Spiritual Journey of self-discovery in the Magical universe: When I arrived, realised I never left:only my the views transformed the Universe

As I have advanced over the years, from where I viewed the incidents have changed: the location of ”self”  has changed: the beginning years in session I always felt have seen that I was inside the body.

In later years sessions the incidents which I recalled some were inside the body and in other incidents I have seen the body from outside: from the back, from above and of course I seen-been in many different locations and these locations were all over this planet and many other places in the Universe.

Later years, as in the past few years I rarely found incidents in which I was ‘’ inside the body’’ but something new I started to see which I could not understand what it was.

I would see in the incident a mass of energy moving about but usually I felt I was being stuck in some mass-incident and I could not get out, but I knew I did not have the body any more… I knew I was a ‘’spirit’’ a ghost.

SO what was happening than?

In these incidents I felt I was struggling to get out but that did not make sense to me since I knew I no longer had the body, than why I felt I was being stuck and struggling?

I was in session just now and I was running so called ‘’death’’ incident when I already left the body and after that I have seen the funeral of the event, the flowers etc..than I as a Spirit revisited places where I lived before, and even set on the chair I have many occasions and wanted to communicate with people but no one could pick up my presence.

Then I went earlier incident where I was just a ghostly figure but what I have seen is the ball of energy being stuck-struggling and could not get out of that place and this is where I got major blowdown-cognition because I realised I was associating self with that ball of energy-mass:

BLOWDOWN!!!!   COGNITION!!!! FANTASTIC COGNITION AND IMPORTANT TO ME!

this small energy mass is the spirit without the body …what I believe, but not in reality!

WOW… I have seen this mass of energy in many incidents but I could never understand what or where this ball of energy come from and what has represented!

In these incidents I no longer observe-see the body but I still see =observe from distance this energy which belongs to me — I identify with and use it as on anchor!!

So this is that mass of energy scientists talk about that its weight about 2 ounces, they have come to this conclusion when weighted the person’s body before and immediately after ‘’death’’= when the body stopped working.

 

 

and on everything else imaginable!

On ‘’postulating— visualization” and on every belief I could dig up related to winning-losing-having or not having.

I have clocked 3000 session hours in 20 months on the subject and of course over the years having sessions on other subjects have cleared away many obstacles already so, I can’t say exactly just how many session hours it has taken me to finally ‘’understand’’ the reason when someone wins that huge jackpot, or never can win, or being lucky at everything no matter what adventure is undertaken.

And I totally understand why… what is the reason when some gambles away a fortune in order to win that MAGICAL Pot but never will.

Or a person wins at everything and nothing can stop his luck.. it never runs out.

I have known for a long time that ‘’postulating’’ do not work.. LRH was totally wrong on this topic… LOL… he was not alone on that; being wrong LOL..

No, postulating doesn’t work and it never will on this Planet because there is no FREEWILL here!

Knowing I never will win that pot of gold and that is totally fine with me because I have as-ised all the charge I had on the subjects and on any related items and winning-losing has the same value: none.

So with this I don’t say that it would not be fun winning that pot but what my gains are in value =understanding from realizations which is beyond of human comprehension.[please that is not a putdown because you are not a human but only have realities but those realities-beliefs still don’t make any Infinite a human!]

BUT on the long run in my future those ‘’realizations’’ will make the difference. Because $$$$ that I could not take with me after moving out of this unit-body but the cognitions are mine for infinite!

I don’t know if I will write up the reason why we can’t postulate things into solid form, I might…

PS:: those of you who haven’t read the earlier posts on this subject, the reason I started the sessions on winning because I have seen the video-movie titled ”SECRET” and I thought than… ”sure why not, lets do the postulating and putting up the pictures what I want on the walls and do visualize+ live that believe what I want is already here-live it.

PS; IN MY BELIEF _REALITY IS ON “FREEWILL” : when we have a choice and that choice is not made because stimulation… and that unfortunately don’t happen this part of the Universe where we live to be stimulated.

and we choose accordingly what stimulates us the most.. heaviest.. livens us up..

If you have questions: ask away!

 

 

 

 

 

There were times on the Track when we could have anything we could think of in the same instant as we thought of and that was not exciting at all. hehehe… that was not stimulating, was not fun, no challenge in that, no one contested us, no one had to move a muscle to get whatever.

But new games were invented which brought challenges= stimulations=excitement=interest… hehehe.

But those games to become boring after a while and more complicated problems, new complex challenges were invented into the old game to make things more difficult-fun but most of all stimulating!

Example: the video games so many people play today, these games become more and more challenging over the years, more realistic-life like—difficult to win.

YOU GOT IT!

But we have ‘’overdone it’’ and now on average person has to work very hard to scrape together what is needed to make ends meet.

Some can’t even do that much… they are on welfare, handout, beg on street corners, they become criminal and they cheat-lie-kill in order to have what once could be theirs by making a simple wish- intend.

It is impossible to estimate how well each individual have blocked off their ability to make something to happen, to make their desire a reality by simple wishing-intending.

in general: WINNING WAS FIXED SO WE WOULD NOT WANT TO WIN,  WINNING something WAS MADE TO BE A VERY UNPLEASENT – SCARY- EXPERIENCE, and it seem worked.!

Just think: when wished for something instead that wish a nasty incident happened, some catastrophic disaster hit you  out of the blue… HELL and when that has happened over and over.. you would have noticed it and given up the ‘’wishing’’ and stayed with what you were given-allowed to have. IN OTHER WORDS: you were cured permanently!

So…. you were controlled!

 

Levitating objects- bodies-items.

MAJOR COGNITION.

The principal important grounding- anchor point for the Spirit- Soul-Infinite is the body… that body becomes the permanent  item-home-location-spot –platform and from this location we operate and because we believe-have faith in and we total conviction we are a body therefore we know from experience and agreed upon beliefs that only the body: use of body parts=hands can move things.

I have had hundreds of sessions on the above topic and no I still cant levitate things but I believe we can but only after all beliefs-agreements which we made over the ions are eliminated.

If we know something, like we know what levitation is that means we have seen it… we have done it otherwise we would not know about that subject.

AND THERE ARE MANY WHO HAS BECOME DISAPOINTED IN SCIENTOLOGY AUDITING AND HAVE COME TO CONCLUSION BECAUSE THEY COULD NOT MOVE THAT ASHTRAY by intention AUDITING DID NOT WORK!

To those I would love to say a few choice words: you only cheated yourself.

 

unless the person decides to drop out earlier.

This cognition is about ”loss” which is huge part of believing that something is no longer.

As the body ages: The ‘’dreams’’ to accomplish to achieve they all vanish.

Old age, being in that State gives the person incredible feeling of LOSS.

Aging that time span is one continual loss…. the person is forced to give up things.. give away.. not being able to continue.. not allowed to have..things don’t work: the body breaks down.

The person reaching for something but it is no longer there..

The person’s life empties slowly and everything as once it was vanishes and the person now fills replace that void with memories of the past and illnesses.. because illnesses are ‘’having’’ something ”strong sensations” to hang onto to experience  and that something regardless how bad is still better than not having anything, plus in that State there is a growing fear- dread of the yet to come: death-oblivion.

