I am the light. That is a good one but don’t roll your eyes, just continue to read on.
In one of my session suddenly I have found myself in a place where was nothing. I real mean nothing. Before I continue I must make it understood I did not have the body either or thoughts or being aware of any.
When there is nothing that is nothing, a nothing is difficult concept to comprehend since here, where we are surrounded jammed into solidity from every direction such concepts and only to know the words is not good enough to experience nothing, words do not give one the experience. [Like “rich” that do not make one rich]
When one finds self in such a recall one need a little orientation to understand what is going on. Then pull that data into present time perspective and have that data interpreted into words in other word one need to find words to understand what the hell is happening.
But cognitions are just that, understanding what is happening. What I am in, what I am looking at etc… so here was I in space void, zilch, nothing.
Now what I wondered, what I am post to understand here? Suddenly there was light Nothing more than light very bright l almost white there was a tint of gold to it.
And it stayed and it stayed. It has remained in that nothingness. Again I wondered what is I am to understand about this light? But the light stayed than the cognition has come. The understanding was staggering but I had no legs I must remind you of that. What I have beheld it was the first creation in the Universe as we know it now. The MEST.
The very first LIGHT. [From then on it is downhill all the way in my reality, but again we have embarked onto the road of creativity, gathering of the richness of experiences and knowledge, so there is no downside.]
In the cognition which has continued I have understood its meaning its importance. It’s value. That was the first creation I have no clue how it come about,[ I do but some other time the story will be told’ ] Now this light set was there, was permanent, it was stable, it has not dissolved therefore it had value. [The problem was before all mock-ups dissolved almost instantly]
What had given Value that it was permanent, [ the joy I felt experiencing this wondrous phenomenon was incredible ] the very first anchor in the void, also here the admiration was born, and the desire to create more of the same since it was permanent, beautiful, on experience, on anchor point a total havingness. What the dazzling sight. No wonder we are drawn to light like moths and we put the body into safe nest at the coming of the darkness and we close our self not-is the dark and when the light comes we are start living once more. By the looks of it ignorance, stupidity, and confusion were born too.
But back to the First creation.
I had no idea of it size, since there was nothing existed to compare too,[ yet I have known it was small like the candle light in comparison to the body as one looks on. If I would have had one than]
I had no idea how long time has passed before something else another light was created after the first creation, since there was no movements about.
I am the light I have become the light! I am the light in the universe, the first creation! As me the soul sang, isn’t that great, but let me burst that bubble before anyone would have the opportunity, desire to pin the holy stuff on me or being a nut case. [Both would be correct depends on one’s view points, but the “holy“ that concept is implant oriented. So do not apply and nut’s have not existed yet either so that is out too] ]
As I thought that I am the Light I also had other thought, [the cog. continued] I wondered just how many other beings there in the Universe who observed the same occurrence as I have the same moment as the first permanency a creation the first step toward the creation of the Universe and later become known the MEST Universe. I have no idea but for sure I was not the only one there. Since We, we were all there every one of us.
So here it is gang my cognition of the moment. WE ARE EQUAL.
I have experienced great joy, totality, and fullness while experiencing that first moment of creation, also understood I was not the only one who was having the same experience and with that we have stepped on a new PATH the beginning of the PATH was the creation for the MEST.
So I am the light? Sure, so is everybody else.
The worship the adoration of the Sun the Light exists from that moment of creation. Since has the origin from waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay back, Just look around how much that first light was admired and still exists.
That adoration the worship is recorded all through in history it is our heritage and we can’t live without, so we are made to believe our self and it is still here with us everywhere.
Look at Louise the Sun King as a good example and every tribe along the Nile in the near past where the light was worshipped openly.
Our adoration of the light never lessened for one second in contrary, just evolved into different creation. Look about you after the twilight fades away, the Earth is flooded by created light to do away with the dark and above the cities we no longer can see distant Suns and the stars above. We have destroyed view which we loved so much.
OH, the stars above, the joy of our creation, the self. Just ponder on that fact.
Some of you out there know great deal about the history the doing-ness like Shaun Hart, Valkov; they could list all the examples of worship of the light pull it up from the Internet. [My knowledge is concerning the spiritual side of the being.]
We have created trillions of similar lights they all hang out there in the universe like lantern for our enjoyment. We have created planets to have stability, and for the fun of it we even harnessed elements to create elements for the so called artificial light which is turned on with the small movement of a finger.
Oh, Valla, let there be light we can clap our hands together and the light floods the room. It’s nice yes?
So what is the real value knowing this, I am the light? To understand how the universe has evolved nothing more. The knowledge is the value but there is no importance.. That is the value. And to have a realization how we spiritual beings have learned to create to evolve and to experience and from that we have learned.
The birth of the Universe in the sense as is the beginning of solidity the beginning of what is known as the MEST. The birth of all considerations, that we are, to associate self with light that “I am the Light” is the BASE of our problems that we associate out self with things, with doing-ness with energy which has become havingness, value, solidity, anchor points, admiration, our birth since that is birth by consideration, same as a body coming forth from another body, a birth a creation.
I write this and you read my posting and I have no idea of what is your thought on my writing. Most of You do not comment but you do to others and you invalidate evaluate for self while you read, normal procedure that is just fine.
But I know that in the recess of your existence in the secret place where you keep your valuables you will retain the meaning what you read here, my cognitions, they are my gift to you and you know the value.
Since every cognition is giving you a new, different reality as you too NOW also walk the PATH OF LIGHT the Path of Enlightenment and by having different reality beside your own is a help a guide line what directions one should fallow, but you cognitions will be your own in reality. The knowledge; what to look for of what you have read here will come to you when it will be needed.
Trust me, by knowing of something already is easier than finding that knowledge existence. [If one knows of what riches means, one knows when one experiences such a concept.]
The cognition from here will give you a guiding line: reality on your PATH.
Trust me since you read here you are on the PATH OF LIGHT.
There are no coincidences in the Universe, everything is in order, and all is well.
Am I the light? Well I don’t know, I have associated myself with too many things over the eons.
Crazy about the beauty of Nature, the experience of the bubbling creek give me joy, a sight of a humming bird trill me to no end.
The talking of the crow delights, dew drops on grass I find enchanting, the fragrance of the flowers the lilies the roses the violas transport me. To look at the tiny seed I see magic within. Call of the wild geese reminds me of home, the steppes, the starry light above one forgets self and one’s existence and the sense of eternity returns.
The crackling open fire: were friendships were forged; love itself was a profound experience. Oh, so many things, the rich tapestry our creation of the universe become our inheritance which we can take back with us into the different universe from where we have stepped out of way back at the emerging creation of the first object, the Light.
Am I the light? That moment of creation has been only one of the myriad unforgettable experiences.