not successful. One is depressed, so let’s commit suicide; let’s take a bit of hemlock, let pull that trigger.

Have a good dose of drug which can elevate one to that elusive state.  Let’s get drunk… throw a party, or gut somebody in the dark allay: if that act brings happiness to wallow in blood why not… be a serial killer.. Wars are just that… bunch of trigger happy “Generals”  who are only Happy if blood is flowing in plenty but long as it is not their own… they only view the disaster of their cause  the suffering from the distance, their hands do not have blood on, but their universe is floating in the suffering of others….Hunters are hunting for “Pleasure” kill for pleasure, many do just that…. or Wipe out that nation, drop a bomb on that bloody thing which we can’t confront since their thinking is not in aligned with our reality level…. Good one… the source of unhappiness… Let kill everything which causes unhappiness if we all achieve that than we be happy, we finally all will be free…  Every sin was achieve-created  which exist can be named are in the BAD books  were in order to gain that elusive Happiness…..Cause of sin is to gain happiness for self-[ one view point, only one]  

 Just think, my friend… yourself what have you done this lifetime to gain such a elusive, vapor like concepts, which has evaporated when you thought you finally had it? Look around you: just how many objects lay about: owned by you, every one of those items was enquired including a wife, lover, plant… ring, pair of pants, a haircut…car.. house.. new dress, taking a course, to gain new knowledge, cup of hot java…  act of sex.. email from the beloved friend…. All is indication the left over from the elusive- intangible Happiness…… we do everything in order to gain that indescribable sensation… Happiness…

Last night I went into session, I wanted to know the reason I felt such a incredible indescribable happiness.. Pleasure moments = in my case: days… Well, what can I say.. on Item is a Item so I run it.  But my happiness for its existence had no reason none what so ever….my happiness is when I finally find on item to run… bloody hell I am scraping the so called bottom of the barrel Which is in my reality the top of the tone scale since pleasure moments are more additive than cocaine… one can kick cocaine,  but not reaching for Happiness=pleasure moment that one is impassible while one is locked into MEST game…woof… wooffff…. I do speak Dog….

 But the session un-earthed interesting information.. COG. in other words:    Happiness which is gained, gotten acquired  in connection with something object-subject  which has connection to MEST is Implanted. Happiness was given as a reward for something which is still in use to this days…

 There are volumes, size extent dimension – amounts to that kind of Happiness since doses were given larger or smaller for achievements… that still exist here. One archives good grades; you get from parents something which make you happy…, since it is an AMOUNT: dose a size, volume dimension “It is energy” and this was created to lead one back to MAMA.

 Happiness that sensation= experience do wear off it vanishes and  dissolves since it is in connection to item or a being, some sort of created solid existing thoughts..  The other kind of Happiness that has nothing to do with or has no connection to MEST of any kind… One is simply “happy,” feels out of this world”: you see the meaning here?  Out of this World is not in MEST…

  Finding it out that in fact that Happiness here on this Planet is like a railroad itself —- lead one back to the MEST….into the implant itself.; to get more solid items…in hope to be Happy again… vicious brutal circle.. Happiness is the carrot, to keep one reaching for more solid items, relationships. Than will be happy again….ughhhhh……where is that hamster? Running, moving the wheel of life here in Earth!

PS: please note Happiness happens, occurs, and experienced only if one  gains-get solidity – item -connection to solidity…one can’t be happy without reason… get a new girlfriend a wife I be happy again… that old shoe is too worn., that kind of happiness wont last…

  To understand that one do not need the MEST… don’t need any objects, subject a human being in connection to, to feel have experience that incredible sensation,one can  free-float, truly be self without any addition….. How I love … I can’t count the ways……

Comments on: "happiness: the big gun, where is it on the tone scale… implant from Hell" (2)

  1. This little post has so much truth in it that it explains all of the game of life in the mest universe. It is esasy to see all the the objects that people worked so hard to obtain to get eternal happyness only to have the happiness run out in a short while. The object then left abandoned for others to look at and want so they will bring them happiness. Look at all the luxury boats that sit idle and the mansions that are empty. People in the West are amazed when they see people in poor countries that have nothing yet are happy. I will have to get into session on this ,it has been restimulated.

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