I have a sister in the nursing home and I been watching her ”ageing” -having dementia, she is only 2 years older than me but we live in a totally different Universe.. she is on old Human and I am on Infinite.

 

 

I have written few post in the past 19 months about sessions where I was confronting the subjects : winning the lotto.

Well just to give on idea just how much time was spent is session on this item in all these months and EVERY DAY is about 3000 hours possibly more since some sessions were 8-10 hour long.

By now for me confronting any question and locating the item takes seconds or I get instantaneous answers. This means I have covered incredible amount of territory: beliefs-agreements, hidden –supressed items, ARCB’s O/W’s not only mine but others beings too which LRH calls BT’s and Clusters but I call them Ghosts –Infinites.

When I started out with the ‘’’belief’’’ that yes I can win by pure postulating and I was very positive… had total confidence that I will win that Jackpot.

Of course I bought lotto ticket every weeks and I looked forward the day when the draw was. Nothing… nothing…so I have taken my ‘’ disappointments’’ into sessions and there I was daily confronting: my losses, needs wants, must haves etc..

The COGNITIONS POURED IN and by getting them I realised that by having ‘’these’’ reason in place why I haven’t won, kept me not winning and I could not have possibly win that Jackpot because these ‘’counter –postulates’’ totally over-ridden my feeble –weak present time want-desire to win.

For the fact : old mock-ups – postulates on the Track are far superior in power what a person here can mock- up-postulate= believe that it can happen: we are powerless here in comparison what we had before.

Weeks, months rolled by and still haven’t won that POT at the end of the Rainbow… LOL.. back to sessions daily I went.

But in fact I was winning daily and I knew it because those daily realizations brought immense understanding that winning and losing is in fact not only part of our daily life we lead but it is in fact our way life!

As the sessions continued some days much as 10 hours well I was flying and each week because the draw did not have the numbers of my ticket I crashed and was hehehe wounded! More fuel for having sessions.

I never give up, I won’t because I know from experience that by eliminating what need to be eliminated we can have different outcome: EXAMPLE: I have posted the outcome, what I have done after the sever car collision I had and brain-damage, how I pulled out of that one.

So I continued buying those tickets and I still haven’t won that pot but by now I had sessions in which every facet of life’s activity was examined, take apart and over these months and years having sessions the same ‘’realizations’’ were confirmed become totally driven home that what we believe is what we have and no more.

‘’’’ And our surroundings, our way of life represent is in fact the mirror image of our belief.’’’’

BUT HERE IS THE CATCH: what we believe is not a solid – rock-hard— or touchable by hands or can be bitten into, or put on the scale and weighted.

Our believes are intangible but some of them can be translated into a more solid form: EXAMPLE: on artist has a vision and he paints that image onto the canvas or sculpts into a form or some kind of clothing .. cake.. flower bed etc..

But winning the jackpot well, how can anyone sculpt that into any shape or form?

Cant… we just can visualize what we would do with the money but those images remain just images even if we know the house existing is on the market for sale and the car has been made etc.. etc.. no matter what we want is in a solid shape and we have the ticket HEHEHE… well… let me tell you, by now I have run out of considerations how to make that winning a solid reality.

So far I can’t… but I have won that jackpot in the theta universe, I have everything what I wanted but not in solid form.

This I have difficulty to explain here…. when someone is been solo auditing longs as I have and had many-many millions of realizations on every side of life-living-death-having – not having –positive and negative sides to all beliefs the awareness do expands –increases with every realizations and yet, I so far haven’t found the answer how I could pull in the winning pot.

But that do not mean I have failed… NO… on the contrary because by having immense amount of sessions on winning and losing, being ‘’defeated’’ or the desires—the needs—the wants to have, the must and must not— the reasons for wanting the ‘’dreams’’ to come through, or want changes, and believing that something would be better than what I have now, well, all those too had been confronted.

THE FACT… THE REALITY IS… IF I WOULD HAVE PULLED IN THAT JACKPOT ONLY THE LOCATION WOULD CHANGE… ONLY THE SOLID ITEMS WOULD BEDIFFERENT AROUND ME, THE VIEW WOULD BE DIFFERENT from the windows [ at the present location I do have view of the magnificent forest and the tree branches touch the window] BUT ‘’SELF’’ HERE WOULD STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY no matter where the body would reside: HAPPY, CONTENTED and I still would be continuing eating the same heathy foods… do the daily walking etc..

So far confronting these items= ‘’winning—losing’’ and on its expanded form of beliefs-realities I have had on incredible adventure into understanding the competitions- rivalries-duals – matches, games between persons me, machines and me and me challenging self and others PLUSS the Universe it self!  Fact.. it is the fact.:)

These challenges the reasons for the ‘’why’’ we do or ‘’why’’ we don’t and frankly I know if I would not have done this monumental amount of confrontation on these subjects alone I know I would never be free of MEST: winning and losing are the negative and positive elements=beliefs which are holding the MEST INTAC: in place, in permanent position for each individual.

I also found BLOCKS OF IMMENSE VARIATY why we don’t want to win.

You see if our personal “wants -desires- wishes’’’’ would come though, would happen easily that would cause immense chaos –disorder in any system we are in and not only that but ‘’time- continuum’’ would no longer exist.. so years: meaning of years would too be gone too and human race would not be human race any more… LOL…

The instant winning-having does exist and that ability we haven’t lost, we have it as on spiritual being and we can have anything anytime in our own universe.

But we wanted here when having body too that same instant mock-up what we have in our own ‘’ mind’ ’in solid form to appear front of the body but that is blocked off by our own intentions which were formed way back.

BY THE WAY… This Universe is Infinite and exploring-confronting few thousands of beliefs-considerations is not the END of one topic… far from it… only means I only found – become aware that understanding.

Winning at anything gives personal satisfaction that we can accomplish what we set out to do… for me winning means gaining back abilities and with that proving for self that auditing works and by now I really-really know that it works!🙂

It has been a HELL OF A RIDE so far… I wish you the same.

QUESTIONS? endlesstringofpearls@gmail.com

 

 

 

 

Is being inside the body.[ having that belief].

Please some of you will say-think that you have been happy many times in your life.

OK, that is a fact .. but every happy moment we have is not because being- feeling the body but experiencing some other things: which is happening outside of the body.

Examples: finally getting something you always wanted, seeing something funny or beautiful which when experienced lifted you out of the body, smelling baking cookies= the fragrance which has given the happy feeling is not the body but the spices.

Why do you think that every person all through their life is at all times continually –relentlessly, ceaselessly pursuing searching for something which will give ‘’pleasure” ?

Why do you think every person is dreaming going exterior to the body, why millions are taking drugs to feel better, why millions get drunk daily to feel better or have coffee or tea: just to feel better?

Why millions meditate or pray or have massage or partake in thousands of other activities LOL: go and gamble.. bet on hundred different things, shop till drop. Billions have sex daily just to feel better, or beat someone till near death, just to feel better!

Simply because having a body is sheer HELL a most wretched-despicable condition the Infinite happen to get stuck in.

 

LUCK, HAVING LUCK IS HAVING PERSONAL POWER WHICH CAN OVERIDE OTHER POWERS WHICH ARE EXPRESSED IN FORM OF RULES AND LAWS: which governs the majority of the population of the land.

Those Infinites who are sitting in the  flow of energy field  called LUCKY, their life style is not on ordinary life because of the constantly shifting creative flows can bring changes at any time and these changes-experiences usually considered ”good” positive in every way: not destructive, not counter survival.

THE LUCKY INFINITE has high energy level, cheerful – positive disposition and creative… LOL… these persons sees the world through rose colored glasses.

It seem for these individual the ‘’’counter intentions’’ don’t exist at this life… for some odd reason they are keyed out of those negative heavy-powerful counter intentions, and keyed into something which I haven’t cognized on.

OT ability, yes having what we want… but that don’t happen by accident…I am with this subject walking on unknown path.🙂 will see what comes up in session.🙂

PS: being in this, stuck in this state is not any better than any other state the infinite is in, we just here believe that it is a better place because we ”believe” what we are in is a bad-unwanted state… experiencing unwanted conditions: on the long run all experiences are equal in value.

PS..PS… I see this Energy Field as a long band of golden vibrating very large field floating in space… Yes, those who have been,  had the experience of this magnificent field are truly touched because they still carry -have in their space this energy which can only bring-pull in good things.🙂

REALIZATION-Cognition: HOW THIS ENERGY FIELD WORK: the very light field of energy is much more powerful than the heavy dark mass and the light powerful vibration simply destroys the incoming dark energy mass.

This also what happens when the as-ising is instantaneous: means: when having a life changing cognitions.

PS..PS …PS :  There were times in our history when LUCKY PEOPLE were believed that they were ‘’in with the Devil’’… that they were truly evil and being ‘’lucky” was in fact a really bad thing.

Those ‘’rumors’’ were spread by those who were doing the controlling…. LOL… can’t control someone whose actions-behavior is unpredictable!

And the punishment for being different was being thrown out—-locked out of the group…segregated.

Do keep it in mind that being different always bought problems for those who were different and did not fitted into the group.

 

 

 

The recall- understanding I have about ”aging” of the body is very simple, since bodies are not solid and what the ”eyes” cannot see that the bodies are simply mocked up energy.. So is Gravity, but gravity is on incredible strong powerful field and this field do sucks-corrodes, pulls down-wears down any other mocked up pictures-structures existing within its power-limit-boundary: sooner or later all things ‘’die’’ on this planet=being pulled back into the mother force.

The so called energy field of the INFINITE: the Awareness who is moored to the body is held in place  by gravity it self and the same time is slowly sucked back into the gravity field.

This means we are powerless, and other meaning is we are not able to resist this field and we don’t have the choice: give in.

THIS ALSO MEANS WE BELIEVE, WE INDENTIFY WHITH THE BODY: THAT WE ARE THAT FIELD, that MOCKED UP THING=BODY and that is our downfall.

Yes, ignorance-stupidity kills, when we believe we are something than we can die too, but the joke is on us: we never do, but sure can have lots of fun put on the drama, playing the game.

The body is like a bag when new -young it is filled with energy therefore the outside-skin looks smooth, but as the energy is sucked out of it the bag-skin get wrinkled.. of course the gravity also effects every other part of the body: bones muscles etc.. but not just the body is effected but the Infinite it self.

By the old age the Infinites power too diminishes: being cause over the movements of the body: have less energy, can hardly walk, or stand up, but in many cases the thinking -communicating too is affected.

It is incredibly strong force this gravity is deadly- brutal in fact and we combat this continually, but we are powerless and we are totally overwhelmed: has to be confronted in session to be free of its affects  than the Infinite can move on… leave this Planet.

Gravity hold us here, it is our invisible prisons.

Sleep to is caused by gravity.. so is depressions, tiredness, feeling the weight + few hundred other beliefs of course have the hand in that too and many have believed that scientology failed because it did not delivered what it has promised!

LOL. and ashtrays cant be levitated… LOL…or we cant walk through walls.. of course we can LOL… you are just not aware that you have!

The tools are there but the work to free self has to be done by the Self because no one knows, can possibly know what you have created on your journey to where you are at.

Just to throw in to this pot here, ‘’age’’ that concept to has many side, why it happens and why it is used LOL.. I found many over the years in different session and one realization was so much fun: on one planet aging- altering the look of the body was in fashion thing to do…to be different, to look different from that other body! Wrinkles had character, they could express inner feelings!

 

 

 

Deserve= merit, justify, be worthy of, earn, rate,

Since we all are powerful, we all can do and have anything we want but of course not by now, not in this state – this level we have reached-we are in.

Long-time back on the Track when we were still fee to do and have: that means our dreams- illusion imagines fancies become reality and to be so there were no restriction.

But as time went by and as we continued creating new games =new life cycles we created different rules-laws-regulations and agreements and we accepted these new rules in order to have a more exciting game… to have more difficulties because to overcome these difficulties given us the illusion that we can do, that we are able and we are good and we can overcome obstacle!

We could become heroes, superior beings by showing our ability to overcome monumental problems!

To make a long story short over the span of time-eons we have created immense amount of obstacles which have blocked our abilities and we did this in order to make the game more difficult to play and we have: by now the word is ‘’overwhelm’’.

Of course we have forgotten in other words we conveniently buried this knowledge away, and by acting out why we have ‘’forgotten’’ why we have made everything so difficult… our game, our life has become truly difficult.

In today’s session I found on item ‘’’not deserving’’’ well this item was inserted into our track by our agreement of course that we do not deserve our wishes – dreams come through simply because we don’t deserve them because we are sinners, and as ‘’punishment’’ we should go without: not have our dreams come through: suffer you dog, 50 lashes you deserve, rot in hell, in the dich you go where you belong, you low life you!.

Now that takes some doing to get out of that state and make it go right and to become a hero, on upright citizen… LOL.. that would show ability, willpower.

You see, we are sinners… LOL… and sinners don’t deserve good things to happen to them and when something good is happening there is disaster –punishment sure to fallow: which will sour that sweet taste of having that dream to become reality.

By accepting that title’’’ sinner’’=being total effect: we given away power, we admitted that there are others who are better than we… what a crock of shit that is!

Sinners are who have Overts and every person on this planet is here because having Overts… LOL… the whole set up of being a human is about being on effect. The immense-ness, the amount of blocks I have found so far and these are the walls=beliefs=rules-regulations- laws- agreements we all made in order to bloke our creative abilities is simply mind boggling.

I have seen in sessions things which if I would write about would not be believed by anyone here therefore I don’t bother but sometime when I am hit with ‘’viewpoint’’ something new-never seen before I just seat here and I wonder at the extant of the universe, the beliefs which has created this Universe.

But I am off the orange crate… no big deal, nothing important I write of, just I have taken one more step and this cognition was the result.

If you ever felt small, powerless, forgetful, don’t know, don’t remember, not able to achieve something, felt lower than the frogs ass, depressed, had loss, cried out in despair, yearned, unhappy, felt that reached the end of the rope, gotten drunk to forget, ETC….ETC….ETC… few thousand other way, well..

This is not much.. but there you have it.

Hi.

Felt low this morning, pity party for not getting again or I believed I did not got again what I wanted, but I did got it I really did!

so I looked at the auditing List and DEFEATED was the Item, into session I went.

Realization has come very fast.

COGNITION: It might seem that we want to win at all cost, NO… that is the lie, big tall tale we tell to self and to others but in reality  we want to be defeated, we want to lose for the reason because if we win we are out of that game, we will move out of that problem zone, we no longer have those lovely ARCBs, we no longer can be victims, complain, suffer, get sympathy, feel guilty: we are simply out, sitting in the zone: nowhere.

We need to lose, we need to be defeated than we are still in, we still continue with our struggles, we still can do everything what our miserable little power allows and  we can continue to overcome all those self-created powerful wonderful obstacles we set up for self therefore we still can continue to take drugs, drink: get drunk , be sick,  eat comfort foods, complain how hard life is, get even and destroy those who made us lose, even commit suicide to show how life gotten to us, how difficult all these experiences has been!

Drama, pure undiluted delicious drama-act -play, because we know we cant really kill self, but it sure looks and feels great and creates lots of attention when we pretend that we have killed self therefore we are no more: Load of very stimulating enjoyable  garbage!!!

We just love the game and when we have dropped  that  body and played  dead and in on instant we turn around and we are back in the game on the same stage -continue with the drama start all over again by the means of ”reborn” into a new body!

Being defeated is a motivator, huge wonderful powerful motivator: solid to the core, and it works because we love to lose, to be defeated, to be victims, to be totally helpless, stand on the corner and beg and get wagon loads of sympathy or lose a limb or two, seat in a wheelchair, being looked after in nursing homes and being told: poor you, what has happened to you should not happen to a dog![ no, that should not happen to any dogs, but humans do make it happen for them! we are so good at it!]

But we are still in the game!

GO read the Guinness’s Book of Records than you know after the winner only can do is try the best to brake earlier records: that is next.

Look around you many of those who have win  goes back to the old ways of life, their house might be bigger, or now fly on their private jet, have ”everything” money can buy and some go into helping others, those poor helpless souls who suffer so, starve, who live in camps, don’t have hope, or simply been butchered  etc.. joke is on the winners! Because you are out!

The wines simply go back to the level where they feel comfortable= with the heavy stuff, the  heavier stimulations= the life experience that gives that solidity= knowing we are truly being alive!

There is no stable sensation for that high… the moment of winning is experienced as the lightest vibration and this vibration is overpowered by the stable solid heavy mass of energy= called life cycle.

This is the reason we have so few winners because winning is no good…it brings a momentary high, but that high is  for a moment and holds no drama,  no ARCB’s, don’t supplies problems, no suffering, struggling LOL… it is not life as we know it, or want it.

The condition Being Defeated holds us, that is a strong anchor..look around you, struggling to survive, struggling to make that daily needs, being dirt poor… LOL… what a victory, what on accomplishment, those accomplishments are our wins are our delicious dramatic experiences and we are proud of them..

Being defeated, ”to remain to continue” to be in the state being defeated takes lot of know-how , trickery, self- deceptions, lies galore, alteration of facts, which are those immense amount of self-created obstacles keeps us from winning, and they exist in the form of counter intentions by tens of thousands and these all are in place because we needed all those counter intentions not to win, to make it go right and why?

Simply because we are powerful Infinite beings who can do anything and call that anything: game -fun.

So wake up and smell the roses because what ever you have, what ever you feel-believe in is yours, your creation, you got it because you wanted it!

So ‘’can’’ the belief that what has happened to you is unfair, not right, ‘’shelf – discard’’ the all the blame you have, which feels so right:  those lovely righteous accusations do feel so right because those too are motivators and those motivators by fallowing them to act upon move you to lower level on the ToneScale: to have revenge, to get even at any cost. LOL..and  the game continues!

by the way, you can blame BTs, Clusters, GPMs, the governments, the gods, the CofScn, your parents or the boss… regardless who we believe caused, put us in this miserable condition..LOL.. when you have finally audited enough will find there is only one culprit, only one nasty powerful person who could  and have the power to caused all this and that is  the little old SELF!

Responsibility is the word which describe the action when we admit we are the only person who have the power over us.. and no other.

 

I have written on many occasion about the ‘’eye’’ how we get deceived because we rely on this tool and we believe, totally agree on that the photo taken by this machine is all what is there and there is no more.

BUT I NEVER WRITTEN ABOUT THE “”HANDS”” !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let’s start with a bang: imagine that for one day every person on this planet seats on their hands all day long and not use it, not once for 24 hours !!!!!!

LIFE as we know it would stop-end right there: not one meal would be cooked and eaten, not one car driven, not one elevator would move, toilet be flushed and toilet paper used, make-up applied, hair combed, body dressed, shoes put on, nose whipped, or dipper changed, light turned on, not one cigarette would be smoked all cell phones would lay there unmolested.

In prison cell block would remain locked, train would not be running, not one drop of water or any other liquid would to be drank, or with great difficulty: slurped like animals do, sex..well, sex what could be done without hands?what ever…

IF all activity would stop by not using these Instruments NATURE WOULD SIGH WITH RELIEF! No pollution, no noise, just blessed peace would wrap its self around the planet.

MY POINT HERE?

From the moment of birth, the eyes see the hands and these hands are always front of the eyes to see.

These pair of hand do everything: they have the power to accomplish to make things happen, to have dreams materialise, and without hands doing all, we are totally, completely helpless!! The word comes to mind: CRIPLED!

Even the richest man on this planet regardless how many billions he has would be totally helpless if hands would not –working-moving-manipulating matter: the projects which are his intentions and making them solid, visible!

WE have put all our trust -beliefs that having the use of these instruments we can only accomplish and without hand we are totally completely helpless!!!!

AND TO THIS EVERY PERSON ON THIS PLANET HAS AGREED TO 1000 percent!

And what happens to the Infinite after separation from the body??? The Infinite still holds onto this belief of total helplessness and therefore is helpless in the Ghostly State and when gets again into new body this Powerful Infinite will continue act helpless and the set of new parents will continue with their teaching and reassurance that you the Incredible Powerful Infinite that YES you are TOTALLY HELPLESS WITHOUT THAT PAIR OF HANDS!!!!!!!

We as Infinite, we traded our mental power-our ability to accomplish by pure intention what we want for a lousy pair of hands and we so trust and totally agree that only hands can move-shape-lift- transfer-hold and if these hands don’t move those objects….LOL.. nothing happens on this planet!

Of course we all have the inner-silent belief that things can be moved mentally, by intention and you can bet your sweet manicured hand that yes, that can be done!

But first the beliefs why we have put all our trust into these hands =instruments in the first place which only has the ability to move things, but first these trusted, time proven beliefs-agreements has to be confronted-as-ised, erased, discarded, nulled and truly believed that no longer have the power over us, than we can re- gain, have our intention, the mental power back to move, levitate that ashtray among other things too!

AND WE HAVE HERE GRAVITY and THAT ALONE HOLDS THING IN PLACE BY THE CONTINUAL DOWNWARD PULL! …….so Gravity has to be confronted too and find as-ised all the reasons why we need-want-must have this force in place.!!!

Gravity is on incredible powerful controlling energy vibration, which effects everything on this planet and just because it is not seen with eyes and no one thinks about it since it has become ‘’normal’’ to be in it, feel it, that do not means that bodies-items- objects and thoughts are not controlled by this strong controlling ever present agent. BY THE WAY THE CONDITION OF “”SLEEP”” THIS STATE TOO IS CAUSED BT GRAVITATION.

BUT….there is always a BUT…. While confronting the negative side we must not leave out the positive side the time on the Track when we could and were very able and could move anything under all Suns by our desire .. because at first always the positive sides-believes existed: that was unquestionable belief : yes I can!

So far I had sessions on this subject, on both side of reality and no, I can’t move a blade of grass, or a feather by intention.. nothing, zilch, nada, semmit, [Hungarian] and some of you who haven’t gone up on the Bridge to OT7 and still believe that by doing –reaching that level will bring back abilities like this… I have news for you..NO… it will not happen because we all lived infinite life’s in this infinite universe and collected infinite amount of different realities and these beliefs by now have become truly imbedded and trusted facts.

No… we don’t have to confront each of these beliefs because they exist in chain forms only these long chains do need and can be to be as-ised individually.

But our immense amount of beliefs do take a bit longer than 100000 -200000 hours’ worth of sessions to as-is all those counter intentions.

PS: don’t feel bad… you see, when we could move things by intention-desire-want, than we still were powerful… that means ‘’we did not have counter intentions’’ but these counter intentions in place give the illusions that we have lost our power! we havent… J

Go watch Matrix again!

 

BEING HERE and to be some other place: go exterior? How? Astral walking?

BEING HERE IS THE MOST VALUABLE – IMPORTANT-ESSENTIAL- VITAL- belief the person has, can have: and that is the only truth which can’t be as-ised in session !

This belief establishes creates on unwavering – solid- firm viewpoint, a viewing platform and from here, from this point all is viewed seen noticed: experienced. And being ‘’here’’ means inside, center of.

Being ”here” is eternal timeless and this viewpoint alone gives the being the reality of existing and the most important factor that being solid!=that is a lie of course!

But what is being ‘’here’’, ask that question not just once but stand there and ask this same question till you run out of answers!

LOL….. only objects –things are viewed-seen-observed.

In my reality what I have seen so far in 42 years’ worth of daily sessions I never ever were, never been without that viewpoint, regardless I considered I was  inside the body or had a Ghostly form.

I always have seen what I experienced from the core –place-spot and now I have total understanding WHY IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO SEE INTO DISTANCE and BEING THERE AT THE SAME TIME….. WHILE STILL IN THE “”HERE”” HAVING my ESTABLISHED LOCATION!

When we lose the body…. at that moment we still don’t lose the location but being without the body we gain different reality on what is ‘’’being here’’’.

Since we use the ‘’eyes’’ as a tool when having the body and when dropping—–parting from the body we do lose that belief that we see with the eyes because we no longer have that tool and now we do ‘’see’’= ‘’observe’’ our surrounding in very different way… no longer a flat picture, but now we do ‘’experience’’ the complete dimensions, we experience everything as they truly are without alteration.. in this ‘’here’’ there aren’t any deceptions –assumptions—evaluation– judgments–guessing there aren’t any  beliefs which existed while the Infinite had the connection to the body: all that have fallen away in the moment of disconnection-separation.

“Death’’ in reality is nothing more than ‘’Separation’’ from established beliefs which went with the body and that location where the body was.

AFTER THAT SEPARATION THE REALITY REMAINS THAT WE ARE “”HERE””!

And that reality is establishing the very fact that we are INFINITE!!!!!

In Ghostly Form: not having the body :WE STILL CANT BE IN OTHER PLACE AT THE SAME TIME WHILE WE ARE “”””HERE”””: since ‘’here’’ is always remain here, and ‘’there’’ represent a different location.. which of course no longer exist for the INFINITE as belief-reality after dropping the body because: That reality ‘’there’’ is part of the human belief-package.

While we are experiencing ‘’’here’’’ now’’’, because we really can do that and all  we can do and when some claims astral walking  if that would be really true, the fact  than that same person could be experiencing every so called ‘’location’’, not just ASTRAL WALKING!!!

IF!!!!!!!!!!

 the person in reality walked among what ever and has described the space to a minute detail what has he seen than that same person could describe the Oval Office, what Obama is doing, or Putin, what these persons could be doing at any moment.

Or describe any happening at any moment on this Planet… including the start of the tornado-its location and experience that reality-power-movements’ what that tornado doing in minute detail!!!!

SO THOSE WHO CLAIM ASTRAL Walking AND CANT DO: be other places beside that, well, and describe those experiences in detail than they are full of shit.. and people buy that load because they simply don’t have the understanding what is happening.

When we are outside of the body and we experience being ‘’here’’ regardless where is that ‘’here’’, there is no guessing-estimating in our part for the reason that we know we have experienced that reality, we perceived every little detail to the smallest atom.

This is my reality and till I find different will remain as is..

I don’t claim that this is IT…. and cant be any other ways…because tomorrows’ session could bring totally different cognition which would change everything and by the way I never speak for others.

On Willpower.

In my recent wandering around the universe, I bumped into a minor god who was sort of standing’- levitating  beside a large heap of nice vibrating mass of energy but the god looked terribly bored stiff.

Looking at him I was wondering why was he so bored and why was he standing there beside that heap of something?

So I figured might as well find out his reason for looking so sour, down on the mouth and since  at a moment  I had nothing better to do, place to rush off in the hurry and I was really curious what is that lovely heap of vibrating could be representing and why was he standing beside it.

So I greeted him: Hi there good god…

He looked through me and said: greetings human..

Now, I realized I pegged him right  that this god was really minor-uneducated  because he did not know if I  was a human, I could not see him, talk to him and know what he was saying, and I would not be floating about….but I let that ride, not much point making him wrong, no gain in that.

I inquired : what is that heap you are standing beside?

Oh, he said: Willpower.

Willpower, wow I though, now that is fantastic I would not mind having some.

I asked: are you selling the stuff?

Oh… no…said he, I want to give it away but no one wants it, few have  come by and one taken some but  brought it back, he said it is not working has to be defected…LOL… I laughed, silently of course … LOL.. now that is funny!

He continued: than small group come by they talked it over but decided against but before they left explaining it to me, if someone has willpower, than has to take responsibility for their action and they were not about to do something like that, it was not in their bag start some stupid fad that way, no, they did not want anything to do with willpower.

 The poor god poured out rest of his unhappy story, he said; two others come and they had sniff and taste but they did not say a thing just left, they did not even bother to say good bye!

Here I was thinking… this good god was lucky that they were humans or some other breed because if this taster were dogs more likely they would have peed on pile before they left.

He continued: I really would like to get rid of this heap here because six galaxies away there is someone giving lessons in square dancing and I want go and learn… you see, she gives discount on the lessons now because it is a slow season.

I laughed I could not help myself since this made total sense to me after all  I thought: every god should know how to square dance, but I just said: since you are giving it away I would not mind having some of this Willpower, will you give me some?

He noticeably perked up and asked: how much you want? Well,  I said ‘’ I take it all’’, thinking: I had nothing to lose by having it.

As he looked at me measured me up and he wrinkled his godly eyebrows: That is a lot of willpower here, he said, are you sure you want it all? can you handle it? I just have to tell you I don’t have a manual, it got rotted away by the passing of time. Sure you want it?

Sure I am sure : I answered,   I figured what I don’t want I will sell  on E-bay.

 Well, to make this story sort, here I am stuck with a large load of willpower…love the stuff.

And now because humans don’t have any of this commodity therefore many of you can go on selling ideas and make a good living offering courses that teaches: yes: you can do it!

This blog here is my Journal – diary!!!

Someone just written to me privately of course not under their own name inquired how come I believe that I am so smart!!!! LOL. it was not meant to be a compliment.

I figure I answer that question – accusation here in my blog:

Well you faceless-nameless critic… If I would think-believe that I am so smart and know it all than I would not be in session daily and some days much as 10 hours but I am doing these because I know: the concept I take into sessions are not right, valid therefore not true, but altered crap and I want to have the real reason why these concepts come into existence.

And I believe that you are smart and it is you who believe that you know it all and that is the reason you are not having sessions but are a ‘’critic’’= because you do already know it all!

Now you got my answer…  have a lovely day! and do keep it in mind for you reading these cognitions is total waste of time!

Cognition from todays session.

Being in stable, permanent position, have locality of self  and from this point the Infinite views  other  viewpoints.

This position was gained long before solidity, density or even shapes have come into existence… this was the beginning of the beginnings stage where the Universe, the energy masses were moving fluidly. [🙂 they still do!]

Was no stability yet  and the INFINITE moved traveled -drifted with these energy masses: there was no destination yet.

But for of unknown reason to me, [which I haven’t yet seen -experienced=understood why. ] the waves of energy come from two different direction and both of these waves had the same vibration therefore they did not alter each others flow.

As these two flow has flown into each other  they have cancelled out the sensation of the movements and with that this new phenomenon had the appearance of not moving: being stable, and permanent.

This is called by scientist ” standing wave” and because the Infinite gotten stuck in this ”standing wave” with this gained a permanent position.

AS THIS STANDING WAVE MOVED _FLOATED IN THE SEA OF VIBRATIONS AND BECAUSE THE INFINITE HAS BEEN STUCK TO IT: GAINED THE REALITY OF STANDING STILL-HAVING A LOCATION AND OTHER MATTER—-VINRATIONS WERE MOVING AROUND THE SELF!!!!

This permanency has become the most valuable reality which is still in affect.

Up until now I believed because I have learned that we cant move, we are stuck yes, that is true, but we are only stuck in our own beliefs.

As on Infinite we have the ability to view…. therefore to experience anything we desire to do so by simply putting our awareness- attention on the item.

Example: see that beautiful apple, now taste that apple, first hear the sound the crunch as you bite into than taste -savor that sweet juice. :)  you just experienced being outside of your body= being in the Spiritual Realm!

That was not difficult!🙂

How the AGREEMENTs were BORN and WHAT WAS their original PURPOSE.

part of todays session.

Hi….. having a great day… dozens of cognitions and here is one I would like to share with you.

About agreements how they originated.

I have seen in the incident in session when an ”unwanted dream –vision- fantasy” was going to materialize which was not going to benefit the communities’ survival.

Soon as the group become aware of this incoming negative ‘‘mass ” counter intention was created by the group.

Every member went to the meeting place to the center of the community:  forming the circles within circles and were standing close to each other all facing -toward the center in order to have more power -concentrated power and every person concentrated- held the picture in mind= color- dimension etc which were agreed upon and this approved picture pushed away the unwanted..

By the time the picture-reality become ”stable” through their connection to each other with that certainty -permanency was established and the negative vanished.

to see-understand this to me is  incredible🙂

 

So far I have taken off hundreds of layers.. had same amount of cognitions why we are not able to see what  the next step brings.. I am not talking about making that cup of coffee, the motions we do in order to taste that liquid.

But I am talking of days- weeks ahead  how things will be with the situation we are sitting in the ”present” time… how it will turn out, how it will end.

Today I hit pay dirt…Realization: everything possible -imaginable was done in order to erase -eliminate  this ”major ability”: by achieving this the Infinite has become totally helpless —believing that we are helpless and by not seeing what is coming at us we cant change our situation and remain helpless. It is like sitting in a boat and not having paddles… we just drift helplessly.

Those earlier cognitions to had equal importance… there are no lesser or more important realizations  they are equal because cognitions are not born out of evaluation.

Incident from the past:

I am still at looking why  cant I see the future events, the continuation of the so called present time… if we are believing that we are watching on implant than that has continuum… even if the implant is in segments, than we still could -be able to  see part of the video which is available…is our life.
 On the track in one incident I could see the future and I went to the Court told the good king what I have seen… what is coming. The good king did not believe me in fact he ordered to have my eyes seared out and he said if  I after still can see what is coming than he will act accordingly but not until than.
 My eyes were burnt out with the hot burning end of stick and I was of course blinded.. immense searing pain come with that experience.
The good king asked what I can see now and of course I could not see anything because the ability I had was overpowered by this incredible dramatic experience I was sitting in.
I could not see beyond this present time drama…. the good king had me than beheaded for lying and with that he put fort on example for others to see-understand that no one but non one can see into the future.
Did the good king committed on overt? The king has to answer for his own beliefs and I do the same for mine.
I have seen lots of O/W’s I have committed against those who could see the continuums of the events..so getting some back is no problem and I do not feel I am a victim.
I am only victim of my own beliefs.
We can ask if I could see into the future why I have bothered to go to the king and beheaded because of this?
Oh… the question entered my mind: I was not seeing my future but the countries and I did not see individuals what will happen to them therefore I did not see the head being severed from the body but soon as that happened I was out of that incident and was looking down at the crowd in amusement and I have seen the future becoming reality in the form of earthquake which separated the land and swallowed that small kingdom with all its habitants.
was this born out of imagination???….. NO…. we don’t have imagination.. there is no such ability.🙂

Raging Evil Spirit

Raging Evil Spirit…dream snatcher.

I just seen in session a raging violent Evil Spirit who come at us from above disguised as a Huge Black Cloud, and soon as we have seen her approaching we taken cover inside a hut.. huddled together forming a circle holding-supporting each other by our arms draped over the shoulder who stood beside each of us.

By creating this circle with that we have known our power could not be broken- diminished but wild hold steady and balanced as we stood there we closed our eyes closed we concentrated on the forever-burning life force.

The evil tempest roared- shrieked attacked the hut from every direction but could not touch that flame which held us.

On the top hut a tall rod has been installed which run down on the side of the hut and was directed deeply into the Earth’s surface as the Evil Spirit sent down her destructing fiery arms to destroy us burning us to cinders, the sizzling fiery bolt hit the rod and she could not stop her flow of power but that liquid fire was channelled sucked into the ground and with that the Evil Spirit was forever imprisoned into the dense darkness of the Earth.

Her flying days were over.

Why I have seen this incident? Because I am exploring beliefs-realities on what is destroying the dreams we have, why they can’t materialize… I been working on this subject off and on ever since I am solo auditing and I be put in hundreds of sessions over the years but in the past 15-16 months I am concentrating on the subject and on is myriad other forms –consideration and by now I know that the daydreams are real but we have hundreds-hundreds of whys and wherefores why we believe that they are ineffective.. and they are dismissed as illusions –delusions- aberrations.

The Infinite is imprisoned by the harsh-hard world of reality: with the identifications of the solid forms.

AND THE REASON WE HAVE SOLID FORMS: BECAUSE ONCE UPON THE TIME WE DREAMED TO COME TO BE: THEREFOR WE HAVE J:)

PS; ONE of the major reasons dreams not allowed to become reality  because they would alter the agreed upon state..Example : every one want to live in a hut and they all do but suddenly someone’s dream becomes real and suddenly a skyscraper appears amides the hut… well guys that would just not work… LOL… same goes for few believing that auditing tech. works… well… we just don’t fit in anymore.🙂 but do we have fun ferreting out different universes- realities.

To us the daily use of the Tech brought experiences unimaginable to those who  discarded it as ;not working, useless piece of shit, dreamed up in order to make money.:)

Are you looking for what suppresses your beliefs-reality-having-ness?

The word: BUT itself represents: Objection opposition, not allowing, controlling factor, opposition a ”major stopper”, defeater, denial, rejection, rebuff, suppressor, contradictory data, make one believe of in inferiority, being a failure, don’t know, not being right, etc..etc.. in other words NOT ALLOWING THE BEIGNESS of the other person.

That word not only applies cancels-stops your intention when others say it to you…its counts all right: What is totally-completely effective as when you believe IN THAT BUT: and for every positive belief we have one BUT…. And that is the Negative aspect –side of that belief which is holding –supressing that positive viewpoint.

You see, the negative viewpoints are denser, heavier, solider therefore they will not allow that light-vibration= intention to surface ‘because they are supressed and the negative will remain effective.

 About the rules = what steps are needed to attain ones dreams ……………. all rules regardless  what order they need to be or to do  are  not valid… rules do not apply because rules belong with implanted material.

First at all times Dreams are in the Spiritual Realm… they born there first… always do.:)

PS: what I cognate on is my reality.. only mine and will remain mine… I cant tell you what is your reality..🙂 I can assume “but” my assumption are just that: assumptions.:)

 

win or lose

I am having the session on ‘’’RESTRICTION’’’  and having mind boggling cogs… and of course we know that  restriction are is the content of implanted material= the bank= the content of the mind=all what we believe in regardless what we think –how we have evaluated is good or bad=on the negative or positive side of thinking: that don’t make any difference at all : we consider therefore its exists and that is our life!

But I just had a blow down: that into this material  to keep it going-keep it permanent—solid the DESIRE was inserted-added  and  this reality- the desire  to remain within this implanted beliefs ensures -keeps the person trapped.

Of course restriction is now the laws, group-agreements, the must to do this way or that way: things should be, what they are accepted to be.

By the way  just how long the body will work that too is restricted, so is the movements of the body, hearing -picking up sounds, the range of the voice how far it can go-expand.

Wages-money is restrictor-controller itself but the major restrictor to all abilities are our own beliefs [we know this] and + having the body.. the body alone  is so incredibly suppressive-limiting a controlling device because most of the time we evaluate our abilities accordingly what the body can do or can’t do.

 

Given a Body+ set of believes and these beliefs include what you are believing is REAL with this views in place –enforced, the persons freedom, power – abilities capabilities are eliminated ———– : the Infinite is out of the universal game = sitting in oblivion.

By the way that silly notion that: everyone is in the same boat: what we have, what we can do is just part of life here… how we live is typical, these circumstances are normal.. well, they are not.

The ‘’DOWNWARD SPIRAL’’ is in place and ‘’winning’’… making it go right, staying happy all the time, to feel on the top of the world at all times through all experiences well that is not included in the downward spiral..

TO have negatives experiences that is normal here, no one has to fight to achieve that because the odds are not against to lose, to suffer, to become ill, to choose a bad marriage partner or be in a car accident… all the odds are in favor..

But to win lotto let say $50 mill. Jackpot well the odds are 24.999.99 million to on, because they need sell 25 mill. ticket  in order to have that much in the pot.!! BUT to lose on the same draw the odds are reversed is 24.999.999. 00 LOL .. losing is guaranteed at all times. OK.. I understand that if there is 50. mill in the pot than cant be 50 million winners  , I am just giving on example. I know a person who has bought a ticket to every draw in the past 23 years and haven’t won bigger amount at one times as $20.00 so figure. I might be wrong calculating the odds, I am bad with numbers.🙂

There is no restriction for losing on this planet, none what so ever but try to make it go right!!

Of course I had session on concepts : suppressed, walled in, limited, stopped, not allowed, held back, blocked and dozens of  other similar beliefs I had which acted -restricted my abilities.

As 🙂 you can see I am having a grand time-morning here!

 

 

 

 

When something ails the person,

AILS: troubles, pains, effects, distressed, bothers, upsets, afflicts.

Than that person goes to another person whom he/she believes have the ability to help to ease-eliminate that bothersome ailment.

SO ACCORDINGLY TO THE COUNTRIES, what is practiced by the group: the person can get drugs;

compounded chemicals

weeds to brew and drink in form of tea

droplet made out of different elements

given diets.. which will eliminate that pesky problem

being told to change attitudes

advised to pray to the mighty and ask for help

get off his/her ass and do some exercise

go into Sweat Lodges in order to eliminate the poisons

hire a witch doctor who knows his business and will chase that evil away.

Get the palm reader locate the answer, or tarot reader to point toward the solution.

Sniff or smoke weeds.

Go to confession to unload what ever sins were committed and ask for forgiveness: that will eliminate the suffering.

NOW THESE what I mention here ARE JUST A FEW – INSIGNIFICANT amount of cures offered but there are tens of thousands available to choose from and not one really have cured any one permanently:     BUT IN THE GOOD OLD DAY: WAY BACK ON THE TRACK those bothersome problem which heavily effect your lifestyle weeeell were handled in very different manner.

LOL… LOL… was simply blanketed-overlaid with invisible energy field and that field in place made us believe that the problem has vanished:

Out of mind, out of sight… but not having memory of it that did not mean those bothersome pesky incident no longer existed..

The new experience that invisible energy field which did not contain anything: pictures-suggestions-believes but were pure undiluted vibration given the illusion that our problem –ailments no longer existed: we were cured! LOL.. “ amnesia –oblivion blank-ness, forgetfulness is the results of those old cures.”

So quack doctoring is not original to this planet here… LOL… that practice  is ancient as us who have been looking for cure- remedy in order to eliminate the unwanted.

But not only the unwanted bothersome things were eliminated- forgotten But the reality who we are, what our abilities are to were eliminated – totally forgotten.

Those methods were like the Magic Wand— waved over the problem and bingo the problem was gone and the person felt reborn… but  the use of these magic wands were not selective what they have covered over.. they have not recognized, or could select but simply covered everything.. left no trace…

 

 

 

What ever we believe, how we see others, their actions, who they are, what they are  that reality  which we believe and swear by that is true, they are the facts   well… those facts are only true for us… we ”assume” that they are the truth and fact.

We never ever can know,  experience what other feel, how they see the Universe.. we just assume  that we know.

example: how could any one taste that apple for me and tell me what that bite tasted like?

not one person could.. but every one could assume what I tasted because they had tasted apples too.

So our reality of others who or what they are: good -bad-ugly-smart, crazy ..whatever–is just assumptions and nothing more.🙂

 

Listen to this…. you know the saying ”’ don’t make waves” means don’t cause trouble, just stay with the flow, stay in agreement.

I have been continuing with the session on ”want…wanting”’ and the cogs are rolling in by the dozens, by having these new realizations they have open up awareness to new levels of understanding.

I just experienced on incident and its energy made the heart beat faster. Good thing that this heart is used to by to these huge blasts!

In this incident I wanted something different what the place I was in, the group I belonged with was offering; In other words I wanted change and of course this WANT, my reality had a different wavelength from which the group, the society was sitting in and  instantly ” my want- the desired” wavelengths-vibration was detected by some kind of radar and in that instant of detection the machine sent a wave back to me: the source, which not only destroyed that wave I created by wanting the change but I too were sent to oblivion.

At the same time wave of energy-vibration smoothed back the space to its original state=level of vibration.

Now, One should never wonder why we don’t have here Free Will.

In other Incident I was standing front of the High Courts and I was given the ‘’sentence’’ for my braking-not obeying- submitting to the Laws of the Planet by exercising Free Will of my own and with that I committed high crime because I have destabilized-undermined the Basic Energy Level Of the Planet.

This means By allowing my own reality come forth that effected the Planets energy level= which of course was Standing Wave.

My sentence? Elimination of my ability to exercise Free Will and that was ‘’forever’’ and my presence to was eliminated from the Planet.

I was ‘’told’’ that I need to go wonder around the Universe and learn the values, what they are if I want to be the part of the society.[ group reality is implanted crap]

I was put through a ‘’door’’ a porthole and by the time I went through my memory, the knowledge I had till than too has vanished.

Heheheh.. here was I bare assed outside in the void: I did not have the body anymore and minus awareness of course.

What I have found in these sessions that our Free Will… can be called Intention, the desire of ‘’’wanting’’’ has been the most supressed item I ever encountered in all these years in sessions!

I never ever seen so much determination – effort power put into any other project to erase-supress, eliminate, and remove, take out, make it none-existent as toward the ABILITY to exercise Free Will, that desire to that WANT; make it happen, that self –determination to materialise our dreams and wishes as I have seen experienced with this Subject.

The Infinite is rendered helpless but the same time made to believe given a falsehood-fiction that s/h is at cause.

of course  I have seen dozens of other incidents too beside the above and in every one of them I was punished ”’severely” for wanting -desiring more than what the society offered- believed in.

The key control factor is: must obey  or else! I think that is called black mail.

For that to happen this was needed: I went into total agreement, I have assigned  Power to them, in other words I believed in their game: what they were doing therefore my own belief have reduced me to NOTHING. I have become the victim of my own reality!

PS; I am talking here Track stuff…and my reality how I see the Universe, My beliefs are not Laws.. hehehe just experiences.

 

Veil of Death….

which blocks off the past.

It has been a great interest to me why we don’t remember from one life time to the next Example: language we knew and have spoken.

Before this life I lived in England and of course I was fluent in English in fact I was speaking the Queens English and not a dialect which was spoken some parts of England.

Here I was fluent not long back just in the earlier life yet, not one word I could recall plus I had great difficulty learning English this life, because I have dyslexia. I cant memorize.

Same goes with speaking Italian, not one word I understand yet I live in Italy in the later part of 1400 to early 15 hundreds.

So this reason I had the great interest to discover the WHY’s, over the years I have taken into sessions countless considerations, agreements on the subject which included on ‘’’memory, remembering, forgetting, recalling,” etc…etc.. every possible ways and in 4 flows etc.. had lots of cognitions of course but I never really discovered the WHY’s.

TODAY I FINALLY GOTTEN ON UNDERSTANDING; which I will call BREAKETHROUGH on the subject.

I am very excited.. blown out but of course I realized that this new ‘’’realization’’ is just on opening into what is there, yet to be discovered-understood and perhaps by as-ising  intentions the standing-existing considerations I have on this new –item-subject I will be able to recall languages I have spoken and other abilities which were stopped-blocked off at the DEATH OF THE BODY.

The block is a powerful VEIL which is a Standing Wave which greatly effects not only our recall of the past life-times but controls our present time -recall- memory we have.

:)  🙂 :)  : development, further realization: Standing Wave has nothing: no color, don’t have sound, its vibration is Standing still so it cant be felt, it don’t contain pictures, therefore don’t contain identities… nothing, zilch .

Now when the spirit, OT, person, being, soul, entity, what ever you want to call self  is hit by this wave, blanketed, covered the person in that moment EXPERIENCES ONLY THIS STANDING WAVE, therefore all other experiences are — become none existent. Therefore the Entity is  in total full blown amnesia. I also call this experience becoming the OUTSIDER, we leave the mind-bank-implanted memory state and we are in of course now in the ghostly state our original none-shape.

This Standing wave has other names: void, emptiness, nothingness.

Now every time any one is hit by or re-stimulated  into this Wave.. looses all experiences-their memory etc.

WHEN WE ARE HIT BY OR RE_STIMULATED onto this standing wave we are in fact ””experiencing  our entry to the MEST UNIVERSE!””’ We did not enter into the Universe with dictionary under our arm and we did not have one belief, one though  and we were not AWARE being AWARE!  That has come much later, much… much later.🙂

You might not realize the mind boggling significance of this realization.. but that too is part of the experiences , no problem!

hehehe I still cant speak Italian!!!!

PS:When those who practice meditation and reach the so called empty state, void, nothing-ness in fact they hit the wall of Standing Wave… and of course this wall is void the content of the Mind-Ego- Bank.

But this State is not easy to maintain so those who practices pack it with all sort of symbols and give this state a description a selected language: spiritual state!

But is it a spiritual state? Not in my reality-experience.

In spiritual -free state we can move freely and we can be aware of anything in this Universe, all we need to do is put our attention on the subject-object.

PS: there is a saying that ”’CANT TAKE IT WITH YOU.” How true.

 

 

 

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